True Love
Shesil's Talk

A full moon since my return.

I didn't dare to see Hiro. Sometimes it's. I stood in front of his building for a moment but in the end just broke my intentions.

am I still worthy of pursuing him?

after everything that happened?

"Esta"

A voice surprised me. I guess I can no longer avoid it.

do it now or not at all

"uh.would you talk to me for a second?" ask me to doubt

Hiro did not answer. He just nodded and asked me to follow him through his body movements.

Hiro like this is the Hiro I know.

Steady man with a cold yet firm disposition. His charisma can distract everyone around him. Thats her.

I walked while looking at his back. The place where my head always rests.

"sit down.want what message?" hiro asked calmly

"no need" I replied slowly

"what do you want to talk about? have you got the divorce papers?"

"Hiro.mari't talk about it again in the future"

"well.then?"

"i'm sorry to you for everything I've done so far"

"sorry? is this sincere?"

"you don't have to doubt it"

"alright.I've forgiven you"

I went back to silence. Still in doubt about the next sentence.

"is there anything else to talk about?" obviously Hiro was preparing to move on

"wait for Hiro" I asked Hiro to stay

"yes?"

"i. I want to chase you"

"yes?"

"this is not a request for permission, but a notice that from today on, I will pursue you"

"yes?"

"i mean it"

Hiro's back didn't give a meaningful response. Even he immediately stood up from his seat and walked away from me.

Stupid me!

he must have closed the book for me

I keep on cursed myself. How foolish. How I no longer have pride. To pursue a man. Also said it blatantly.

"i'll be waiting for him" Hiro said

Raised my face. Still can't believe what I just heard. But up ahead. Hiro completely stopped his steps and stared at me. Although faint. I can see his smile there.

"i won't repeat my words again" he said

"yes, I will make you fall in love with me once again"

Hiro looked surprised. He just stood there. I didn't even realize I was walking towards him. Put both hands around her waist. No matter what he thinks right now.

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I must have been crazy. Every night thinking of a plan to make Hiro see me again. Started by sending him breakfast. To ask her to 'date' on Sunday night.

"what if you stay at my house again?" hiro

"yes?"

"you'd be easier to do, wouldn't you?"

"do what? why does it sound a little weird?"

"didn't you want to take my heart? what can you do by staying out like this?sending me food? invite me to watch? a lot of girls do that for me, too"

"what?"

"tomorrow the driver will pick you up. Stay in my house"

"but..we...you and I?"

"i think your determination is already round. it is still half-and-half"

"no! I mean it!"

"so?"

"i'll move into your house tomorrow"

"good"

eh?

butwhat?

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Ever since I moved in Hiro's house. Every morning I prepare breakfast for him. Take him to the gate. Clean up his room and clothes. Even waiting for him to come home.

why does it feel like husband and wife again?

aaah that's it

Cell phone's ringing. Hiro's name looks there.

"yes?" ask me plain

"what are you doing?"

"tidy up your room"

"let me lunch"

"uh? don't you usually eat out?"

"i want to eat your cooking"

"mmm..all right"

"don't be late"

"yes"

Call terminated. Why did he suddenly want to have lunch delivered to the office? Isn't he busy.

"good afternoon Miss Esta" said Becca

"day Becca. Is Mr Hiro around?"

"he's still in a meeting. You can wait in the room"

"good"

Shortly after, Hiro's office door opened. His face so flat it finally appeared from behind the door.

"what's been waiting for?" tanyanya while rolling up her sleeves.

When it suddenly appeared a pair of female hands coiled around Hiro's waist. What's?!

"Hiro.friend me for lunch" his whining voice sounded so spoiled.

Even Hiro didn't pull it off

Then what am I doing here?

What have I done by staying home?

Is this how he was when he was out?

"i've brought her lunch. I'm going home"

Regardless of Hiro's call I walked quickly out of the room. Away from Hiro's building. Nah! I want to stay away from a human named Hiro.

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I've been squeaking my throbbing head slowly since. So stupid of me.

I sat on the couch. Looking blankly at the television screen reflecting my shadow.

"why am I so naive?"

tick

tick

tick

I opened the door to the apartment that I had been renting for some time. Intend to go out for a moment to release fatigue.

"miss Esta?" Becca was so surprised to see me walk out that door.

Even the reaction that was not much different was clearly visible on my face.

"so.are you the tenant of that place all this time?" Becca sighed while throwing a glance towards the towering apartment building

"that's what it was" didn't think we were neighbors all along

"i'm still thinking. How can we Tidka have passed each other before?"

"because I rarely live here"

"it turns out so. does Hiro's boss know?"

"please don't tell him"

Our conversation is over. I went back to my room. And put myself in bed. I wish the shadow of the woman's face had disappeared from my memory.

why so sore?

The sound of knocking on the door woke me up. The sun is getting higher. Who's knocking on the door?

"Beca?" I couldn't believe seeing Becc dressed and smiling kindly at me

"this is me making breakfast for the lady, hopefully it fits the taste of the lady" Becca said politely

"don't you bother too much, don't you have to go to the office right away?"

"yes, excuse me first, then"

"thank you Becca"