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84. kangen too

Time keeps moving forward. It's been three years since Hazri's made a stand. Tidar's fine, pigeons are amazing. Farms are growing. If not arrested Hazri, maybe Marno and Sugeng have penetrated the land again after buying five thousand meters a few months ago. The total area is now about one hectare. Ten thousand square meters. I don't know how many tens or hundreds of thousands of pigeons there are now. Not millions.

The truth is, money is not a question. Marno and Sugeng were already driving their own private cars. Their home already has. His marriage is not yet, reportedly soon. In general, all employees of CV Marno Sugeng pigeons increased their economic level. Of course, the people are also interested. Mosque, village road, school, posyandu, sports field, and others. Faruq appointed residents to manage non-budget funds ‘Haji Mahmud’ it.

The antiques, Hazri, have not changed. It is still the same as Susi and her friends questioned. Not tempted, not even flirting. Adem ayem alone in the house of bamboo cubicles with cheap furniture that festive. Even more ‘edan’ looks. His car was exchanged for bolsters with an ugly duck motor owned by Faruq. Continues almost every night bakda isya’, he went alone riding the motorbike. I will be back in the morning with a smile. Whether to go where ‘Haji Mahmud’ is. Instead of being busy hugging the warmth of the night, this is looking for the cold. Forgive me, Susi and her colleagues also shake their heads. Dizziness them.

No one knows what is going on with Hazri. They do know ‘Haji Mahmud’ almost every night, but no one knows where. Many may be wondering, but no one asks him directly. Nor was Faruq his close friend. Residents of Tidar village still firmly hold the courtesy, not polite to ask questions about it to others. Moreover, this is ‘Haji Mahmud’, who if not refused would have been the village head by now.

Funny too, when the issue spread ‘Haji Mahmud’ participated in the run then all other Kades candidates withdrew. Free fight this fugitive opponent. Busyet, supported by all citizens. Including family members of the candidates. Fortunately, only the issue, Hazri himself asserted in the mosque that he did not participate in the nomination. So, all back to normal, here is a little typical spice plump-thump.

‘Cakra Buana’ was not lost, even stronger. Hazri no longer has to bother to cast a spell to resurrect her. Simply called with the nature of the taste, “Come..!” then they came. All or alone. The time of its generation is also much faster. Now it didn't take tens of seconds to make his hands redden the coals or whiten the silver. Tech, jess.... Direct red or silver as per the study. The more power inside, the faster. Two-three seconds for the power level in full.

But, as Mr. Subakir said, tasteless. Although ‘Cakra Buana’ now appears more primed, but it does not feel like before. In the past, Hazri's dependence on his studies was so high. In fact, it can be said to be absolute. Without ‘Cakra Buana’ then he is finished. That was then, now another. True said Haji Sulton, ‘Cakra Buana’ is indeed a high study, but not the highest, not everything. Now Hazri is approaching the Mujahideen to the Most All. That is why the taste of ‘Cakra Buana’ is striking, although the blade is getting shiny.

But, do not suppose not to tremble his heart bear longing to . Mom, Siti, and Udin. How are you Romi? How's Tomi doing? The goddess? Kang Tejo's? Ijah MBOK? A huda? Hajj Sulton? And Zilfa? However, as much as the combined blue of all the shakes of longing remained far below the enormity of Hazri's longing for the Most Single.

“Allah, everything Thou..,” so always he sighs when the stab misses but to Him was stinging.

His disciples have guided him by saying that all that is other than Allah is a hijab or barrier on the way to Truthfulness. It should not be removed, the hijab will always be there and humans are not able to remove it. Not omitted, but ‘reverted’ to The Owner. Because the real man is a fakir, has nothing. Those longings don't belong to Hazri. How do I belong to Hazri if even ‘Hazrinya’ does not belong to Hazri? Everything moves on His Power and Will. To the present stage, Hazri has come to feel the truth that his great longing for the One is not his. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun, come from Allah and return to Him. As soon as Mr. Subakir used to describe it. Singularity Single.

So, when the longings for those other than Allah came under attack, Hazri drowned himself deeper into the dhikr of Light. Surrender to the Khalik. If Allah wills, do not use all desires for an encounter to take place. Who can resist His will? It does not have to always mean that Hazri who went to Jombang, it could be that suddenly Mother or Siti appeared in Tidar, or Romi was willing to buy pigeons cut today. Uh, I know Tomi is busy doing some meatballs at Kang Juki's meatball shop in Tidar Market. Who said it can't? This Kingdom wants to be turned over easily by Him.

However, it turns out that they did not appear on Tidar. Hazri did not move to Jombang or Jogja. From God, back to God. In the truth of his true sense, Hazri was convinced that God did not want the encounter to happen. Why so sure? Is it not just lazy? Obviously not because he was in a state of dhikr, in the nuances of lasting memory to the Divine. Another with the ‘bual’ Sunnah Apostle...