
Reyhan does not want a separation with Nabila, but he thinks if he only wounds for Nabila how Nabila will be happy later.
Reyhan tried to position himself to sit down.
" Lo's not thinking about our marriage that failed Nab, let it be my business. Most importantly I want you to be happy, can't Nab..? " reyhan said with a tightness in his heart
" Don't cry anymore well Nab, brgsk guy like I'm not pantes for lo tangisin Nab. " Reyhan wiped Nabila's water with his finger.
" Rey I-" Nabila's speech stopped
" I want to rest first, what is Nab..? " tanya Reyhan cut off Nabila's speech
" Hemm I went home first well, I recovered "Nabila was soon probably out
Reyhan looked at Nabila's back from his bed, honestly he did not want to release Nabila but all would hurt if it continued to be forced.
When Nabila came out of Reyhan's room, Nabila immediately hugged Ayumi tightly she cried in Reyhan's arms.
" Nab why my story is the same Nab" said Ayumi who was worried about her best friend
Nabila did not answer he was still crying in Ayumi's arms
" Lo fight again with Reyhan or what..? " ask Albian who is also curious
" I hope Reyhan "murm Nabila while crying
Ayumi looked at Albian after giving the code, Albian who understood immediately entered Reyhan's room.
" Rey." call Albian who is now in Reyhan's room
" Hemm " muttered Reyhan without looking back at Albian
" Lo really hope same Nabila..? why Rey, instead of you love her so much" said Albian who did not believe the news
" I don't pantes for him Al, yaudah yahanglah anyways want in defense like no good relationship I'm with him" said Reyhan while holding back his tears
" Rey don't do it, you two are just hot "
" I'm going back to Holland Al, please help me "
Albian is increasingly surprised by Reyhan's words, he did not expect this complicated relationship Reyhan and Nabila
******
When he came home feeling devastated, he did not expect if it turns out his relationship with Reyhan should end like this.
He is disappointed to Reyhan is very disappointed, but hearing the story of Ayumi and Albian makes him also guilty to Reyhan.
Nabila grabbed his phone and opened Reyhan's roomchat, he re-opened the Reyhan number he had blocked earlier.
He wanted to send a message to Reyhan but after he typed in the message, he paused it.
Nabila put her phone next to her, in her daydream she remembered her togetherness with Reyhan.
" I miss lo Rey " muttered Nabila while hugging the roll next to her
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Due to a bad injury, the doctor allows Reyhan to go home, but Reyhan chooses to return to his apartment.
At first Albian wanted to accompany Reyhan, but he refused because he wanted to be alone for some time.
Reyhan went into his room and laid his body on his mattress, the same mattress was still the last Nabila occupied.
He took the longest photo on his room table, a photo taken when he and Nabila proposed at the time.
" I love Nab very much lo, very dear" said Reyhan while staring at the photo.
Reyhan got up from his bed and took his suitcase on top of the closet, he began to arrange all his clothes in the suitcase while occasionally wiping his tears that he could no longer hold.
After finishing packing all his belongings, Reyhan came out of his room and went towards the balcony. With a guitar in his hand Reyhan planned to record and give the song that he later sent to Nabila.
Sorry, I hurt you
I have disappointed you
Even I wasted my life
And I brought you like me
Though this heart of t'rus wept
Resisting this pain
But I did it all for love
I also finally had to leave
Lost my true love
Everything I give
And all my flaws too
If this is the best
For myself and for himself
'And I'm all for love, wo-wo
Honestly, I'm not in charge
The last time I held your hand
But that must have happened
We may not be together anymore
If tomorrow
I found you happy
Let me put it away
Honestly, I'm not in charge
The last time I held your hand (your hand)
But that must have happened (which must have happened)
We may not be together anymore
If tomorrow is tomorrow (later tomorrow)
I found you happy (you are happy)
Let me put it away
Our love story (our love story)
Reyhan plans to give his phone to Nabila, but the phone contains only about a photo of him along with Nabila and all his memories with Nabila.
He also made letters to both his parents, Nabila's parents and also Nabila. If there is a party to blame, Reyhan does not matter to be the most important party Nabila happy.
Reyhan put down his guitar and opened his phone, he opened the Nabilam roomchat he reread the last message Nabila sent him.
And he also re-read his message with Nabila, there is a sense of longing that he now feels.
****
Today Nabila returned to work at the office, after yesterday he had finished his time in the room all day.
He also canceled his promise to go with Rian, and his parents also gave news if he did not come home yesterday.
Because all day crying Nabila's eyes were swollen, but he did not care.
Nabila sat in his chair and tidied up his desk.
" Morning Nab "greet a man
" Morning Ian "greet Nabila back
" Why Nab..? Lo's eyes are so swollen, what's up..? " ask Rian in panic
" I don't know what to do " replied Nabila shaking his head
When Nabila and Rian were talking, Reyhan who had just come straight into his room.
Nabila glanced at Reyhan who just entered without greeting him, it hurt.
" I went to the room first yah Nab" said Rian saying goodbye
" Dad Ian "ansaid Nabila nodded
Nabila tried to enter Rian's room by carrying a schedule today.
Geck.. Geck.. Geck..
After taking a deep breath, Nabila held the door handle and pushed it.
" Morning Pak "sapa Nabila is so awkward
" Yes morning "greet Reyhan who is busy tidying up his desk
" This is for today's schedule, and this is also some files to check" Nabila said, laying on Reyhan's desk
" Thank you, oiya from tomorrow you can join your team again. I can take care of my own needs" said Reyhan who refused to look at Nabila
" But Rey "murm Nabila
" I'm clear to Papah, I know that's what you want to talk about..? " ansaid Reyhan
" Is this supposed to be like Rey..? " Nadra dared herself to ask
" How is this..? " Tanya Reyhan who seemed to not understand Nabila's question
" Yes we are apart from each other, and away from each other like Rey." replied Nabila
Reyhan got up from his chair and approached Nabila.
" Yes, it should be, right..? " ask Reyhan
" why..? " answer Nabila
" What's wrong, but we should keep our distance. Lupain yesterday, let's just say it never happened between us. Think of everything I did for Lo just because Lo wants to do our agreement, and now everything is done so well we better go far away" said Reyhan
" Tell me Rey if you never love and love me the same "said Nabila with his voice that began to vibrate
Reyhan was silent and did not dare to answer or look at Nabila
" Rey "call Nabila
" I never love and love Lo Nab" Reyhan said loudly
Plaakk
Nabila looked at Reyhan's face hard.
" I hate Lo" said Nabila then ran out of Reyhan's room
Reyhan clenched his hand and then hit the wall as hard as he could.
" I'm sorry my Nab sorryin" Reyhan said in tears