Until the End
episode 70 - Loving my husband
Morning that was so soothing to the heart, Adzan dawn sounded melodious.Bima blinked his eyes.The fever that struck overnight was now gone, the corners of his lips lifted, a sweet smile appeared on his lips, and,when looking at the wedding photos that since last night in his embrace.
His fingers gently rubbed his wife's face, a longing that tormented his heart.
"Is there still any forgiveness for me, honey? I've really let you down, I always let you down, I always keep you waiting, and until you're tired and leave me."
"If I could turn back the clock, I would take care of a wife as well as you, one who never complains, never gets angry, always patient with me. Maybe many people say if something that has been lost new feels the meaning.And it's true, at this time I really lost.Losing you that I love so much. In the past, to say love to you I was so reluctant, my selfishness ended up carrying such deep wounds, and regret would always come at the end of time, after it's too late and won't be as good as ever.But right now I can really make sure, I love you so much, love our child who is in your womb.I'm sorry, Zahira."
Bima Bersahiran from his bed, his netraya staring at a set of prayer tools that he always used to perform worship with Zahira. Bima stretched out her hand taking the prayer mat.
"Oh my God, even I have completely forgotten you, forgive me."
Bima prepared his prayer place, then took ablution.Bima did the morning prayer 2 roka'at.Said a prayer to the Creator, begging for forgiveness for all sins. Indeed, it is only complaining to Allah SWT that makes the heart so calm, putting everything that happens to Him.Coldness of heart really obtained Milky. Shortly after his phone rang, a faint smile clearly visible from his lips, after receiving the soothing news of his mind. He grabbed his jacket and stepped out of his apartment.
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In a beautiful city park, a group of children passed by. Displaying joy without burden.Running here and there with a cheerful smile. Some people play balloons with their children, play ball, play trampoline.Such beautiful scenery for Zahira. Smile expands.
"Are you happy Ira? "
The question that came out of Aksa broke his daydream. Zahira turned her head, finding Aksa who had suddenly appeared near her. Because Zahira was alone, enjoying the cool air in the morning.
"Sir Aksa, what's been here since? You're a surprise." asked Zahira, she looked back at the children running around. Her memory floated on reyhan, the adorable figure of the son of Arjuna.
"So I went to the apartment, I haven't visited you in a long time." Aksa gave Zahira a packet of martabak. Zahira accepted it, even to refuse it was inappropriate.
"I'm fine Aksa's sister, I'm not a child anymore, I can take care of myself, if I need something I'll call you. " replied Zahira calmly, he was so respectful of Aksa, he was so respectful of Aksa, in addition to her past friends, Aksa is also her brother's best friend.
"I know Ira, but at least once in a while I visit you, Andika leaves you to me."
Zahira was silent, in the deepest heart Zahira was afraid, afraid to meet Aksa. If Andika ever said that Aksa was good to everyone, and never serious to them, Zahira knew the answer.
Aksa Andrean Wijaya, a young entrepreneur who is successful in various businesses. Holding control of several companies that are really from his abilities, capabilities are built from scratch.
They used to be a university, Zahira 4 semesters below.They are in the same extracurricular, from there the closeness of the two.Zahira asked her to help pioneer her small business.Until finally grew feelings of love in Aksa's heart.
However, not for Zahira, the girl just numbered the educational unit and not for the others, given how unfair her mother was to her. He wants to be a child who can be proud of his family.
Zahira Refuses courteously to Aksa's request to make her a companion to life.
Aksa, maybe he was disappointed.Many women who approached even like him, Aksa never minded him, until now did not have a companion.
"I appreciate your kindness, brother!But how better we don't see each other, I'm a married woman"
Zahira said, Aksa turned to look at Zahira, he smiled faintly.Even disappointment was evident on his face.
Hearing a speech that was like slapping his cheek, Zahira only let out a long sigh.At that time Andika said if Zahira was on vacation and his destination was right in the same country as Aksa Tuju.
"Your household business is none of your business, Sis." said Zahira.The eyes of Zahira glazed, dealing with Bima alone has made her dizzy. coupled with the appearance of Aksa makes her more dizzy.
"Why are you impressed to avoid me?Do you feel that my love for you has not changed? You were scared when you saw me?"said Aksa. This was the reason Zahira was so scared, afraid that Aksa would reminisce about the past she did not want to remember.
"Sister, forgive me, I didn't mean to avoid you.I just didn't want to add to my troubles by meeting you."
answer Zahira. Aksa took a long breath.
"Did you remember my promise to you after you turned me down? if I succeed I'll find you, and you know Ira, my main goal is to come to the country, I want to find you.But look Ira, I didn't get you, I didn't get you, it was just another reality that left me devastated for the umpteenth time. "
Aksa began to tell her purpose, telling her all her complaints.Tell her how much she loved Zahira, hoping for something that turned out so hurtful to her heart.
"Sister, don't hurt your heart again, I'm sorry sis."
"Is there really no room for me in your heart, Ira?Marry me if you are no longer with your husband. "
Hearing Aksa's words, Zahira immediately turned her head. It felt like slapping a man in front of her, but Zahira undoes her intentions. What Aksa said did not hurt. Even he also did not know how the end of his relationship with Bima later.
"I have to go home, thank you for being with me."
Zahira chose to leave, rather than having to argue with Aksa, giving his understanding was only useless.From the first Aksa was really stubborn.
"Ira.. don't avoid me, I really can't control myself, at least give me a reason, why don't you accept me, I love you long ago, Ira?Why don't you ever consider me, and instead marry someone else? "
Aksa. Zahira just kept quiet.
"Sister, I love my husband. I'm sorry brother, forget your feelings of love, you must learn to forget me, we'd better be friends, brother. I don't want to ruin the current mood, you're my brother's best friend, just think of me as your sister,, "
Aksa was so calm, the man smiled faintly.
"My mama invited you to dinner tonight, you come, don't disappoint my mama" said Aksa, some time ago indeed they accidentally met at the largest mole in the country.
Zahira just smiled. did not agree nor refused Aksa's words.Aksa stepped away, Zahira let out a long sigh.
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