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Amanda felt that she no longer had any self-esteem. His honor was forcibly damaged to the point of making his heart extremely tormented. He wanted to escape, but he couldn't. There are two guards who will definitely catch him back until he can't go anywhere.

Amanda was crying. After everything was over, he immediately picked up a piece of clothing that had even been torn and immediately ran towards the room and locked it tightly.

Really am. Amanda's really hurt. The abuse he had just gotten was in fact painful.

***

The night was quickly greeted by the morning sun rising from the east. The time that has shown at nine in the morning, inevitably makes the light a little blazing when accidentally hit Evan's face when accidentally slipped through the window glass.

Evan hissed, feeling dizzy at his head as he opened his eyes this time. His head was in great pain, his vision still blurred as he opened his eyes wide.

"Gosh, what time is it?" Evan is still not aware of what happened last night. He just stared at the clock that showed at nine until he shook his head.

"Damn! I woke up bad luck!" Realizing that Evan had to go to the office, Evan immediately got up from the sofa and how surprised he was that Evan was being completely naked at the moment.

Holy hooch! What the fuck?!

As soon as Evan got up, he was again surprised when he saw his clothes scattered. His entire shirt and pants were loose and splattered on the floor. Then how shocked Evan was when he also saw Amanda's clothes. Everything was full of tears to make Evan choked in shock.

Holy hooch!

Evan's whole body felt weak, his joints even as numb until he felt he could not stand anymore. Evan shock. Completely shocked. As he looked around the living room everything was completely messy.

Evan swallowed his saliva heavily. He tried to remember what happened tonight, and when he saw the dried up blood on the couch where he lay and also on the white floor, his memory suddenly recalled what he had just done last night.

"A-Amanda ...!"

Evan shut his mouth. His hands shook violently as he recalled a mistake he had made last night.

"Good God, it's impossible! It's mampi? This must be a dream, right?!"

Amanda, where is she now?! He has to explain everything.

Evan hurriedly put on his clothes, and the one thing he thought about was his room. But how shocked Evan was as he opened, the door was locked so tightly.

"Amanda! Open door!"

There is no lawfulness.

"Amanda?! Are you sleeping?! You ... You have to explain everything! Open door!"

Evan's words began to dishevel. He is very frustrated at the moment. But, he needed Amanda's explanation at the moment, why there were so many clothes scattered and also ...

Oh my God, what blood is that?!

"Amanda! Open door!"

"It's impossible you didn't hear me! Open door!"

But still, Amanda was unmoved and absolutely did not reply to Evan who kept shouting loudly calling his name.

"Amanda!"

"Amanda!"

Until an hour passed, Evan kept shouting but still, there was no telling from the inside to make Evan really frustrated.

"Open the door or I'll break it!"

***

While inside, Amanda curled up while hugging herself at the end of the wall and continued to cry incessantly. He had no power to open the door, he was afraid, he was angry and he did not know what to do.

Her honor is gone, her pride is trampled by men whom Amanda once thought she was a different man. His heart was broken into pieces, his life felt like it was over when he recalled what had happened.

The tears came back, she was terrified. Amanda feels alone right now. There was no one to help her and Amanda realized that she had to face all of this on her own.

"Amanda out!"

And again, the screams blared into the entire corner of the space. But still, Amanda had no intention to open that door.

Out there, Evan has taken out his remaining vocal cords to get Amanda out, but in fact Amanda is still muddled by his actions. He stayed inside without opening the door. Amanda was silent in a thousand languages, causing Evan to ruffle his hair in frustration.

Amanda's actions have explained everything. It may be true that what happened last night was not a dream.

Jesus ...! Did I really rape her?!

This fact really made him at the very bottom of his life. He finally gave up, he immediately drowned while grabbing his own hair.

It's a big mistake. It was a huge mistake. He turned to the door of the closed room while holding back the guilt that began to appear throughout his heart.

This should not happen ...

Evan squeezed his chest along with feeling the pain. But perhaps, the girl felt much more pain with what she felt.

Alcohol ruined everything. Maybe he forgot himself and even raped other women just because he felt hot by all the words from Monika. Honestly, he even made Amanda as an outlet that he must not do.

Maybe, he should give Amanda some time. When things have subsided, maybe Evan can invite Amanda to talk carefully.

***