Trapped in the Past
Finally Honest

The air around them felt so dry. Pale lips as if locked with a neat stitch. Kagami can't quibble anymore, Alita knows what she's been hiding all along.

Regarding Gagas taking pictures of him secretly is the main reason why Kagami hates the man so much. He is not angry if Gagas loves Alita, even if Gagas is the right man in the slightest Kagami will not hesitate to hand Alita over to him and see them happy.

However, the thing that Kagami dislikes the most is someone who comes along and ruins something that he has taken care of. Like a flower in a pot that is always treated regularly every day. Then Gagas came, plucking the flower without permission from Kagami. It is insolent and unworthy to be considered human.

Men who only make women as mere fantasies of lust are just garbage in the eyes of Kagami. It was like Gagas who had acted impudently to Alita who he loved.

"Is the Asylum telling you about that?" Finally Kagami made a sound, although it took a lot of energy to move the lips of his feet.

Ruri and Mirai were silent at their chatter as if they were witnessing the most suspenseful scene in a story.

There were only a few more mouthfuls of rice left in front of Alita. But the girl froze staring at the rice grains, bowing deeply, answering Kagami's question.

"No. I know for myself that Gagas photographed me secretly. I also know the reason why Gagas doused you with the kapucino he ordered. It's because he doesn't accept you reprimanding him, right, Kagami?"

Kagami gulps incessantly. His throat feels very dry. He didn't know what to react to.

"I saw it clearly then. Have you forgotten that I have sharp eyesight? And the Gagas seat at that time was within my range of diversion."

Alita threw her face in the other direction. He could not look at his friend's face at this moment. There is pain in the heart when seeing the wound in the crown of Kagami which incidentally caused by him.

"What makes you so angry with Gagas that you hit him like that, Kagami? Until you smash the phone easily. Give me the deepest reason, so that I cannot refute your words, Kagami. Tell me what prompted all of your crazy actions?!" Alita gave a rough breath. His fingers were shaking without stopping.

The two of them had a very deep dialogue to form a room that would not allow anyone to enter. Ruri and Mirai could only parrot from the outside.

"Because I love you," said Kagami firmly.

There was no doubt in his tone, no doubt in his eyeballs. Her dead center face locked onto Alita's face even though the girl did not look at her.

"I don't have any reason. I just love you. I don't want a man like Gaga next to you. I don't like him. I hope he dies!" Kagami's eyeballs are glazed.

Kagami takes a few seconds to breathe oxygen slowly. Although in a leaning position, he could not help shaking his body. What he said just now was a double-edged sword. It could be that Alita forgives him, but it is likely that Alita will hate him. Kagami has to be ready no matter what happens.

Alita took off the spoon she was holding, slowly looking up at Kagami's pale face. "Rice. Rubbish!" the hardic.

As if there were a chain running through, not a single cell of Kagami's body moved after hearing the sentence from Alita. It was as if he had just died there.

"Why do you think I greeted you when we first met in Junior High? What do you think I made Mirai friends with us on the first day she moved in. Then, Ruri, why would I want to be friends with a rough-mouthed girl like you?"

Alita looked out the window. While three pairs of his friend's eyes looked at his eyeballs deeply. Implied fear was there, but they had no idea what made the girl afraid just now.

"Because my hunch says that you're good people. I will act like a good friend to you, protecting, helping each other and embracing each other. But ... I don't want you to get hurt because of me. From the beginning I offered to be your friend, not the opposite. So, you guys have no reason to get hurt for me." Dada Alita says it. She slowly started crying.

Mirai examined Alita's face, the girl was clearly lying right now. Alita wasn't really serious about what she said. "No. You have no reason to refute Kagami's words. You are never honest with yourself. You are a lonely person and you do not want any lonely person to suffer. Actually you are a form of goodness itself, Alita," he said.

"No! You have no right to be hurt for me. That's the only reason I'm angry with you!" cut Alita in a high tone.

Ruri was concerned to hear the chatter throwing each other like this. He got up from his seat and walked quickly to stand next to Alita. His hands gripped the girl's jaw until their gazes met.

"What are you saying, Alita? Don't mess with fools like this! You said that friends help each other, but look at what you say now. Very selfish indeed. Honestly, Alita, what do you want to say, don't say things that make you look even more stupid!" firmly Ruri in front of her friend's face that was getting wet was crying tears.

"I'm angry! I was so angry with Gagas for hurting Kagami. I love her too, I'm afraid of losing her! I love Ruri and Mirai, love my friends like siblings. I'm angry, I'm so angry at myself. If I wasn't born maybe you wouldn't have to protect someone like me! I'm so useless. Being born weak is very painful, I .. shameless. I can't show my face to you anymore!"

Alita is honest with her feelings. There was nothing else he was hiding. In that one scream his heart felt airy. The chains that bound him disappeared quickly. Sometimes Alita wants to protect her friends, being a useful figure. However, until this moment he felt useless and only became a burden.

As a result of his helplessness his friends were injured. It felt like he wanted to just disappear from the earth and act like he was never born.

"I can't argue with your argument so I'm looking for excuses. I am a fool! Allow me to be born again, so that I can be a person who can protect you," he pleaded.

Alita sinks in sadness while hugging Ruri to wash her away in the dark past that forms a person who does not believe in herself.

Born into poverty as if a sin that made him have to feel a day so lonely and silent. Despite being in such a thunderous classroom, no one wanted to chat with him. Is sehina Alita in the eyes of her SD friend.