Twins A And Miss Cheriwis
S2. Chapters. 28 - Abash's Advice
Zia was alone with Sifa in the room of the mother of one child, while Abash was buying a sweet pillow bread ordered by his wife.
"Congratulations once again, Ma'am," said Zia who was near Sifa.
"Thank you, Zi. I'm so glad to see you here."
Zia smiled, the girl walked over to the baby box beside Sifa's bed. Zia looked at the face of the tiny baby who looked so handsome. I think he wants to bring home that little baby.
"If you want to carry her, just carry her, Zi," said Sifa who made Zia turn to him.
"I want to, but I'm scared, Ma'am," Zia cheered slowly.
"Fear why?" Sifa scrunched her forehead.
"I'm just afraid, I'm just afraid." Zia also stared fixedly at the face of a tiny baby who looked to be asleep soundly.
"There's nothing you need to fear, Zi. I believe in you, if you can definitely hold a baby," Sifa said with a smile. "That's true, Yumna you can carry, right?"
Yes, Yumna was indeed carried by Zia. However, ever since she held Yumna, in Zia's heart came the desire to take care of the baby, if something happened to the Princess first. And now, Zia did not want to have any hope, while carrying Luthfi.
Yes, Zia does not want to have the desire and hope, if she can feel like a real mother. Being a real mother means being able to feel what it is like to conceive for nine months and give birth to an innocent being at the risk of her life. Zia was afraid if she wanted to feel that way.
"What are you thinking, Zi?" sifa asked who could see if there were any worries and expectations from the girl's eyes.
"Is everything okay?" ask Sifa again.
Zia took a slow breath and nodded her head. "Yes, everything's fine."
Sifa smiled, the woman reached out her hand to Zia, asking the girl to come closer to her.
"You sure?" sifa asked as Zia was holding her hand.
Zia stared at Sifa's warm hands in her palms. He felt that his hand was currently being held by his brother.
"Yes, everything is fine," Zia replied with teary eyes.
Sifa rubbed the back of Zia's hand lovingly.
Zia could not stand her tears anymore, the girl sobbed slowly and shed her tears.
"Come here!" Sifa pulled Zia's hand that was held by her slowly, then carried Zia into her arms.
"Cry, Zi. Crying away. Put everything away, cry, "Sifa whispered as she gently rubbed Zia's back.
"I'm sorry, Ma'am, hiks. But ... Hicks .." Zia sobbed and could not continue her words.
"No, Zi. Don't apologize, you're not wrong, I'm wrong. I'm the one who forced you to vanish at will. So, cry until your heart is calm."
Yes, Sifa just told Zia to cry, not interrogate the girl and ask what really happened, thus making Zia cry like this. Sifa just wanted to calm Zia down and make the girl feel relieved instead of wanting to suppress her with questions.
Abash and Arash, who wanted to enter Sifa's room, stopped at the door and turned their steps to get away from the room.
"What's going on, Rash? What have you done to Zia?" abash asked, staring intently at his twin.
"I don't know" answered Arash honestly.
Yeah, he doesn't know what happened to Zia? To make the girl cry like that.
"It's impossible you don't know, Rash. Tell me, what's going on?" asked Abash firmly.
"Really, Bash, I don't know. I swear to God, if I don't know why Zia could cry like that" Arash said solemnly, even the man dared to swear.
"Remember, Rash, if you can't make her happy, then let her go. Let Zia be happy with someone who can make her happy. Zia is your wife, not your baby sister, Rash" Abash said. "You must remember your duty as a husband."
Arash hush. What Abash meant was actually where the man had to give Zia an inner living, not just a born living.
Yes, Arash has been giving money to Zia, as a form of giving his living. But, the man never touched Zia in the slightest, even peeking at the girl's forehead just to say goodbye, he did not do.
Arash ignored the inner living he was supposed to give to Zia. But, back again to the terms of their initial marriage, where Arash offers a marriage agreement approved by Zia. For this reason, Arash felt no obligation to give an inner living to his wife.
"As a twin, I just reminded you, Rash, so that you don't neglect your duties as a husband."