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20. The first painful night

The POV Susan

I was very sad and angry, when the man who had just said the sacred promise of marriage with me. Now just go with his wife. The feeling of humiliation and hurt I can't take it anymore. As much as I could chase him. But they've gone far, somewhere.

"Let them go!" suddenly David appeared behind a wall not far from where I am today. The man who for many years was my lover. But decided to leave me, when my father went to prison.

"Are you very happy? Seeing my marriage being ruined and ruined!" I don't have any more energy. Dewy taste.

"Susan!" David grabbed my body before touching the floor. I kept quiet, as my ex-boyfriend carried me and took me to his room.

"Rest. I'm going to meet your mother, I'm afraid she's worried about you." I'm very sad at this time can only be quiet.

"So soon, you're not going anywhere." David was leaving. But I caught his hand.

"Don't leave me! I don't want to be alone." My tears can't hold me anymore. I was trying to be strong. There is shame, however, that David should see my broken state as it is now.

How not? On the night of my wedding, which I was supposed to spend happily with my husband, it turned out that my husband chose to go with his wife and leave me.

"Please! Don't leave me!" I hugged David and cried in his arms. David seemed to be concerned about my very sad state.

"Rest! I'll keep you company." I who basically still love him, without taking a long time, was already asleep in his arms. It feels very comfortable.

It is true, whatever the circumstances, when we are with the people we love. Will find comfort and tranquility.

There are many stories we have told. The journey of my love story with David can be said to be very sweet. If only my parents had not opposed our relationship, we would have been married and had several children.

Twice, I've been pregnant with her child. But I threw it all away, without telling David. I don't want her to be depressed because anal is present without a plan.

My parents always warned me to marry Kevin, the heir to a company whose business is in the country. If I marry him, the position as heir to the Pratama Group is only a matter of time.

My uncle, Andi Pratama, who founded the company, had no children because his son had been killed by my father when he was about to be born. The car that was carrying my uncle's wife was hit by my father's man. The intention of my papah at that time was to kill my uncle's entire family.

But God doesn't seem to want my uncle's death. My uncle who was supposed to be in the car with his wife, turned out he went to see his client from Japan. His wife who was on the way to give birth was only accompanied by the driver and the nanny's aunt.

My uncle's wife's driver and nanny died on the spot. But by some miracle from nowhere, my aunt survived and she was rushed to the hospital. Only, their son died shortly after being born. My uncle's wife took over a year to recover her health.

Because of the accident, he lost his womb. Bleeding during an accident and childbirth, giving a harmful effect to her uterus. Therefore, my uncle has no heir.

Since childhood, my uncle and aunt have always loved me. My uncle always said that I would inherit everything that now belongs to him. So no wonder, if until I was this big, I have instilled confidence as the heir of Pratama Group, owned by my uncle.

I was closer to my uncle than to my own parents. My parents are very ambitious. They always asked me to persuade my uncle to give me shares in my uncle's company. Finally for the sake of justice, my kind uncle, gave 10% of his shares to his brothers and sisters.

My father is always dissatisfied, he always has the ambition to own and control the company of my uncle. Time and again always persuaded myself to commit treason against my uncle. I don't want to follow my papah. I love my Uncle who always loved and spoiled me, more than my biological children.

Before my father went to prison, he warned me to marry Kevin. She does not care about Kevin's status who reportedly married Siri with Qiara, her lover.

Right now, the night of my marriage to Kevin, I'm sleeping in David's arms. In the room he ordered. What a funny fate.

When I opened my eyes, I saw David hugging me tightly. There is a warm feeling in my heart. To be honest, I still love David a lot. The circumstances that forced us to separate. When I saw David holding Qiara's hand, there was a feeling of jealousy in my heart that I held for the sake of family honor.

"Are you awake?" ask David while yawning. He's so handsome. I've long missed him. There is happiness in my heart. When we got back together in one bed.

"Thank you for being with me."

"You don't get me wrong, I won't come back to you again." With the coldness of the man who had been my lover, he got up from the bed.

I saw him wearing his watch, picking up his phone and getting ready to leave.

"Where are you going?" many sad. To be honest, I still want to be with him.

"Finding Qiara. Grandfa was angry last night, because I didn't bring Qiara home." David who was wearing shoes did not even look at me. There is a pain in my heart.

"Do you love Qiara?" many doubt.

"I don't know! I'm just following Grandfa's orders to keep him." David was tidy, he stood in the doorway and prepared to leave me again. Without feeling it, tears flowed down my eyelids. Sad and painful.

"Rest here, I've been booking this room for a week. You can use this room. I'm leaving first." It's cold.

"Are you here again?" many doubt.

"We'll see later. I'm going yes. Don't forget to eat. You ask for room service, if you're lazy to go down." Without looking at me at all, he just left this room.

Is this how it feels? Ignored by the people we love? I just realized, all this time I've always been arrogant and ignore the feelings of David. He was always patient with me. Surely he endured a lot of pain during this time with your attitude and the attitude of my family that always demeaned him.

Without my tears flowing again. Remember the past full of sweet memories with David when in Mexico first. He is a warm and loving man. He always spoiled me.

He even willingly followed me back to Indonesia and left his family in Mexico. I never knew David's family. Because every time I ask to meet, David has a thousand reasons to refuse. Sometimes I'm disappointed. But I also realized that it was not good to impose my own desires on David.