Trapped in the Love of the Mafia Lord (Season 1)
Chapter 15: Am I selfish?

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"What did you say? why did you suddenly give up on me, twins? you're not planning on going far anymore, are you?" glare sharp eyes, angry with Rini's words, he does not like everything that comes out of Rini's mouth.

"It's none of your business. Come with me tomorrow and take the twins with you" replied Rini.

"Who's word is none of my business? this is still my business Rini! you're the mother of my children, you even did the same thing to the twins, you keep selfish thinking about yourself. You're not tired, what? hurt people who genuinely love you? especially now that the guy is the twins? you think they'll be happy with your decision? no... they will be destroyed, their world will not be complete... I've felt it life without our loved ones, and now you want the twins to feel? What kind of mother are you really? you're not a bad woman, a selfish woman, but you don't deserve to be a mother. Because no mother could do this to her children," disappointed Felix involuntarily his words had hurt Rini's feelings, even his words beat the gun shot.

Collapse was already a strong defense Rini before Felix. Tired, very tired at this time trying to strong words Felix dropped it down to the basics to be unable to stand back.

"You're like a good person putting me bad! know what you know about my life, huh!? tell me! you don't know what my life has been like since childhood. If you say your life suffers more? you were wrong, I suffered so much! I have a family, but it's like I have no family. Even if given the choice I'd rather not have a family, than have. My life was full of suffering, at the age of 7 I was where a kid that age was playing spending time with parents, I didn't, you know why?" rini asked with tears in her face.

"I'm a poor little boy, having to go in and out of the hospital alone without being with family, want to know why? because my family doesn't care about me. Dear Mr. Tirtan, I consider me a troublesome child, and Mother Diana could do nothing but follow his words. I hate weak women like Diana's Mother," Rini unwittingly vents all the grief in her painful past.

Felix had no intention of interrupting, nor did he give Rini a word of encouragement. He wants Rini to vent all the heartache in the past and with that will be a little relieved for Rini, even though it does not make her forget.

"At an age that I should have fun.I had to force myself to be an adult, but not fully mature, I often make a tantrum, but it even made Mr. Tirtan angry, big time, they didn't realize that what I was doing was just a back alibi to get their attention. Their love rests only on my twin. The more I grow up I continue to make trouble in order to talk to Mr. Tirtan, even though our conversation is not good, he said, because it's the anger that he put on me that can only make the family name ashamed, but I don't care about anger, I'm getting crazy, I'm getting mad, yes crazy so that Mr. Tirtan can not face me anymore. hahaha... What a shame to my past for those who hear my life story, no one would believe they'd say this was a bedtime story I read every day so memorized the details."

"And you come into my life messing up all makes my suffering complete. Sometimes I wonder if it's wrong for me to be troublemakers to get parents' love? is it wrong that I killed my twin to get the man I love? is it wrong for me to be selfish for the rest of my life? is that wrong!?" rini shouted fed up with the fate of life so toying with her.

"Hiks.. hiks... hiks... I am tired of being a strong woman, Felix.. I want to be like her other women... hiks.... hyks... " rini's cry her heart was broken into pieces. He would not cover his weak side now. Let him show you today, in the future there is no more.

Felix can feel the pain that Rini feels. Her pain increased seeing Rini's tears fall.

Anger and hatred were on both of Rini's parents who cruelly stuck a knife so deep that the wound was still on her woman.

"Tell Felix, am I wrong? tell me I don't deserve to be a mother? tell me? don't shut up like this, I need your answer" sobbed Rini. Felix can't bear to attract Rini in his arms.

"I'm sorry, you're such a good mom and you deserve to be a mom because you're the best mom in the world," continued Felix regretted having said rudely to Rini without knowing how deep the wounds were in his past.

Rini was silent not answering what Felix said, being in Felix's arms was very comfortable, inexplicably he felt calmer.

The warm embrace of Felix he always dreamed could be obtained from his parents. But not achieved.

Felix, a ruthless Mafia man who knows no gentleness, suddenly becomes very gentle on his woman. Lovingly, she rubbed Rini's hair.

So comfortable being in the arms of Felix, Rini fell asleep maybe the effects of tired crying and also comfortable in the arms of Felix.

Felix holds Rini carefully to bring her to the room behind the closet.

Laying down slowly so as not to wake up, Felix did not let Rini feel disturbed by his movements.

"Sleep baby, I'll pick up our kids. I won't let you go again, you've suffered enough all this time, no more tears if there are only tears of happiness."

Cup.

Felix kisses Rini's forehead gently and goes to let Rini rest.

📞:"To my room right now," Felix ordered someone across the street without hearing a direct answer shutting down the unilateral phone.

"I'm sorry the new Daddy is now meeting you, Daddy promised to make you happy with Mommy" Felix promised.

...Bysing......

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