Waiting Rainbow

Waiting Rainbow
Darkened


I've been flushing this body for almost an hour


But not clean


The tears kept flowing


take the river, please,


While outside there was a pounding door unceasingly accompanied by scolding and screaming of the mother


" Hey..... You did do it anyway


inside ? really good at home, though,


come on out, come on out,


or this door I broke !."


With a heavy heart I finally dragged this step towards the door and opened it


Again and again I must see dozens of pairs of eyes looking


Someone looked at me with pity


Someone looked at me cynically


and there are also ducklings


I had to go through them all accompanied by the scolding of the mothers,


Arriving in the room I sat on the tile


I'm so lazy I'm tired


Do not sit or lie down


Looking at it I feel disgusted


That exorcism last night the crown I've been guarding and caring for all this time has been forcibly snatched away by a stranger.


I pensively mourned the sudden fate of knocking on the door


Because it felt unheeded the person entered approached me while carrying a tray containing two dishes full of rice and side dishes and two glasses of warm tea,


After putting down the tray he rebuked me:


" How come you still wear it


hand over the deck?


get dressed


please, when mami sees


he could be raging


and you will be tormented


again deck"


But I remained silent not responding in the slightest


Feeling unresponsive


he got up and stepped into the closet and opened it and took some clothes from there and handed them to me.


" Come on deck with the shirt, please,


don't torture yourself rich gini,


abis put on clothes we ate together


kaka wants to eat the same


you deck


don't mind it


eating with kaka?


Let's just say I'm a real kaka,


you can tell or confide


whatever, it must be horrified


who knows, you can get a little


reduce the burden of the mind


mu deck, mu,


and janga is afraid of secrets


guaranteed not to leak ".


He said he was trying to compliment me.


Hearing that I suddenly remembered with ka Idah and ka Mila and other kaka,


" Where and how


is like me now


and could they be


it's here too, too,


but where?"


Ask heart.


" Dec first exactly


a year ago, it was like


you were in his trap and thrown away


in this place,


kaka also went on hunger strike


and drink


two days and two nights


kaka is sick


but there's only one


people who care and want


caring for kaka,


at first, she refused,



" do you want to die


huh!"


Said.


" I said yes, I'm better


to die rather than live


stay and so.. here."



" Basic bo..h.


not that he's looking for a way out


this is even about to kill himself


slowly, slowly,


you have no capital


squandered,


you have a family, don't you?"


Ask her to brother.


" I answered honestly, yes I have


my mother's same mother in the village


my angel is now again


suffering from severe pain


and it costs a lot of treatment


that's why I want to go look for


work in the people's country,


but it turns out they are not


take me TKW


even show me here ".


The story with tears.


" What is my mom now


healed yet?"


Ask me.


He just nodded his head


As she approached me


and whisper something in my ear."