
"Marry me, Alia." asked Typhoon at that time with all his heart. "Let me be your husband.."
And Alia was now daydreaming in her room lying down while looking at the ceiling of her white room. At once Alia was furious then turned around and was now staring at the same white wall.
"I just want to be with you, if you think I'm going to look for offspring then I'll choose to take 100 orphans to make us their parents.." the words of the master who still continued to ring clearly in Alia's mind.
The words made Alia restless and she finally woke up and sat down daydreaming. He took a deep breath and threw it away. There is a sense of tightness that still lengthens in the heart.
Yes, all about the child, the thing that is still a scourge in Alia's mind. Although the statement of the Typhoon has been very firm but, is it possible that a man's heart will be as sincere.
Unknowingly Alia touched the belly of her own queen.
"Can't I really have children??" ask Alia herself.
A moment Alia recalled the words of the obstetrician a few years ago when she was still eager to get pregnant when she was the wife of Rudy Mahendra.
FLASHBACKS
"From the results of the examination, you are quite healthy mbak Alia. no one should be worried right." said the female doctor at the time.
Alia stared at the old lab letter in her hand.
"But, if I'm really healthy, then why am I still not pregnant??" alia asked at that time with a huffed face.
The doctor stared at the patient's angry face.
"Hhmm, about pregnancy is not always a burden on women, sometimes the fertility of the husband is also a major factor why you are not pregnant until now.."
Degs.. Alia's riveted.
"But, the doctor, my husband is healthy, even mas Rudy does not smoke and during the baby program mas Rudy has maintained a diet and sleep schedule that is more than usual.." refute Alia who does not doubt the health of the husband.
"Did my husband ever see a doctor to check??"
Degs.. Alia was fixated, then slowly shook her head slowly.
The female doctor smiled meaningfully.
"It is better to try to invite the husband mbak Alia to participate in reproductive health checks. because." said the doctor depends.
"Because 90% of failures occur in the wife, then 10% also come from the reproductive weakness of the husband.."
For a moment of thinking Alia was empty, the doctor's explanation frightened her. But he did not want to be sure with the doctor's guess of the suspicion of weakness in Rudy.
"Doctor. i.."
The doctor nodded with a smile that calmed the patient.
"I understand the anxiety mbak Alia. I understand, because.." said the woman's doctor with a tough face. " I feel the same way too. 13 years of marriage and I still have no children in our household.."
"Doctor??"
The female doctor smiled faintly and then she closed the prescription book in front of her.
"Watch me a friend confided you to Alia.."
Alia has a biased face.
"I've been through it, and all have their own stories, so I really understand the concerns that Alia felt as a wife who was worried because she did not get pregnant"
And without realizing it, Alia finally shed her tears in front of the doctor.
The female doctor again smiled wryly with her firm face.
"As a wife, you have tried, but you must remember.. God knows better for himself.."
"Maybe God knows, now is not the right time to get pregnant.believe in God's plan that is always good for his people at the right time" said the Doctor with a deep sense.
Alia's tears were falling. And immediately the problems in Alia's household were clearly imagined. The unraveling of Bella's friendly sms on Rudy's mas has made her household's hibiscus threatened.
"Every couple must miss the figure of a child who is a complement to the household, but. must mbak know.. Children are a gift, and children can also be a very hard test for us parents..."
"So, believe me, God knows when is the right time to have a child in the household mbak.." the doctor's message is very memorable for Alia who is almost 4 years struggling to get pregnant.
The doctor breathed his long breath.
"Cry mbak, I'm here to hear the complaints of hardcore women like mbak.."
FLASH BACK OFF
And now Alia understood the message that the woman's doctor said. God gave a great sign in his life. And as the woman's doctor said, if God had given her a child when her husband's traitor was exposed.
Maybe now the child is born with divorced parents and that has a huge impact on its growth.
Alia breathed her long breath.
"Indeed, God's plan is always better." said Alia. "If in fact it must swallow a bitter that is so great." said looking at his own words.
And tonight Alia's having a hard time sleeping. However, the unexpected application of Typhoon made Alia worried and confused.
But the man continues to push to make him believe in a relationship in a marriage bond.
Alia again sighed in length for the umpteenth time.
"Married... and become the mistress of Typhoon Shahputra... can I??" whispered Alia.