Turbulence of Love
Something Happened to My Heart
Realizing that he was no longer young, did not make James had to be discouraged in order to pursue the love of Rebecca. Whether love like what he discussed here, in fact James never expressed his feelings for Becca.
In addition to meeting all the needs at home, James is also fully responsible for the safety and happiness of his small family, including Rebecca.
Many times he tried to practice the tips in the books he read. Yes, to please Rebecca, James lowered his ego by buying a damn book called "Hot Dating Guide" as recommended by his player, Thomas.
"Sister should pay more attention to sister-in-law, do not be fierce because women do not like fierce couples,"
"Continue?"
"Try flirting with items she likes, such as jewelry or other expensive items."
James who has never had the initiative in his lifetime began to feel difficulty when faced with problems like this. Just like James's late wife, the man had a hard time establishing a good relationship with women. So Raisa feels claustrophobic living with a stiff man like James.
No different from Raisa, despite having repeatedly Cia and Thomas also told James to be more lenient towards Rebecca, in fact, the man was still not able to get rid of his bad temper that was easily angry.
It's just that now, James is getting interested in Rebecca's sincerity. Other than being nice to Cia, Rebecca never complained at all if James ordered. Not because of the employment contract, Rebecca often relented in front of James because she was reluctant to argue.
Therefore, the seeds that did not know what his name was began to appear. During this month and over, Rebecca has been doing her job well, even Becca did not mind when Ms. Meliati occasionally asked her to accompany her when she was doing social activities.
Becca patiently and painstakingly follows each event as Madam Melati invites her. He could not help but refuse or protest because he considered the old woman as his own mother.
It's not wrong if now, James put his heart and feelings on Rebecca.
Seduce already, invite a romantic meal also already. Then what other special things did James have to do to win that heart? Or is Rebecca not interested in men? Because whenever James discusses in a more intimate direction, Becca always tries to deflect.
In the book that James read, there is an ultimate sentence in expressing his feelings "Allow me with all the feelings entrusted by God to make a confession. For a long time, this self has held a great liking. No, I don't want to have you. I just want to keep you until death picks me up."
Although James had repeatedly memorized it, But the man's tongue was always confused if faced directly with the wife.
Simple sentences like I love you are so hard to say by James, he thinks Passenger Announcement is easier said than a confession of love.
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Like after this work, James found his son and wife had fallen asleep in the cradle of a dream. It was late in the night that James had just arrived home from work.
The man went straight into the room of the beloved princess because it had memorized the activities of his wife and child. Rebecca often accompanies Alicia to sleep if she does not have a night watch.
And even though Becca and James had slept together, it didn't make her dare to enter Alicia's papa's room. Regardless of what was on Rebecca's mind, she had always kept James' privacy the same as when he had just arrived at this house.
James was not tired of looking at this back face he felt quite beautiful. Sometimes James also stroked the wife's head and then brought her face closer to the wife's face.
The sound of the breath of the sleeping woman was able to calm James' heart. In these few days, Cia's smile and Rebecca's bring can treat all complaints James. In terms of work or Fabian.
Not wanting to miss a beautiful moment like this, making James pull out a cell phone then take pictures of two angels who are still asleep.
Not satisfied with just ignoring this beautiful moment, James presumptuously uploaded a photo of his son and wife to his social media with a caption that could make people amazed James.
"Protecting you is my duty,"
After performing an act beyond his usual habits, James planned to take Rebecca upstairs, wanting her to be the occupant of the quiet room upstairs. The room was empty, like the room in James' heart.
"All right, let's get back to where we are!"
James felt guilty for being so inappropriate toward Rebecca. Despite his frequent emotions, all that James did was to teach Rebecca to be an independent woman. And he also regretted that he often left his wife.
If James intended to quit his job, Madame Melati would have immediately thrown all his effort at James. Although there is one effort now held by Thomas, but did not rule out the possibility of Mochtar's eldest son will receive a mandate from his mother.
It is old to be the ultimate weapon of Lady Melati to threaten her son, especially James. And just extending his flying permit became a compelling reason for James to reject the request.
James arrives at his room, as all James plans to have Rebecca change her bed. Actually that's not the only reason, asking for James's right is one of the most important reasons. In addition to being safe from Alicia's disorder, this room is also quite spacious if both of them want to exercise together.
Various variations can be tried in this spacious room, such as on the bed in general, or in the bathroom or even outside the balcony can they. There's still plenty of time, to realize James' madness. Just looking at Rebecca's body had made a fatish for James, but the woman was still dressed. Since that sweaty afternoon, James could not get rid of the imagined body of Rebecca from his mind.
"Hm ... What's up, Cia?" rebecca asked in a hoarse voice without opening her eyes at all.
The woman didn't realize that James was the one who caressed her. Touch after soft touch was enough to disturb his sleep, indeed that was the initial purpose of James stroking and touching the wife. For Rebecca to wake up and prepare to receive an inner living like the first chapter of their marriage agreement.
"That's ticklish .. ah!"
"But it's delicious, isn't it?"
Looks like Becca heard a baritone from papa Alicia. Suddenly, Becca opened her eyes and saw James in the middle of her te lan jang chest overriding her.
Both eyes of Rebecca barely sticking out because she did not expect if he had entered the cage of predators.
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Even if I say to go
Even if I say just end it
Not shabby, not reduced
Why is my love like this?
One by one I counted the memories
My heart cannot rest for a moment
Suddenly like a full suitcase that is difficult to control
Why can't I throw it?
Really, my heart must have formed something somehow that's how
I must have become like a fool, blind from love
Just somewhere, every day
Seeing you in the dim light
Even though my tear glands are broken
My water cannot stop
All I love is you, you are the only one
Can't you tell me?
Even though I stretched out my hand
No matter how many times I call you
You've always been away from my side
Love is painful
Why can't I remove it?
Really, my heart must have formed something
I must have become like a fool, blind from love
Just somewhere, every day
Seeing you in the dim light
Even though my tear glands are broken
My water cannot stop
Just one word, one phrase that says 'love'
Can't you tell me that?
I tried to console myself with lies
That I'm happy if you smile
Because I'm not where you rest your heart
Lonely tears flowed
My heart must have formed something somehow
I must have gone crazy with this hard love
Can't have you, can't forget you
Waiting for your presence day by day
I'm sure I'll get sick just because I miss you so much
Because my love for you is so deep
One thing, one thing, one thing
Can you share with me?
Can you love me?