Trapped Loving Mysterious Girls
CHAPTER 6 - IN THE EYES OF SINTA

"Sorry what did you say?" I just can't believe it.

"I'm getting married." Said Helen

No way!

I don't want to believe it's that easy!

"If you can figure out who you're going to marry?" ask me again

"He's. Our family has known us for a long time" he said calmly.

Although only for a moment, he had a smile on his lips. So he's happy?

"O-o-ohh." I replied spontaneously.

Rigid mouth...

I couldn't put together the words I could say to her, while my chest hurt even more.

From the moment I first saw Helen, I felt her aura covered in fear, enveloping her as if it had become a part of her. And that aura covered most of his feelings even in the current situation.

Reading it is like reading an empty book. Each time I went page by page, piece by piece, there were no words or pictures in it. But I could feel the uneven surface of each page.

Same with Helen. Even though he hesitated, I could feel his honesty. He will go back to his house to get married.

Reading her heart made my wounds worse. There are a lot of questions I want to know.

Who is the neighbor he's marrying?

How close was he to Helen's family?

Does Sinta know about this?

The more I asked myself, the deeper this wound pierced my heart. Painful....

Luckily I was sitting on the chair, otherwise my legs were too weak to stand up straight at the moment.

"K-k-you don't have to worry about the files that have been sent to KUA. Even if given a stamp there is no fine or so on. So when I get married, the deal doesn't work anymore."

Helen said many things to ease my burden but it only made my wounds wider.

True too, if you think about the agreement itself is just the mistakes and ignorance of Sinta. There is nothing special about the agreement itself.

But i'm...

To hope for that covenant is destiny...

I believe that our meeting is the destiny that God showed me after all this time...

For the first time...

I found a woman capable of fulfilling my desires....

For the first time....

I'm in love with a woman....

And for the first time...

I want to be with him...

"Helen... I.." I said disconnected.

Both of his eyes were looking straight at me.

"Yes, what's wrong?" helen asked, waiting for my answer. But my mouth feels locked.

The shadow of the day I kissed Helen rippled through my mind.

"Ah. no. May your marriage be good." I replied while turning my face away.

"Yes.... Thank you." Thank you." Helen replied with a small nod.

I CAN'T HOLD IT!

I have committed immoral acts on him. If I forbid it, it only makes me hate him more. Even in this situation, declaring my love for her would only complicate her situation.

There's nothing I can do...

"All right, that's all I want to say. I'm sorry." Helen got out of place and started walking towards the exit.

The sound of her footsteps echoed in my ears. His slender back was getting further away. Her hair was swaying following her footsteps.

I captured this last moment in my memory. The way you walk, the way you talk, the way you dress, everything I record in long-term memory.

Helen started closing the door. At that time our eyes met followed by a door leaf that further removed Helen from my sight.

Deep in my heart, I want to ask you this. On that day, though I know it is impossible, have you ever liked me even a little?

THE HORN! The door has closed again. Helen was completely out of my sight.

Leaving me the same way as before.

Only I am with silence ....

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The ringing of the phone rang, Sinta called when I looked at the Moon in my house.

The moon looks so bright but still....

I don't want to pick up the phone right now. But Sinta didn't stop calling me. The ringing of the phone started to bother me, I picked it up.

"Hello Stevan! Now it's getting cocky don't answer my phone!" Sinta Ledek.

"Is that how you call people late at night like this?"

"Aahs.. Forget that! Rather than that, Helen just called me. He said he suddenly wanted to go home. What's going on?" panic Sinta. It turns out Sinta doesn't know about Helen's wedding.

"Helen will marry at her house and cancel her marriage to me." My answer is straightforward.

"YAHOOHHH!!!" Sinta screamed as if in disbelief.

"She said her future husband was her neighbor. It seems his family is close enough to him."

Sinta did not answer a word. This news was too shocking for sure because even though he was his friend, he didn't know about it.

"It can't be ignored! STEVAN, GET ME IN FRONT OF THE OFFICE! NOW!!!" Sinta told me harshly. Not wrong again, Sinta must be furious.

"Why should I come with you? I have nothing to do with Helen anymore."

"BASIC BODOOOHH!!!! ARE YOU A MAN OR NOT? NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO COMPLAIN!! PICK ME UP OR I'LL TAKE YOUR FUCKIN' ACTIONS TO THE TRIAL!" threaten her.

A beautiful and cheerful love disappears from the face of the earth. And there was born a sadistic Sinta with overflowing anger. If he met Helen, he would eat her alive.

Without a second thought, I picked up Sinta at her office. I've been completely enslaved by Helen and Sinta. Since when can my pride as a police officer fall like this?

"I know we want to catch up with Helen, but we don't know where she is right now, do we?" I clearly.

"Oh if it's quiet, he's not far from his house yet" Sinta replied briefly.

"Where do you know that?"

"I'm tracking her phone, she's not gonna be able to run away from me. Hihihihiihii!!!"

WHAT KIND OF FRIEND TRACKS DOWN HIS OWN FRIEND. IT'S SPOOKY!! SINTA IS NOW SPOOKY!!!

"HUH? WHY SEE ME LIKE THAT? ANY PROBLEMS?!" His gaze pierced the heart.

"none. I'm just surprised."

We followed Helen.

"Haha.everyone said that to me. But only one is not." said Sinta.

"Who?" my many.

"Helen..."

".... When Helen saw this side of me she cried loudly in front of me like a child."

"HAHAHA... THAT RIGHT?"

"He said "Love be possessed by a genie!" Then he's looking for a psychic number for me."

HAHAAHA!! I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!

"At that time we were having an Art Performance at our campus. It was our first event as a committee. Since the main star was suddenly late, all the organizers blamed me and Helen so much that I was furious at that moment. Helen added to the panic the other committee thought I was possessed."

"Then how did it go?" I'm interested in hearing his story.

"The trick kept going, other organizers quickly asked the band to play for longer until the main star came along. While I was given water to drink a cardboard box and some of the committee showered me with mineral water, with Helen hugging me while crying."

I never thought, just hearing Helen's memories, all the pain I felt because she was suddenly gone. Funny I was expecting it back.

"Stevan.. You know why I made that deal?"

"It's not because you want to avenge Helen" I replied.

"That was one of them, but the real reason was so Helen could be more open."

"Over open?"

"Since the beginning of our meeting, Helen was always afraid to be close to anyone, which is why I approached her. At first I felt sorry but after getting close enough to her, I wanted to protect her. Like keeping a stranded cat."

Even if that's true, but considering your friend Helen an animal, isn't that too cruel?

"But as long as we were friends, he did everything I asked him to do, listened to everything I complained about, laughed at the funny story I told."

"Isn't that good? He's a good friend, right? Then what's the problem?" my many.

"Yes he was a good friend, but during that time he never told me about himself. He never told me his complaints, not even his personal life. That's why when I found out she was married, I was pissed." The spoon.

Talking to Sinta made my thoughts about Helen open. Helen is a mysterious person. Not even his own friend knew what he was thinking.

"Stevan, do you know why I made your deal?" ask Sinta.

"That's what I want to ask you."

"When you kissed her and Helen kicked you out of the house. For the first time he's raging at me."

"Oh 'cause he thinks you told him the address?"

"Haha it's true... He's raging but after I told you to shuffle my desk he was silent."

"Easy then?" I said I don't believe.

"Yes, right? From the beginning he never attacked me. But that doesn't mean he never rebelled. If I tell him to do what he doesn't want, he runs away." Obviously Sinta.

"It's really like a cat." Unknowingly I connected it.

"Yes, right?" Sinta laughed amusedly.

"I understand you want to make Helen more open but why are you involving me? Plus you made the deal legal. Do you really want to support me?" My word.

"Of course I support you. Thanks to you, I was able to find Helen's way to be more open."

"That's a coincidence. Just because I've done it once doesn't mean I can go on. She said she'd call off the wedding herself, she would've hated me" myself.

"Your face is handsome but it's all for nothing."

Now he's taunting me.

"After I say all this, do you still not understand?" ask her with a snapping tone.

WHAT STILL DOESN'T UNDERSTAND? FROM EARLIER YOU JUST TOLD ME ABOUT YOUR CLOSENESS TO HELEN.

"You've been thinking about Helen's feelings all along but never asked her directly!" tusky.

Not that I thought, because I could read her aura so that I could know most of her feelings.

"Are you unconscious, even though Helen kicked you out and hated you but she still wanted to meet you!"

Chiitt!! I accidentally stepped on the car brake. We bounced forward hitting the windshield of the car.

"WHY DID YOU STOP ALL OF A SUDDEN? WHAT IF THERE WAS AN ACCIDENT?" snapped Sinta while holding the center of her pain.

"What did you say?" I asked for clarity.

"I told you, Helen still wants to see you. After that incident, he made a pact for you to protect him while he was out of the house. Normally Helen would have run away from strangers but she didn't run away from you." Sinta explained.

Helen doesn't hate me?

"I'm not saying she likes you but I can say Helen doesn't hate you! Helen's decision may not be changeable but at least tell her how you feel before she leaves!"

Sinta gave me a lot of support today. She really believed I could melt Helen's mysterious heart.

Even though you were given a friend who was as good as Sinta, why did you leave her that easy, Helen? I WILL DEFINITELY STOP YOU!

I hit the gas hard. We are moving faster than ever.

"When yesterday you said you hated Helen, but now you're trying to get her back." Ledek.

"Whatchu mean? I hate him, but...... I love him more." Sinta said while staring at the side glass of the car. Although she tried to cover her shy face but I could still see her from the reflection of the glass.

"It's obvious because you've been stalking her a lot." I said.

"I'M NOT STALKING HIM!" snapped it.

Sinta is the best friend.