What's Wrong with Me (Essified Because Fat)
Episode 3 Early suffering

The attitude of his father and mother changed since his second brother named Surya Saputra died because he drowned in a fish pond in the front yard of their house

At that time Sinta and Surya played a chase in the yard with their baby sitter for fighting over toys

Sinta and Surya are only different a year, Sinta's small and round body makes it look the same age as her sister

Sinta was 5 years old and solar was 4 years old

Surya who ran away from the ink accidentally slipped and fell into the fish pond and his head had formed a pool wall made of cement

Their baby sitter did not want to be blamed because from now just busy playing his phone just did not pay attention to the love and Surya immediately said if the love that had pushed Surya to fall into the pool because it did not receive his toys taken by his sister

Sinta who was very small at that time and did not know anything even defended himself he was not able

" sorry mom hiks hiks hiks Sinta not dolang dolong sulya bu, sulya telpeleset until it falls into the pool hiks hiks sinta hik not wrong bu mercy hiks hyks " Sinta cried as she pleased when Bu Sawitri mercilessly beat her

Sinta's body was bruised and turned blue because of the lash given by the mother and since that day, Mr. Sawitri and Mr. Herman Kusuma, the father did not care about it anymore

If you want to do a little mischief, then Mr. Herman and Bu Sawitri beat his tiny body

Only Mang karman and Bik imah always take care of his wounds and comfort him

"neng sinta strong yes, neng must be steadfast and patient because God is very loving his servant who has a patient and steadfast attitude "said Bik imah strengthen Sinta every time Sinta was beaten even though it was just a trivial thing

Until finally Bu Sawitri gave birth to selvi, Bu Sawitri never allowed Sinta to approach her sister

Selvi is very spoiled everything she wants is always granted without caring there is a heart that is increasingly injured because of their attitude and Sawitri mother again gave birth to a son their attitude is increasingly arbitrary to Sinta

Because the teachings of Mang karman and Bik imah Sinta never hold a grudge and hate on both parents and sisters even Sendy is very fond of her brother

Sendu often set aside money given by father san and mother and given to his brother Sinta but different from the attitude and nature of selvi who always wanted to even treat his brother like a maid

"don't you be the son of mang Karman and Bik imah not the son of father and mother, you were adopted yes the father and mother of our maid" selvi said at the time

sinta glanced at her father and mother as if asking for a defense from both parents but they just kept quiet and kept eating and did not intend to deny the words selvi to make selvi more so

Only Sendy looked angry but could do nothing about it

Sinta only cried in silence occasionally wiping her tears that fell into her food plate

If they ate together, they had to leave the dining table last time if they violated, then the punishment awaits them but if his two sisters died the dining table first it would not be a problem for his parents

"neng Sinta who is patient, many do not think and beristighfar ask Allah that their hearts are soft and neng hearts are made much stronger and patient so that neng does not hold a grudge because the sinful act "pronounced Bik imah advised Sinta to hope Sinta to be a tough and strong woman

"iya bikih bikasih ya always advise and love Sinta, love dear bibik many-many "sinta said smile forced

"iya neng bibik also dear neng sinta because aunty already considers neng like a bibik's biological child" said bik Imah to tear and tear with sinta because sinta get a sincere love from others not from his two parents

Namu the brother and grandmother of the father loved him so much with the only sister whose father loved him very much too

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After taking pain medication on the stomach given by Bik imah and eating rice, gradually the abdominal pain felt by the sinta reduced

"Bik please see if they are still in the family room or have maauk their respective rooms "ink ink on Bik imah

Bik imah also walked in and looked around and it turned out to be quiet and it was a sign that they had all entered their respective rooms

Bik imah rushed to meet the sinta and told him

"neng all have entered into their respective rooms, neng sinta should rest too, why would aunt accompany the room!?" tanya bik faith feel sorry for the young lady

"don't make it, Sinta can be alone ! Bibik must also be Tired all day working to take care of everything, the baby should go in and rest Sinta also want to go into the room

Thanks ya bik always there for Sinta, love dear bibik many-many" said Sinta then kiss the cheek Bik imah who has started to wrinkle

"sama-sama neng, baby is also dear to neng many " replied Bik Imah

"oh again reunion yes, mother and child again kangen-kenan "said sekvi suddenly came to the back because curious to hear people talking behind the house of his parents

Sinta did not respond to his sister's speech, nor with Bik Imah they just kept quiet because they know their speech is useless because there will be no end and waste of energy

selvi who did not get a response from her brother felt increasingly angry, Selvi went back into the house by stomping her legs because of annoyance

After Selvi left, Sinta went into the house and entered her room which was under the stairs adjacent to the maid's room, a very simple room

unlike the Selvi and sendy rooms are on the second floor with luxurious interior and design and complete contents

in the sinta room there is only one single bed and one medium-sized wardrobe and a study table,in the room Sinta is also equipped with a small bathroom and a fan that helps sinta dispel the heat

Sinta never protested with all that, even she was happy because it was on the bottom floor and it made it easier for her to help the aunt in the kitchen and certainly did not bother her up and down the stairs

Sinta always tried to breastfeed until her heartache was not so deep, so far she worked part-time in a mini market

Sinta will come to the mini market to work when she comes home from school and goes home before Azhar

The people in the big house of Bu Sawitri and Mr. Herman no one cares about the love even though the day goes home in the afternoon even until night if the overtime love no one ever reprimands it

Only Bik Imah and Mang Karman are always concerned and worried about him

Sinta never had