
"But why didn't papah explain it from the beginning, when the misunderstanding was sticking out and made us not get along..."
"The papah also wants to tell you that, repeatedly papah wants to straighten it out, papah trying to suppress the shame papah, papah, but again papah does not have the guts big enough to admit the dark period of papah. Papah feels that if the past is very making Papah's self-esteem fall, papah has not been able to get rid of papah's ego because of the past is embarrassing and very disgusting to be revealed to papah children."
"And now it's too late..." Said Dirga squeezing the edge of her bed.
"I'm sorry papah, Dirga... Papah is a coward, too shy to admit the story, too shy for you to tell the truth and explain everything, papah is a coward."
"The circumstances have already made us foreign reward, for years we have only fought each other in silence, hate each other, and mutual revenge."
"Father apologize Dirga, maybe this is also God's punishment for papah whether what sins have been committed before, but believe me you and the dino brothers, you are one mother, Maryam is not your real mother, but you are not, he just wants to drive and doctrine and control you to destroy our family."
"And I should have told you everything from the beginning before all this happened!!!" Shouted Dirga furiously.
"Father apologize Dirga!" Said Hartono grabbing Dirga's hand.
But Dirga jerked and shook it quickly. Then the man grabbed his phone and called Joe.
"Joe get the car ready, we'll find Nindya now." Said Dirga.
"Nindyah? Who's she?" Ask Hartono.
"It's not papah's business, and because of this problem that you didn't tell me from the beginning, it's all messed up!"
Joe then takes a doctor to check on Dirga.
"Sir, you haven't been able to get out of the hospital."
"Fuck off this, or I'll pull it myself." Said Dirga threateningly.
"Yes sir..."
The doctor released the infusion, after which Dirga changed clothes and left Hartono who did not understand who Nindya was.
On the way to Farel's hospital, Dirga repeatedly cursed herself, repeatedly regretting that she could not bring herself before Nindya. Unable to look into Nibdya's eyes, he didn't even know what to say to Nindya.
But Dirga must and wants to apologize for involving Nindya in a vortex that should never have existed if only Hartono Jaelani told him everything from the beginning.
Arriving at the hospital, the car stopped right in front of the lobby, then Dirga went out and looked for where Nindya was being treated.
The man walked quickly followed Joe behind him.
A room was then before him, a room that made him very hesitant to enter, he would definitely be confused and afraid of how to start apologizing.
The heavy hand held the doorknob and opened it. Dirga circulated his eyes but all that looked was an empty room that was neat.
"Sorry sir, the patient in this room is gone." Said a nurse passing by.
"Where to?" Ask Dirga.
"I don't know sir... Excuse me."
"Where is Joe..." Ask Dirga.
"I'll find out, sir..." Joe said he bowed his head in regret.
He came home disappointed, feeling very guilty and sorry. But where did Nindya go.
Arriving at his villa, the villa he once occupied with Nindya despite only bad memories for Nindya but at least this is where Dirga felt a roof with Nindya.
Although all Dirga treatment there is no warm impression at all on Nindya. However, it was also her first time to share a bed with a woman.
"Master... You back? Sorry, yesterday many bodyguards came in and took the big Madam forcibly, it seems like a messenger from the Great Lord."
"It's okay, Mr. Purbo, later let me look at Mamah myself." Said Dirga.
The man then went into the workspace and opened his safe, he took 2 small books, which were none other than their marriage certificate.
"I will never divorce you Nindya." Inner Dirga.
****
Public cemetery...
Sitting and resting helplessly, she was a woman wearing white, matching the veil she was wearing and coiling on her shoulders, repeatedly the wind blew on the white veil and it looked a beautiful face that was pale from crying too much and shouldering a life that was not light on his shoulders.
His tears still flowed even though he had repeatedly shed. His eyes had blackened even those eyes were puffy and swollen.
White lentic fingers repeatedly sprinkled 7-figure flowers and also repeatedly stroked the still wet navel.
Last time when Nindya's condition improved, Farel reported that Nindya's parents could not be saved. They had a syock that moistened the oxygen blockage in the brain and had seizures while heading to the hospital.
"Non... It's getting late."
Mbok Winarsih disperse all the thoughts and daydreams of Nindya, it seems like he just sat there but the memories with his parents made him forget the time until Nindya just sat down lethargic next to their navel.
"Come mbok..." Nindya.
They took a journey that was not too long. Along the way Nindya just kept silent and pensive to see the scenery outside her window, all the trees and everything outside was moving while she was just still in place.
Eventually they reach the house that Nindya and Dino live in. After taking a break, Nindya packed clothes that she could carry.
Nindya came just carrying herself without bringing anything and she wanted to get out of the house too without bringing anything, just a little clothes Dino gave.
"Where are you going..." Mbok Winarsih.
"Go mbok..." Nindya said with a smile full of freshness.
"Where...?" Ask Mbok Winarsih again.
"Don't know mbok..." Nindya said as she shook her head slowly.
"Non is here, Mr. Dino would want that too." Mbok Winarsih.
"It's not my home anyway Farel said there was a bump in Dino's head that could have made him amnesiac, I want Dino to recover quickly but I'm also afraid when Dino recovers he doesn't remember me while I've been staying here, and already feel comfortable, everything will be more difficult." Nindya.
"Then I'll come along... Or stay at my house Non..."
"No Mbok... I don't want to trouble Mbok Winarsih, after all Dirga can find me and drag me again later." Nindya said sitting on the edge of the bed.
Mbok Winarsih also sat down beside Nindya, holding both hands of Nindya, the middle-aged woman let out tears that were not stopping and began to cry bitterly.
"Non Nindya I consider a child... Moreover Non Nindya is pregnant, go without knowing her purpose, it's a danger Non. I will help find a place to live after this child is born Non can make any decision. Poor baby Non Nindya. I beg you." Mbok Winarsih pleaded while crying.
Nindya also cried when Mbok Winarsih hugged her. I don't know when was the last time Nindya was able to cry in a warm embrace.
Nindya's eyes are swollen, then Nindya's parents who died, Nindya's parents, and all the problems of life that afflicted her made Nindya almost desperate and wanted to end her life but she remembered there were innocent lives were expecting her protection.
~connect~