
Jeder!!!!!
Like being struck by lightning in bright broad daylight without overcast let alone rain. Mirza looked at Vada in disbelief at what she had just heard.
Shock, of course Mirza was in shock. He did not expect Vada would reject his proposal.
Vada doesn't know how to handle it. No matter how good he put the bed together, it would still be painful for the man in front of him.
But this is what he has to do. He can't keep lying to Mirza. Before going too far, he must be firm about his relationship with Mirza.
"Dear, don't joke. It's not funny, isn't this what you've been waiting for?" mirza. He tried to get Vada's hand back, but Vada pulled his hand from the table.
Vada shook his head, "I'm serious. I apologized earlier. It's actually been a long time I want to say the same Mirza. But, we're meeting it just now. Sorry mas, we should have our relationship to get here, Mirza deserves better than me," said Vada as much as possible not to cry. Under the table, his fingers crept into each other to give him strength. It's the right decision, everything has to end clearly now.
Mirza looked so shocked, she smiled wryly, "It's really not funny. Tell why? Why did you break our relationship? Tell me what's my fault? Is it because I'm too busy so you feel neglected? You know if I'm trying to resurrect a company that's almost collapsed? And now that I'm here, keep my promise to make your application. But why are you even doing this?"
"I'm sorry, but this is better for both of us. Maybe we don't have a soul mate. Mas Mirza deserves to be happy and find a woman who is better than me,"
Mirza clucked with a bitter smile, "Don't you know, my happiness has been you all along. And that's no reason for us to end it all, you're the best woman I've ever known,"
Vada was silent, he no longer knew how he should talk. He's really confused. Looking at Vada's expression, made Mirza sure the girl in front of him wasn't messing around.
"Does our relationship mean nothing to you? At all?" ask Mirza.
Vada is getting stronger and more forceful finger-sparing, the last few years only Mirza he had. Only Mirza was always there for him. A lot of things they went through together. That man is like an angel who doesn't pray for Vada. How could it mean nothing.
"You know, I love you so much. There has never been a woman other than you. I can't if you just end it all,"
"I'm sorry but it's my decision, I hope Mirza can take it freely,"
Mirza rubbed her face rough. His heart had been feeling pain since. But he was still trying to get Vada to talk well.
"Have I been wrong all this time?" ask Mirza.
Vada shook his head, why does time feel so long. Can't it just end without someone getting hurt? Why it has to be like this. He was eager to get out of there, it felt like he could not bear the tightness in his chest. Especially if you see the face of Mirza who looked so devastated since then but the man was still being kind, not even the slightest improvement to vent his disappointment and heartache.
"Certain why? All this time the relationship was fine. Even now my parents have approved of our relationship,"
"Give me a reason... That could make me want to let you go, reasonable cause," Mirza said in the end.
"Because I'm married," Vada's reply to success made Mirza lift her face, looking fixedly at the face of the woman in front of her, "No way..." Mirza shook her head in disbelief. He stared at Vada's face intensely, in search of the lie from the sentence that had just come out of the woman's mouth.
But Mirza found no lies there. His heart felt like it had been pierced by thousands of needles. What kind of reality is this. Again his heart was like in a lightning strike, so painful.
"Why? Why are you doing this to me, Vada? Who's the guy? When did you get married? Is he better than me so you can do this to me?" it's ruined Mirza's hopes.
Mirza got up from her seat. He approached Vada. "Tell me who is that guy?!!!" ask Mirza in frustration. Mirza shook Vada's shoulder. The woman grimaced a little because Mirza was too firmly gripping her shoulder.
"Mr Adhitama Elvan Syahreza, he's my husband" Vada replied in a trembling tone. It was hard to say her husband's name with her lips in front of Mirza.
The deg!
Again Mirza as in the thousands of needles in his heart. The name was no stranger to him. Slowly, Mirza removed her grip from Vada's shoulder. He sat banging his back hard on the back of the chair. Don't know what else to say. His heart was really hit.
"You love him more than me? Are you happy to marry her?"
Vada could not answer, "That's all I wanted to say to Mirza. I can't talk on the phone with Mirza, so I'm sorry if I can just say it now. I hope MAS Mirza can accept this decision. Once again forgive me, I didn't mean to hurt Mirza, not at all. Goodbye," can't take it anymore, Vada chose to leave immediately. He grabbed his bag and ran out of the cafe leaving Mirza who still did not understand why everything could be like this. Mirza rubbed her face rough.
"Adrrarghhh!" frustrated scream. In his face with nanar rings lying in front of him.
"Why did everything go like this. Why are you doing this to me, Vada," said Mirza. All felt dreamy, yet so real the pain he felt at this moment.
Roni who had been peeping since, also felt claustrophobic, can not be imagined if he was in the position of one of the two. He approached Mirza and patted her on the shoulder, Mirza turned, "Lo knows?" tanyanya and Roni nodded.
"Breng sek! Why don't you tell me?" mirza Ogat.
"Sorry, who has the right to tell you Vada himself. Not me" said Roni.
"Lo look, he's my hianatin. You know Ron, I love to die with him. I can't do it without him! Can't!"
"Lo should be able to accept the reality, Za. Not everything we want becomes reality. Not everything we see is what we think it is, it's also hard for Vada. But you must try to accept destiny, just as Vada is trying to accept his destiny" Roni said. Although he believes if he is in their position, not necessarily he can.
Mirza was stunned, silent with pain and a million questions still filling her head, she still could not believe what was happening. The relationship that has been fine all this time should run aground suddenly.
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In the taxi, Vada cried. No one knows how to break his heart right now. No one knows how she feels to be the most evil woman in the world. He hurt the feelings of a man as good as Mirza who had fought a lot for him. It was just an apology he could say many times.
"Miss, where are we going? Since then the lady only said to the road but did not know where the destination was, we have been muttered twice" said the taxi driver. He glanced at Vada from the middle rearview mirror. Poor, beautiful heartbroken, thought the taxi driver.
"Just stop here, sir," said Vada as he looked at a park.
Vada walked with a giant step towards a chair located under a tree in the garden. In front of it is a fountain. It took him a little time to ease the pain in his heart before returning to the mansion. The atmosphere of the park is quite quiet, able to make it freely forget all its sadness. Crying in the darkness of the night so that no one sees his tears.
Although it has been a long time to prepare for this kind of ending for her relationship with Mirza, the separation still feels very painful for her. Now all their stories will never be the same again. The man she loved was hurt by her. But do you know, if Vada's heart is also equally broken yes at this time. Vada continued to cry at the sound of the gurgling fountain in front of him.
Vada closed his eyes. All his memories together with Mirza, alternately spinning in his head.
"There is never a word of regret to love you. However, what I regret the most is our relationship that cannot continue. Sorry, for everything and I will never forget you because you were once the one who filled my beautiful days." - Inner Vada.
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