
Dina tried to keep looking at Nando and Mira. He monologued in his heart, to continue to strengthen. Even though they were looked at like despicable trash, for foolishly being in this kind of position.
"No, I never did that to you! Why are you doing slander to me? It must not be my son, but the son of another man. You know I'm gonna marry the woman I love, where I might do that to you."
"Our relationship was over before I decided to marry Mira. Lest you just want to disturb my household with Mira. Intentionally confessing that you are pregnant with my son, when in fact you are pregnant with the child of another man. Either Anton, either Miko, or some other man. You better get out of here, don't bother my first night with the woman of my choice" said the arrogant Nando, making Mira smile with satisfaction.
Mira kisses Nando's cheek, in front of Dina. It showed that she trusted her husband more than Dina. Love makes Mira close her eyes and heart. Though she knows Dina very well, however Mira knows a little about the nature of Dina.
"Alright, if you don't want to admit it. I don't matter. However, one thing you should remember. Never regret it later, if this child was born into the world does not recognize you as his father. Excuse me," said Dina firmly make Nando feel slapped. What a remark Dina so pierced into the recesses of her heart.
"Lo's a total coward, Nan. You know, if Dina did the first time the same lo. Lo who broke Dina's virginity. You also know what kind of nature Dina is. Ahhhh, you're crazy."
Dina steps her foot out of Mira's house. His heart felt claustrophobic, getting rejection from Nando. It hurts, that's how he feels right now.
"I never thought that the man who loved me and promised to marry me would throw me out. I'm a stupid woman who just trusts you, who wants to marry me even though your parents don't approve of our relationship. But, what actually? You're still marrying Mira."
The tears that Dina had been holding, finally escaped also from her eyes. Remembering Nando and Mira have lived happily, above her suffering. Dina has to bear the burden herself, pregnant with Nando's child.
"Why do you have to attend? You know, your father doesn't admit you. Hiks .. hiks .. hiks ..., you fool Dina. You are indeed a cheap woman, for the sake of love you become a fool," said Dina who had sobbed crying.
Dina was sitting in a park not far from Mira's house. He tried to calm himself down and wipe away the dripping tears and had even wetted his face. Trying to think about his next life.
"My determination is complete, I will defend this child no matter what. I'm ready to take it. Though I would be insulted for having to conceive a child without a husband."
The crying can't bring everything back. Now there is only one regret. Dina sure it must be very hard to have a child without a husband.
"I have to face everything, for my son's sake. I will fight hard to keep this child. Pray for Mother, to always be strong to deal with it," said Dina while stroking her stomach that still looks flat.
He will accept the consequences of his actions. Unlike most people who are in his position, who will do a shortcut to abortion. Eliminate innocent fetuses, because if they could choose. They will not want to be present in both parents who are not intact.
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Days continued for days, Dina still did not have the courage to talk to her superior. Even though his friends were suspicious. Because Dina's face often looks pale. Though Dina has asked for nausea and vitamin drugs when checking the content.
"Lo why, Din? Lo sick? You've been looking pale lately" Sania, a close friend of Dina's, said at the office during their lunch. Dina shook her head. His heart suddenly felt tight, his lips felt faint. Actually Sania feels suspicious that Dina is currently two-bodied, but she is afraid that Dina will feel offended.
It turns out that Dina is no longer able to stem her feelings, she immediately rushed to hug Sania's body to vent her current feelings. The tears that he had been holding back from then on, finally fell down as well one by one. Sania patted Dina on the back, trying to vent her feelings.
"Actually I know what's going on right now lo, but I'm afraid I'll offend you. I want you to be honest with me. I can only pray that you are always strong to face it. You don't need to be afraid, I will always be there for you," said Sania made Dina now release her arms and look at Dina's face carefully.
"Gue's pregnant, I'm pregnant, San. Hiks .. hiks .. hiks. I'm pregnant with Nando's child, and she won't admit her child. He accused me of doing it with another man. He lied to me, San. He said he wanted to marry me even though his mother didn't approve of our relationship. But, what actually? He still married the woman of his mother's choice, the woman who claimed to be my best friend" said Dina.
Sania could feel how Dina felt at the moment. His heart must be so broken and fragile. As a good friend, Sania did not support Dina's actions. However, everything has happened. He felt he could not bear to leave Dina in this condition.
This will be a lesson for Sania and all young unmarried women, so as not to have sex with their partners. Whatever reason. In addition to this adultery, this is very bad for further survival.
"Lo don't have to be afraid to move on with your life, I'll always be there for you. Whatever happens, you have to keep the baby in your womb, he's innocent. You're wrong, presenting him before marriage. My advice, you should talk about this to Mr. Rian and also your parents in the village. I'm sure they'll understand, even though at first they must be shocked," Sania said and Dina nodded her head.
He will think when is the right time to talk to them. Dina had to gather strength first, before speaking. It's not easy for Dina to do this.