Trapped With The Jelita
The Truth That Angga Knows

"Dad and mother saw for themselves how Brother Daniya whom you acknowledged as a child treated you so wickedly, Arda did not like."

As soon as Arda got home, she immediately said her feelings about the new brother she knew and met, she felt offended when Daniya kept talking about how disappointed she was dumped by her biological parents, although it has been explained repeatedly that he was not thrown out but for reasons there is no cost, but Daniya still in his argument does not want to believe the information his parents gave.

Arda wanted to curse Daniya, but his father and mother held him by the arm and asked him not to say anything even though he was very ready to fight with the woman who continued to emit cynical and vengeful eyes.

"Your brother is not wrong Arda, I feel very natural if he behaves like that, it's a form of disappointment for us who have given it to others," said the father who showed a tired and sad face together.

Arda's eyes grew up hearing his father's words, how could his father justify Daniya's attitude that has been very outrageous, he said, according to Arda if it does not want to meet with his biological parents yes already not found rather than meet but instead deliberately inflame the flames of hostility.

"Your sister was sickly from infancy," the mother explained chiming in on her husband's words, such as asking Arda not to hate Daniya, hate in revenge will even complicate matters.

"It is still our fault that he is sickly, it is the fault of Father and mother for not having the money to take care of him until he is healed, wrong Dad and Mom gave him to someone else you believed would make Daniya heal," Arda screeched cynically and threw a glance out the window of the rented house that they now only occupy three.

"She should thank her Mom and Dad for giving her to the rich man she finally recovered from her illness, even being able to live a good life without thinking about when he could pay the delinquent tuition if Arda also wanted to, he would never think about whether tomorrow there was still money to eat, he would have no money to eat, even Ralen gave up his desire to go to college because he had to succumb to the needs that are always lacking every day," Arda says about Daniya's life and those who are very much different remind his parents that a Daniya does not deserve to be loved or be kind, has been very outrageous.

"Sabar Arda, however she is also your Brother," asked the Mother who had listened to her son's talk that had a point, he said, but the name of the child is still a child let alone this child that they do not care for and fight for, should be as their parents fight for the recovery of their children instead of giving up and giving it to others.

"Sir brother Arda is only Ralen, Ralen's sister who desperately seeks money during the night for us, not the evil woman who even drove us so arrogantly, he said, Arda thinks it's actually that he's afraid that we're going to ask him for money" Arda said of his thoughts on Daniya.

"Why do you think so Arda," said his father looking at the child.

Arda raised his shoulders, "such a petty person will always think of laborers towards others right?" Arda asked back with a face that still looked so angry.

"Lucky now Kak Ralen is married to a rich but good-hearted man, all our needs he who bears even Kak Ralen also in college, not that is a blessing because during this time Ralen always did his duty as a child and also Brother very well, so God gave him a very appropriate reply," said Arda who now boasts Ralen, who is also very proud, His older brother who had been very self-sacrificing for them, worked tirelessly just so that they did not lack, taking all the responsibility on his shoulders, he said, he admitted that his sister was a strong woman in his life.

At this time Arda voiced outcry and his dislike of Daniya, and it was very much realized by Arni and Samsul.

The couple was seen no longer reply to the talk of their only son because indeed everything the son said was true, all this time Ralen was the backbone of them, the second child was banging bones day and night for them they would not forget that either, but on the other hand Daniya is also their son their flesh and blood is not Daniya it must also want the love of them, his biological parents, his parents, they also justify Daniya's accusation and do not want to blame Daniya if Daniya does not want to accept them, enough to know themselves for the mistake of giving their own children to others.

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"Daniya," called Dayna to the woman she's been raising since childhood, the woman he raised lovingly regarded him as his own son healing him from the illness he suffered to give him everything he wanted whether asked or not.

Daniya who since the departure of her biological family and also Angga just quietly standing by the window turned her head as a voice that for years filled her ears from she was a baby to an adult, it was the voice that faithfully entered his sense of hearing, the voice that always invites him to joke and sometimes sing to comfort him when he was a child.

The woman who has begun to age will always be her only family, the woman who throughout life until the end of her life will she call Mama, Mama, not another woman let alone a woman who had the heart to throw it away.

Throw away? to this day Daniya still considers and will continue to assume that he was thrown out and not wanted by his own obstetric family.

"They are evil Mama, they have no right to appear before Daniya" said Daniya as her mother walked over and embraced her with immense affection and longing, because after so many years, his son finally came back and he could hug.

"But they're Dani's biological family" Dayna said.

The old woman had been trying to advise Daniya to forgive her father and mother, if she did not want to go back to them it was okay because for her Daniya was still her own child at any time.

"They didn't throw you away baby, back then they just had no choice, no money to take you to the hospital." dayna has been trying to help Arni and Slamet convince Daniya but it's not easy, everything is difficult what he talks about to help Arni and Slamet still does not come to fruition.

"They can try, as parents shouldn't that be what they do instead of raising their hands and giving up while their biological children desperately need their affection, and now they come, for what? to apologize or to live well with me!" hiss Daniya.

In fact, what Arda thinks is true, Daniya thinks that her family just wants to use her alone, wants to ride a life on her that now anything she can get easily, he said, he is smart and also has a lot of money even all the wealth owned by the family of Adrew Garcia, husband of Dayna is indeed bloody English leaving a wealth that can not be said a little.

Dayna shook her head, "Mama think your mind is wrong Dani, Mama knows who your Father and Mother are, how their nature Mama knows clearly, Mama, they didn't even take the dime that Mama and Papa wanted to give, they refused" Dayna said, stroking the child's hair just over the shoulder.

Daniya screeched, "can Mama no longer talk about them? Dani was so sick of hearing it," protested Daniya looking darkly at the woman in front of him who had a lot of wrinkles on his face, very much different from many years ago.

Dayna let out a long sigh and said, "then let's talk about the man you met, even you numbered Mama only for the man," Dayna said demanding an explanation.

His daughter came to Indonesia but did not meet him directly, instead went to another city to meet a man he did not know only ever seen from the photos alone.

"Anga didn't say anything to Mama?" daniya asked now instead of asking about her former lover who had talked to her both.

Dayna shook her head, Angga did not say anything about the man Daniya met.

Daniya clenched her hands, really hearing this she increasingly thought that Angga was indeed planning something for her, but I don't know what kind of plan she had.

The ex-lover even knew that the man he liked was married, had a wife who even had a very similar face to him, but Angga did not say anything else, it made him wonder in his heart, his brain he was forced to think but his intelligent brain still did not get an answer.

*****

Angga was sitting in his slightly dark room, deliberately turning off the main light and leaving only the table lamp alone, staring at the picture that was now in his hands.

"So you guys like the same guy?" muttered Angga sounding doubtful but the image he had in his hand had even given him an answer.

A photo showing two people, a woman and a man who is doing a kabul so simple even next to a man whose body is attached to medical devices, he said, makes him quite surprised if the woman he likes is even married, married to a man who is also liked by Daniya.

He gets the photo accidentally, earlier when he came to Ralen's house because Arni and Slamet were asking him to accompany them to meet with Daniya, who is a girl, Angga looked at the photo album near the mattress on the floor where Slamet slept, with curiosity finally he took the photo album and then looked at the contents, with curiosity, like someone forced him to show something and finally he took a photo that made him jealous, hot in his body to not ask permission from the owner of the house to steal their photo.

"What kind of life am I living right now," Angga squeezed the photo in his hand to shapelessness, clenched in his tightly knit hand.

Since then his heart has continued to roar unruffled, trying to accept but still impossible, Ralen the woman who had made him re-open his heart and forget the disappointment he received but the woman was already owned by another man, could he willingly forget his feelings for Ralen?

Angga finds it difficult even more so he does not easily like someone and he also does not want to be disappointed for the second time even though in fact he is very disappointed about the reality he knows about women which he likes.

Angga threw the already uneventful photo into the corner of the closet and leaned his back on the sofa with both hands holding his head, displaying the turmoil surrounding the heart and mind.

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