
The fickle feeling is sometimes hard to control, this is really strange. In wet clothes, Giovani's bloodstains stained, asking the butler to drive him to the radio station. With the aim of beating up a young man.
Samson (chief servant) who has worked 19 years in the house knitted his forehead. Something is unnatural with her young lady. Especially about the knife scratches that have been wrapped in bandages on his left wrist.
"Miss, we better get to the hospital. It's been too late. Your wounds must be treated." Samson.
"I have to beat up someone before he runs in-" Giovani's sentence changed with a shout. The butler raised his body like a sack of rice. There is nothing in this house that cannot be defeated except the butler.
"I want---" Giovani's words interrupted.
"You must obey. Otherwise I will report this to the ladies and gentlemen." Sentences from the butler who may have already regarded Giovani as his family.
"I'm his master or you!?" giovani.
"You're sad, aren't you? This didn't happen once. You even often climb trees to fall, holding pain in the chest to die quickly." The butler guessed, wanted to know the psychological condition of this teenager.
The girl who was originally excited suddenly shed her tears."Kenzie likes other people. He was just sorry for me." That's all he said.
The butler dropped him off in the parking lot and hugged him. Letting Giovani cry in his arms. A father's hug? This feels. His own father, Mr. Sandayu is busy taking care of business. Even today goes straight after Jimmy's birthday celebration.
His mother and sister will leave the day after he follows his father. With the reason Jimmy is still not independent if left alone. There's an adult's shoulder to where the teenager is crying.
"We're going to the hospital." a warm sentence from Samson.
*
The wound on his wrist was treated. See a psychiatrist. Various things are asked, there are times when Giovani cries like without energy. There are times when also excited, sparkling to be cheerful as before.
Teenagers who enthusiastically tell a variety of awards they get. As well as about the br*ngsek man who carelessly spoke saying they have a relationship.
But things change after Giovani is asked to tell about his family. All his family members paid attention to him only in front of him, the rest was just a complaint he heard.
Sometimes he wakes up in the middle of the night. Want to drink water with a breathing apparatus that is still installed.
"Relapse again! Because of the relapse again I couldn't attend the meeting! Shit!" the father complained at the time.
There was also a quarrel between her mother and father. About who will keep him in the hospital.
"I have to take care of my boutique too! Can't be so! Today the stock of goods came!" firmly the mother.
"This project is worth tens of billions! You think my subordinates can stop. Sometimes I wonder why our daughter didn't just die. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done it.." the father cried sobbing regretting his words as if cursing his own daughter.
Just pretend to sleep, pretend not to hear.
There was also a time when Jimmy who was too young got dengue fever maybe because he was too young to have a weak immune system. Just like before, they did not say in front of him. Just smiling in front of him.
But he knows sometimes deep down they are too tired to look after him expecting his departure. Just like today he felt unnecessary, looking at him who was between Kenzie and Fifi.
"It's better to die." one sentence he said before the psychiatrist at the end of the story and the question posed by the psychiatrist.
The psychiatrist started shaking his head diagnosing."Bipolar disorder," he murmured.
"Bipolar disorder? But miss grew up in a good neighborhood and-" Samson's sentence interrupted.
"It's from how he addresses a problem that's the brief explanation. Maybe at first it was just about hurting yourself. But today's traumatic incident-" the psychiatrist sighed harshly staring at the patient's left wrist wrapped in bandages. I've guessed what happened.
Giovani chuckled."Bipolar disorder? Me?" mumbling."Don't tell my parents this." she asked me crying, not wanting anyone to take care of her or pity her again.
*
Morning began to say hello to Kenzie waking up on the mat. Mutuying what happened, realizing that the one beside her was not her fiance. The young man who put on his clothes quickly, grabbed the bottle of wine that Fifi had previously brought.
"Smell medicine.." he murmured, realizing the peculiar smell of chemistry. The young man who was used to drinking wine could not be drunk just like that.
Prangs!
The broken bottle makes the contents scatter. Waking up a sleeping woman.
"Kenzie? What is ki..kita doing? You'll be responsible, right? Because I took my chastity. I-" The sentence stopped as Kenzie clutched his cheek tightly.
"Comforter woman," he murmured disparagingly."Mixing something into my drink!? I want to feel like I'm tearing you apart."
"I love you." said Fifi.
"Agwh! !" fifi cried out in anger, but the woman smiled for a moment realizing without being told Giovani had seen everything from the balcony.
*
"Put it in my car!" kenzie's orders to a servant.
"Okay sir." he said stepping away.
The young man's heart was beating fast, confused as to what if Giovani knew everything. I want to feel his stupidity. Why do you get caught up in such an easy trick?
Until the girl is seen, smile at her."Kenzie, you just woke up? Better take a shower in my room first" said Giovani who seemed to have just come with the butler.
He breathed a sigh of relief, at least his fiancee did not know the mistake he had made.
"I.iya, wait for me for breakfast," the fast-moving young man wanted the taste to immediately clean himself up. The difference! A woman who may have slept with another man. At least he knew from some of his friends abroad. It is not that easy that the hymen is torn, will he be exposed to infectious diseases? What if Giovani knows?
May he only be beaten up. There is no word of quarrel or silence. More willing if his body is crushed than to see his fiancee silence him or decide.
Kenzie enters Giovani's unlocked room. Two servants were seen there cleaning the room.
"Sir..."
"Sir..."
Say them simultaneously bowed in salute.
"I'll wait for you to finish. I want to take a shower." he said sitting on the edge of the bed. His eyes scoured, observing something strange from the drained bathtub water. It's only faint because the water recedes quickly. The red color is mixed with blood. Plus a waiter who put a small, blood-soaked knife into the trash.
Kenzie remained silent on his own. Not yet understood what happened. Quickly clean himself, when the bathroom has been cleaned completely.
Many things were on his mind when he let the rush of the shower hit his body. Fingers clenched their hands remembering everything about Fifi. No hate, more disgusting.
Even he was too afraid to kiss Giovani, given the age of his fiance who was too young to want to keep sleeping and hurting him. But there's even something like this.
Bugs!
The young man who hit the wall stared at the reflection of his face in the mirror."Giovani won't know..."
*
But when the young man had returned from cleaning himself. His eyes looked around at Giovani's unusual expression.
"Giovani, your father brought you a new piece of jewelry. May I borrow it to go to the party." The words that Fifi spoke.
Giovani stopped his food activity."Actually I wonder why you still live here. While your mother was fired a year ago," he said grinning.
"Ki.we're friends, even like brothers. So---" Fifi sentence interrupted.
"True, to the extent that half of the jewelry my father gave me lent you. The number of your clothes is greater than mine, for you have asked for it with the proposition of a friend. My brother Sakha, who is an adopted daughter, loves me and Jimmy so much. Remember my birthday to give you a gift. Have you ever given a gift?" asked Giovani still faithfully smiling, slicing the meat before him.
While Sakha who came home one night just to celebrate Jimmy's birthday held back her laughter.
The status? Fifi was just a servant's son who was loved because of Giovani. Getting all the facilities as if captured from Giovani. Even the clothes, this woman was completely insane. Not only lazy to learn, but sometimes he mengelasuk ask Giovani's monthly money.
The girl, who did not have a friend, ended up giving half her allowance every month. Fifi's tuition fees are actually borne by Denisa. So too pampered this is the result, all the money spent, always feeling more than the biological child.
Sakha who smiled wryly."Don't know yourself." That was the only sentence he said, fixed on Fifi.
Ruffling Giovani's hair, full of smiles."If you are already fed up with him, find another friend. Get him out of the house before asking for an inheritance because he thinks he's a real child." he continued, walking to the front door with a suitcase. Because today he also had to return to the military academy.
"Giovani is finally sane!" inner Sakha left full of smiles.
While Fifi can only cuss in her heart trying to smile."That's because you have a lot of gifts. That's why I'm too confused as to what gift to give you for your birthday."
Giovani smiled faintly."Not too much, because more than half the reward you took."
"Giovani! We're like your brother don't-" Fifi's words are ignited emotions interrupted.
"Give back the jewelry you borrowed. Including diamond necklaces sold without letters." Giovani stared coldly, at Fifi's face which looked deathly pale.