Trapped in Two Hearts
The first discussion
After finishing eating his food, Jimmy and Ayumi rushed to go along the beach. Jimmy always held Ayumi's hand without letting go.
"How many times have you dated?" jimmy asked suddenly while looking towards Ayumi.
"I? Only once!!" the answer was honest then staring at the waves.
"really?" tanyanya did not believe.
"Yes, are you alone?" askalanya.
"A few times possible! First at SMA. The last lecture time with some Indonesian students while studying in Korea." he replied honestly while looking forward.
"Why did it break up?"
"Em because he likes my friends!" pause for a moment then stare at Ayumi "I chose friendship!" continued.
"Friend? JK?" guess origin.
"Not but Virgo, another friend" he replied with a glare.
"That's it!!" then breathe out slowly.
"If you, why break up?"
"Me!! Difficult explanation. He said break up, no word there yet. But he said still, four years we lost communication. There was never any news again." he answered honestly while staring at the sky that was emitting his royal rays.
"There's no communication at all?" make sure it's right.
"Yes three months after he went to college outside, my family went bankrupt, all assets were confiscated. For college costs also sell jewelry and cell phones." he answered honestly while imagining the moment arrived.
"Oh I'm sorry! Will he come back someday?" ask Jimmy at last.
"Let's not know. Maybe she already has a boyfriend or maybe she's married. But if one day he comes, maybe we're married!" ayumi replied with a smile.
"Is that really so?"
"Maybe so. If we're married, what can he do!" reply Ayumi origin, because honestly she is also confused about what to say. His heart and mind are not in line.
"Who is he?" ask Jimmy frontal.
"Maybe not now Jimmy!! Next time, after all, we both should not talk about it." declined Ayumi .
"You still like it?" cerca Jimmy is back.
"That's not important!! Now we think about our future, can we?" it looks like Ayumi doesn't want to talk about Gara.
"That's important Ayumi, because I also have to know about it and won't make us misunderstand someday." Jimmy chuckled while slashing his body to look at Ayumi.
"We continue like this or stop here. You don't believe me!" he said, leaving Jimmy alone with a glued-up state.
'But where there is after four years still love, no news at all. But, Suga Hyung and Jeen Hyung are the same as Ayumi. But not everyone can hold it that long." Jimmy is still in silent mode, not realizing that Ayumi has disappeared from his presence.
Meanwhile Ayumi walks very quickly while crying, Not that she doesn't like Jimmy's words, but she hates herself who still can't forget her past.
Masalalu which for Ayumi is not over just because there has been no word break up between the two. If Gara has a lover or wife, at least he can meet Ayumi for a while to end their relationship. Anything Ayumi would receive rather than hanging like this.
After being silent for a while, Jimmy realized that Ayumi was not on his side anymore, he also cursed his stupidity.
"SH** !! where'd he go?" while running to look back and forth but did not find Ayumi. Until asked caught a figure who was entering a taxi .
"Ayumi Ah!!" he shouted while running but was not heard either pretending not to hear, he stopped his run and looked for his parked car.
***
Arriving at home, Ayumi rushed into her room regardless of her mother's call.
"God!! Why did he enter without greeting. Where's Jimmy? Is it straight home?" he muttered softly as he looked outwards, there was no one there but a foreign car.
The call from Jimmy was deliberately ignored by Ayumi. Several message notifications followed. Ayumi just let without reading even touching the phone did not she do, she just drowned with guilt.
'Congratulations, my life has to hang up. Why did you take all my heart? Why not leave a little room for someone else? I am really tormented if it continues like this.' cried Ayumi inwardly accompanied Isak crying as if he did not want to stop.
The next day Jimmy went to Ayumi's house as usual to pick her up to deliver Ayumi to work. He left a little early in the morning than usual because he wanted to solve the problem yesterday.
"Eh, Jimmy's morning is coming! Let's have breakfast together wait for Ayumi yah!" greet Yury's mother warmly while taking a seat at the dinner table.
"Yes, my aunt!!" Jimmy is now sitting at the behest of Ayumi's mother.
"There is a guest!!" now Adit's father's turn came and immediately sat in the single seat.
"Yes, oh !" Jimmy smiled awkwardly as he scratched his head.
Shortly Ayumi came, she was shocked when she found out there was Jimmy at the dinner table. Want to go back, but the mother's responsibility is to take her to the dinner table.
With a giant step Ayumi walked towards the dining table, she sat down next to Jimmy and smiled at Jimmy.
"For Ayumi!!" greet Jimmy while returning his girlfriend's smile.
"By Jimmy's first day!" reply brief.
" We have breakfast first! Let's get Jimmy to eat his fried rice!" said Adit's father while offering a plate of fried rice complete with eggs made by Yury's mother.
"Yes Om! Thanks!" he answered as he grabbed the plate and then started eating it.
'Ayumi's eyes were a bit swollen, did she cry last night because of the words I said? Anyway, I have to apologize to him later on the road.' he said in his heart while looking at Ayumi who was also feeding breakfast.
After finishing breakfast together, the father hurriedly left for work because there was a morning meeting. While Yury's mother cleaned the former breakfast in the morning of course after driving the husband to the front porch.
And now Ayumi and Jimmy are in the car after previously saying goodbye to Yury, Ayumi's mother.
"I'm sorry I don't trust you. I feel a little jealous. I believe in you I swear!!" jimmy's light with all his honesty and sincerity.
"I'm not angry with you, I'm just a little disappointed with myself for sure. I look so stupid!" answer slowly
but heard by Jimmy.
"No, you're not a fool, maybe he's a fool. Are we doing better, huh?" while putting her little finger towards Ayumi.
"okay!!" reply Ayumi softly.