Ustadz Fauzan
DECLARING LOVE
"nis," call her
"i yah tadz" I replied
"i want to be honest with you, if I like you .you want to be my girlfriend?"he asked me at the time, which surprised me.
"nis, why are you silent?answer my question, do you have anyone? as far as I know, there's never been any news of you going out with Santri."
"nisa has never dated tadz" I replied innocently
"then would you like to be my girlfriend?"ask her back
can not be denied if I also save the heart for him. I like him from the past .finally I replied.
" i want to" I replied embarrassed
"thank you nisa" he said as he pulled my hand and kissed her.
"but what if we get caught courting tadz? anisa's afraid of tadz's punishment,"
"calm ..insya alloh I protect you, I also as soon as he talks to your parents, to bless our relationship" he assures me
"i yes tadz, then what about the manager?"
"i quickly told mr. Kyai nis, so as not to be considered infringing"
"i am mas"
we talked a lot about the school, about the dorms, the parents
did not feel the time was so fast, because kae was busy chatting adzan duhur was reverberating.
"sook nis prayer, want in the cafe or want to find ajah mosque"
"the mosque of ajah tadz"
"may I ask nothing of you"
"what's that?"ask me curious
"don't call me ustadz if we're outside"
"e h then?
"call me mas ya nisa, more friendly more intimate dear"
"b good tadz eh mas"
after a while we arrived at the mosque in the middle of the settlement.
I also took ablution water in the place of ablution of women, while he took ablution water in the place of men.completed wudhu I also looked for mushola and waited for him.
"get ready to be my dear teacher"
I nodded.he also stood in front of me.happy this is what I feel.in imamin the person I liked from long ago.
after he finished praying he answered my hand and kissed her...
"bismillah may alloh meridhoi"
"aamiin yes robbal alamin"
suddenly he brought his face closer and kissed my forehead, unable to describe my current feelings.
"YES ALLOH is this a dream" I said in my heart as I pinched my hand
"aaaauuu" I shouted
"why are you, nisa?"ask her worriedly
"eng is okay-why tadz eh mas"
"are you sick?"while putting the ladder in my jidat
"ti tak tadz eh mas" answered I was still nervous.
"can I hug you, baby?"
I nodded, and she hugged my body tightly while whispering
"i love you" in my ears
for so long he held me so comfortably his body.I also did not want to escape from the embrace..
"YES ALLOH if he's my soul mate, keep him for me, don't let him be taken away by others" I pray in my heart along with the fall of my tears that drip on his shirt.
"are you crying?"she asked while wiping the tears on my face
"nisa happy, can be this close to antum, is this a dream ?"
"mas is happy too dear" she hugged me back and rubbed my head