When Destiny Chose Me

When Destiny Chose Me
Deceived


Huufftt, I took a deep breath after hearing what Mr. Ari said, Never thought that Aisyah was his son. Especially about the accident that Aisyah experienced two years ago.


All this time, I have been friends with Aisyah. It's just that I never know who his parents are and where he lives, because Aisyah is indeed his son quite closed when it comes to his personal life. To the point that I didn't know that Aisyah was the son of one of my papa's close friends.


I came out of my place with Dimas trailing behind me, This time I asked Dimas to take me to Aisyah's burial place in one of the public cemeteries in south Jakarta.


In the middle of the journey, For some reason Aisyah's face just kept crossing my mind. It certainly makes me feel more guilty, never think if Aisyah will be determined to do things that she should not do. The thing where he had to lose his life. Now I just realized, if a heartbroken person would do anything even end his own life without a second thought.


For a moment I realized, If what Aisyah did was quite exactly what I did one year ago, then, Exactly when I accidentally saw and heard the woman I loved doing a hot scene with my close friend, Aditya.


Disappointment can indeed make a person dark eyes. Although the accident that happened to me was not all purely because of the accident, but because of the sabotage that has been done by Pak Ari. Aisyah's Dad.


Dimas was carrying the car at a moderate speed. During the trip I just kept silent not much to say, Still imagined and ringed words Aisyah who expressed her feelings for me.


I love you, Al. I love you so much. I'm sorry I misinterpreted everything


Those words came back and managed to disturb my mind. The guilt is getting worse. I never thought it would be like this.


"Al, we've arrived" Dimas said as he patted me gently on the shoulder.


I was quite surprised. Because indeed during the trip I always imagined the events at the top, until without me knowing, We have arrived at the destination.


"Al, Are you okay?" asked Dimas while gently patting my shoulder


I nodded while looking at her at a glance"I'm fine. Do you want to wait here or go there?" much


"Follow it" he replied"All right, let's get down" I said and got right out of the car.


We both walked together towards Aisyah's grave. From far away I could see the gravestone written Aisha ashari. "Why did I just come to terms with the long name Aisyah" I muttered very slowly. So Dimas couldn't hear it.


After arriving there. I sprinkled rose petals and also splashed them with the water we deliberately bought on the trip a while ago. Seeing that tombstone for some reason suddenly my heart felt very sick. I sat down weakly while rubbing Aisyah's tombstone...


"I'm sorry, Aisyah. I'm sorry I made you like this. I never thought that you would do that after hearing the answer I gave. I'm really sorry" I said softly, until unknowingly the tears just fell.


"Alright, Al. It's all over. You do not need to feel guilty, This is already the destiny that is outlined for him" said Dimas while patting my shoulder slowly.


Hearing that made me lift my face" I know, Dim. But all this is also because of me. If only I hadn't rejected Ayesha at that time, maybe she'd still be alive today" I said, still blaming myself.


"Al, don't blame yourself for what happened to him. You know, if fate had chosen it, what could you do? There aren't. We as humans just need to follow the plot of the scenario properly. And carry out our roles as best we can. Never mind, Maybe now Aisyah is calm in nature there. You just need to pray for and forgive the mistakes he may have made"


I wiped the rest of my tears, Staring at Aisyah's headstone back. "May you calm down there, Ai. I will always wish you the best. For me, you are not only a friend, but also my sister" I said and immediately woke up from there.


When Dimas and I were going home, suddenly a familiar voice hit my hearing. Hearing that voice made me stop my steps, I turned my body towards the figure of a middle-aged man standing at the end there.


"Sir, Ari" I said as I continued to look at Mr. Ari who was walking closer.


"What are you here for? Still not satisfied to see Aisyah like this. Look Alkan, I will never forgive what happened to Aisyah. And one thing you must remember, I WILL NOT LET YOU LIVE HAPPILY!" he said with great emphasis.


*****


Without feeling the day has passed. Night comes with a million beauties up there. I stared at the thousands of stars that were scattered and looked very beautiful. Until not long ago, there was someone who knocked on my bedroom door, who else if not mom.


Geck...Gts ..Gts ..


"Al, can you come in?"


The sound made me walk quickly to my bed. Again pretending to be a blind man who can only stay in bed. .


"Al, did you hear mama" called mama again because I was still silent not answering a word.


"Yes, Ma. Just come in, the door is not locked" I replied


Hearing my words, Mama immediately opened the door of my room, walked over and sat on the edge of the bed.


"Al, can you ask me something about you?"


"Ask what, Ma. Just ask. As long as I can answer for sure I will answer" I replied while looking straight ahead.


"There is no need to pretend to be blind anymore, Mama knows that you can actually see" said Mama while holding my stairs. I don't know from where you can tell that I can actually see.


"Where do you know if I can see?"I asked while looking at my mom.


"It's true what Mom thought. So you can really see baby?" mama said again and hugged me tightly.


Oh, my God, I was fooled. My mother didn't know I could see. It's just that he guessed and made me say it himself.