Unemployment Up Pelaminan
Chapter 45

“YaAllah, forgive me. Forgive me for thinking of aborting your gift from me, thank you for awakening the servant from the mistake that the servant did so that the servant did not commit the sin. The servant promises to accept all the destinies you give to the servant including taking good care of Your care and thank you for the favors and sustenance you give to the servant. I am ashamed to think foolishly and sin. O Allah, you are the owner of the heart move the heart of Bhanu to forgive all the mistakes I have made, please ridhoi every step of the servant in repairing the relationship with the servant husband because there is no place other than you the servant pleads for help and complains.”

Wiping a trail of tears through her face, Ane realized she was well aware of what she had done. He realized the sin that will be obtained when he really did the stupid thing, but fortunately Allah SWT immediately realized it even though it must get anger or disappointment from the husband, but God immediately realized it, it's okay at least Ane didn't really do that. Ane promised herself that she would accept the destiny and the way of life that Allah had determined, the owner of the earth and the heavens. Ane also decided to give up her dreams and will focus on her little family later as well as being a good housewife. He opened his mind, that man may plan for what he works or dreams but Allah SWT determines because Allah SWT knows what is best for each of His servants. Ane has confirmed to the party where he applied if he refused and could not accept the offer and said if he is currently pregnant.

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After the magrib, Lingga and her two children came to Bhanu's house to check on Ane because Bhanu had sent a message to Lingga if Ane was alone at home. Bhanu also entrusted Ane to Lingga for the next few days. Well, yeah, initially only a day in Bandung but Bhanu extended the time there and decided to take over all the seminar events in the city of Bandung which had initially been divided into each place and day moreover there were colleagues I could not attend the seminar.

“Assalamualaikum, Ane!”

“Samikum ante!”

“Assalamualaikum Aunt Ane!”

There was no word from the residents of the house, Lingga glanced around like no one, he dragged his two children into the house. In the middle room seems quiet, they go inside again until they end up in the kitchen area. Lingga's eyes catch the figure of Ane sitting at the dining table alone while wiggling a spoon over the bowl of tasteless even Ane looks dreamy.

Caca let go of the mother's hand and ran to Ane until the woman was shocked.

“Ante!”

Caca hugged Ane's waist now staring at the strange people in her house but only for a split second, after which Ane pulled the two corners of her lips and smiled covering her stubbornness and the burden of her mind.

“Halo darling, Aunt miss Caca, kiss first here!” Ane lifts Caca's body and showers kisses all over Caca's face leaving the little girl suffocating in amusement.

Linga dragged a chair and sat down followed by Satya—atensi little man was on pieces of apples and melons in a plate.

“Tante, mas Satya asked for the apple well, can you not?” satya Permit.

“By dear,” replied Ane let Satya take a piece of apple.

“Thank you, aunty melon can also not?”

“Iya mas eat aja,” Ane is anxious alone with the little man in front of her while in her lap there is Caca now take over the corn soup belongs to Ane.

“Ante Caca this mam well, can?”

“Iya can be beautiful!” Ane kissed Caca's forehead dear he clutched tightly Caca's body so missed.

“Tencu, antique ante,”

“Sama-sama dear,”

Linga does teach her children when they want to ask for something to people must be permission first not to ask permission from the owner because it is the same as stealing and Lingga does not want their children to behave like that's. Do not forget to say the word please and thank you even though it sounds trivial but everyone should have to say it.

Lingga had been silent, paying more attention to Ane's face looks not okay, like there was a problem.

“Are you okay, Ne?”

Ane looked up at the front where Lingga was now looking at him questioningly. He understood the meaning of Lingga's words considering now his face as if reflecting if he was not good. Ane forced a smile on her face and nodded slowly.

“OK mbak,” answers lies.

Lingga is not Caca that can be fooled, but so Lingga does not want to ask again maybe Ane does not want to tell a story and Lingga also respects the privacy of Ane.

“Okay, if you need a friend to vent mbak ready. Oh yes, Bhanu this afternoon phone mbak said he had a seminar in Bandung three days, so you were entrusted to mbak. Stay at home mbak yuk?”

Ane digested Lingga's words well, so that was the reason Bhanu left even her husband did not tell her anything and she knew from others. Ane realizes that Bhanu is still angry and difficult to accept everything that has been done by him. Ane lowered her head to hold back the tears so as not to just fall considering there is a phallus here. He was ashamed that Lingga knew what had happened to him and Bhanu.

“Ne,” call Lingga soft.

“Ane here aja mbak, it's okay,” reject Ane instead he was reluctant just Ane afraid if Lingga suspicious when he suddenly daydream or even cry.

“Seriously? Three days, it's you.”

“Nothing mbak. Our house section is also close if there is anything Ane must go directly to the house mbak,”

“Mbak want to nemenin you just mbak right if the morning must be ready for the needs of mas Randu same Satya, well how well mbak just worry you tuh sleep alone if night,”

“Nothing, seriously! Even before marriage, Ane slept alone,”

“Jay but you're at home not alone,”

Satya had only listened to now voice, “mas Satya aja who was aunty Ane, Bun,”

Linda raises her eyebrows staring in wonder at her son, “you are a school mas, if the holidays are no problem!”

“Yes, tomorrow is the holiday of the mother, so tonight let me just aja amenin aunty bobo,”

“Lah, who said you had a holiday? Lying dad? Tomorrow is not a red date, Mas!” Linga gave a suspicious look at the son, thinking that Satya was making things up.

“Serius mother! Tomorrow there is a meeting of all teachers so all students are closed, if you do not believe ask just the same Miss Neni,” Satya replied. Bu Neni is Satya's homeroom teacher.

“Ya, deh!”

“Caca also want to bobo here, Nda!”

Linga shook her head violently resisting Caca's wishes is not without cause, because Caca is still in training not wearing diapers afraid if Caca troublesome Ane or dirtying sheets Ane could be Caca wetting.

Caca pursed her lips irritatedly bending her face and smothering her hands, “mother stingy! Caca does not like!” the little girl threw away her face unwillingly looking at the mother's face.

Linga rolled her eyes lazy to see the action drama of the princess.

“Not stingy, you also still like bedwetting later if what dirty aunty bedspreads, you want to wash it? Can?”

“Can, later tigal Caca still go into the washing machine,”

“Eleh, your style Nduk! Koyo ngerti wae, rasah kowe nang omah wae,” Lingga issued a jaw language that was not understood by the princess and Ane could only shake her head while smiling.

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Ane lay down on the bed and next to her was Satya already asleep while hugging her. Ane smilingly stroked the handsome face of the fusion between Lingga and Randu. Ane glanced at her phone lying on the nightstand. He stretched his hand to reach the smart thing, the woman opened WhatsApp not a single incoming message from Bhanu even the message he sent from earlier did not get a reply. Ane sighed in frustration, but she should not give up for the sake of the integrity of the household and the harmony of her relationship with Bhanu. Ane wants to fix everything that has happened including stupid mistakes that he will not repeat.

Ane tried to call Bhanu's number, on the screen it said 'calling' a sign that the man was inactive or the phone signal was not good. Ane chose to send a short message only, so at any time Bhanu opened WhatsApp automatically the man can see the message.

Wife & A'S

Assalamualaikum, mas once again Ane apologized, Ane understood mas need time, Ane is ready to wait kok Ane sure if someday we can return to the original 😊 safe flight well mas, Ane, hopefully until Bandung safely, do not forget to immediately rest and dinner. ILYA.

After the message was sent, Ane put her phone back on the table. Ane changed her sleeping position to be slanted, hugging Satya's body tightly but before that she took the time to greet the fetus residing in her womb.

“Assalamualaikum, son mama, good night, dear mama adek, papa also said kiss and hug away from papa again in Bandung,”

The woman's hand stroked her stomach while whispering to her future child even though she knew that her words would not be heard except Allah SWT.

“Goodnight is also a handsome Auntie child, dear Aunt same mas Satya as well,” whispered Ane in Satya's ear even though the boy might not hear because he had fallen asleep comfortably in his arms.