What Is Married?
the sick soul
I'm so tired. My feelings, my soul, my mind are in a lot of pain. Everyone knows why, why?. Yes, obviously because of them.
huh!!!
I want to jump over time or reincarnate, into another life. I'm really tired of being Melisa. I'm so tired.
I want my life first.I want my life without them. Alone, happy, not worrying about problems, which is not my problem either. Domestic violence, infidelity, Divorce, their squalor in marriage, I don't want to hear anymore.
If time could turn back, I would ignore them. I won't answer the call, reply to the bitterness chat of the life they're living.
"**** of their life"
"i'm not gonna get stuck in this stupid circle anymore.
Please help me to be free. I want to be alone. Separate, from the drama of the wedding drama that shows their infidelity, divorce, and stupidity. Ironically, my best friend thought marriage was the life of everything for a woman.
"Brakkkk"
I think I hit something.
"Hey mbak, come out mbak!!!" knock a rude man wearing a helmet in my car window..
"What's wrong, what's up, ouch!"My panic stared at my surroundings, which were gradually full of people crowding
"Mbak.mbak..oe ..open the window" shouted another rougher man and instantly made me open the door of my car.
"Yes. yeah.."I said strong to come out confidently
"Have no eyes anyway, as if hit by my brother's motorbike.see this my brother, wound, can drive a car no;!!"
"Damn it, bawl it, kid"I looked cynically at a nilly tomboy wearing a helmet. From her voice she looks like a woman.
"Udah Sinta, already"Stop a gloved, white-fisted young man defending me. He was walking a little abnormally, like his legs were bleeding.
"Why be quiet. Responsibility mana, quiet rich statue, my brother broke his leg no"
"Yes I'm responsible. Come to the nearest hospital, sewot your life"
"Udah ga pa2 mbak, not pa2, it's just a small wound" convinced him to endure the pain, and immediately I looked at his charismatic figure.
"Geez, may also be this guy, handsome white, tallggi, if if there is no beard, wear stylish, my type is really siih"pelongku in heart
"Little wound, look my brother can not walk, because elo hit!!!"he shouted as if everyone was staring cynically at me
"Yes, I'm responsible, sewot amet the hell you boy, invite your brother into the car".my anger pura strong even though in my heart is afraid very, if if I am in amok time.
"hm. There is life"
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During the trip, I did not look back. I drove a car full of control, no more rash, like that.
"Well, I have to focus" I revealed inwardly watching the car mirror, slightly glancing at the lyrics of the handsome face on the back bench of my car that seemed to be asleep.
"Oh, I really want to be acquaintances, but how to, please me, carper, carper is not clear, not the quality I become a girl, keep the image dong".
"Setir, who really mbak, do not daydream, Ntar hit again how"sewot again the boy.
"From ngedumel, mending I was silent, very lazy, ngeladenin tengil boy" my patience in heart, while watching the google map, looking for navigation, the nearest hospital.
"Udah, Sinta, you do not disturb the concentration, the mother drives, you are silent yes" the man's advice was awakened. Apparently he's not asleep.
"Ah, mas Aryo always so, ngebelain wrong people" his protest called his brother's name.
"You're always deck, thinking bad, can't be deck"he softened his sister's head. And I looked a little bit, the boy, already, kind of subsided.
"Sorry, madam, my sister is a bit fussy, m. I am Aryo mbak, I am njai teacher, this is with mbak who?, sorry I asked while there is driving" she said politely
"What's, he introduced himself, before I asked, which is very polite" I admired in my heart
"Whether he's my soul mate, can read my mind. Ih no deh, mind loe, too far, looks aja ustadz, loe, no deh, anyways who wants to marry, marriage is a right that I really hate, let alone have to mate, let alone be a match, same sir ustadz najai kayak him"my grievance in my heart.
"My name is Melisa, call me Mel, Lisa, it's up to you" I replied lightly
"Oh Melissa!!"call it rude of the boy
"Based on this boy, look out, when I get to the hospital, I getok"my message in my heart.
glanced at him occasionally
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Half an hour, I waited in the waiting room. Finally finished too. The doctor said the injury was mild, only a scratch, and a slight tear. Mercifully.
And before long I went to the administration, and stepped in to complete all my responsibilities.
"Thank you Melisa, I thank you so much" she said to me.
"don't thank you, brother, it's his responsibility" this big boy was hired again.
"m. yes he's really Mr. Aryo, this is my responsibility, m. our business is done right" I explained arrogantly.
"His son is done, if my brother does not recover how, who will work, mother's fees, whether I go to school, our father does not have"
"hufffff" She shut her sister's mouth
"Udah finished Mbak, I am troublesome"he insisted still stuffed his sister's mouth with his hands. That's really funny.
"O well, here's my business card, you can call me, if you need any help!"my bargain is not good. Honestly, even though the boy was hired, but at least he was not hypocritical, with his condition. Plenty outside
who seems pretentious, but in need.
"O yes"he was polite, and stopped the silence on the sewot.
"Oh mbak, I'm sorry to bother"he lowered his gaze.
"Yes, if so. I gotta go. O yes, here I have cash, but I think it's enough to, uh, go home".I got five hundred thousand notes to him
"Don't be mbak, treat this way, it's enough for me. Alhamdulillah"refuse it's subtle.
"Well gini dong, this new responsible"sambar immediately the boy sewot, money from my hand.
"Return, Sinta!!"his anger glared and the boy was scared for a moment.
"It's mbak, sorry, just kidding me"often give me the money straight
"it's okay, take it" I refused to smile "I think you need more"
Instantly he grabbed the boy's money and put the bag I was holding.
"We really need Money mbak, But money is not everything for us, Insya Allah sustenance, Alloh has guaranteed for us, so we do not need to ask for it, And we also have a greater self-esteem than money, thanks to his help"he smile just passed by leaving me with his charisma.
"what's the ****"
"No . no I'm not Falling love okay, its impossible"