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the news of the death of the fatah has spread to the media and all who know the fatah give condolences and also wreaths lined up in front of my clinic, the hospital owned by the fatah and also our residential house
all who knew the fatah and I flocked came to pray and the news was heard by someone who was far from there
in the know I must have been devastated because all this time he knew all about me for three years kevin was always monitoring me from afar he deliberately did this because he did not want me to be hurt again by the fatah
'' I have to go back I know you must be very broken ra I beg you to hold on for a moment I know you must need me now sorry because I used to leave just like that but I did it for our good.''her inner self is on her way using her private jet
I still could not believe staring at the casket in front of me with a heart so broken how not to lose someone I loved for the second time
'' why did you go why.why do you ask me to love you if after that you leave.''my words were raspy with bated cries
'' why god why did you take him so quickly why is he why don't you just take me.''I said again that was getting sobbing until I fainted hugging the chest in front of me
soon finally arrived at the residence that has accompanied me three years with fatah and all the memories in it
I was unconscious in the bopong by my brother entering my room accompanied by the cries of my three children
'' pardon deck brother sorry.'' said a very sad bima to see me slumped for the second time.
at the same time the body of the fatah was down to be prayed in our house before being buried in a cemetery adjacent to the vino according to the last mandate
adrian who also heard the sad news went straight to the funeral home to just come to me to comfort me
after being prayed the body of the fatah was immediately taken to the funeral sobs accompanied this funeral I who did not want to be far from the fatah continue to be beside her with anak2 who were in the ambulance they did not stop I cried who could only hug them and strengthen them
when the fatah will be in the tomb, I had a few times fainted until finally the funeral was over and person2 also left me, brother, parents fatah, baby h and also adrian there
* under the tombstone now you rest your affection
so deep I really can't make this happen because I love so much
this is the last time I saw
you fell my tears crying
pilu can only speak
the path of love......
I could have been able to for an hour
love you .. in my heart...
my time of a lifetime...
I was still crying hugging the mound of land witnessed by everyone who was there and also kevin who saw me from afar he wanted to get closer but did not do it
'' why do you guys have a reason why.what's wrong I'm hyks hyks why.why do you guys go what's my fault oh god what why you take the person I love if I can't be happy.''say I keep sobbing
'' why would you leave when I love you you are evil and you are evil leaving me alone.hiks hyks... you are evil mas evil for what I live all the people I love go hiks... Better I die come with youðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜'''my words cry bitterly.
an unyielding brother tried to calm me down
'' deck you must not say like that all that happened is destiny dear you must be strong son2 you still need you at least you live for them .''said bima who was also sick when she saw me destroyed trying to hug me intending to calm me but avenged my sharp gaze and my spicy words
'' brother silent.I hate the same brother because2 sister fatah go brother selfish if that time brother bless me and kevin I do not lose their brother evil I hate brother release me...''I said the restrained one and went straight away from the funeral
my heart and mind are afraid that all of it has been destroyed for what I survive in this world why God is not fair to me then I get happiness but with the heart to take it again
* don't get me wrong god just wrong author because all wrong author ra*
I kept walking out of the cemetery leaving them all I kept walking until I was finally on the main road that was crowded and then the road users gushed in my heart to end all of it and hit right I was wrong one car that passed by
andrian who was afraid of what2 happened with me chasing me but his steps stopped when he saw me was already in the middle of the road and from the right direction a car drove at moderate speed
'' lyra beware.'' shouted Adrian he tried to help but the distance was not possible to help me
luckily the fatah had pulled me to the shoulder of the road and hugged me tightly without a word
I who was still in a state of turmoil just stared at kevin with a look of sadness
'' kevin you are not.it is not you. it is not you.''m muttered with tears.
kevin just smiled and hugged me again but I took it off and cried bitterly in his arms
'' all evil all go away leave me if I cannot be happy hyks.''I said looking into Kevin's eyes, still not talking, I grabbed his two cheeks and smiled, and then after it was all dark I was unconscious in kevin's arms
adrian who had seen me and kevin came closer to us both he patted kevin's shoulder slowly
'' you have to cure his vin he's so broken I don't have the heart on him.Just keep him happy right he needs you vin.'' said adrian could not bear.
'' I don't know yan I still do. don't know how'''t say kevin who still doubts he's blessing from bima he knows what kevin did first is very bad.
kevin will treat lyra's wounds
do not forget yes.