
The faith yildiz company
07.30 AM
Like yesterday Dominic repeatedly yawns in the morning.
He kept awake all night just for the sake of keeping his sanity level.
Fear if-if khilaf and violate their covenant letter.
He thinks such a foolish agreement has really troubled him lately, he shouldn't have acted rashly and foolishly because of his silliness yesterday.
Amidst his drowsiness Reihan was seen coming in from the front door, carrying a line of files that Dominic had to sign.
As soon as he received the files, the man quickly checked them one by one.
"Is everything well prepared?"
Dominic asked without looking at Reihan, his hands deftly moving to sign one by one the files before him.
"It's sir"
Answer the man quickly.
"That's..."
Reihan was trying to say something, but since Dominic looked a little rushed, he immediately said.
"Have you booked your departure ticket?"
Hearing his master's question, Reihan nodded his head quickly as he said.
"Already, sir"
"That's great"
Dominic said with satisfaction.
After signing all his files, the man immediately gave the map in black to Reihan's hand.
"Tell me"
"Yes?"
"It sounds a little strange, don't laugh and just think about the best answer"
Hearing Dominic's words, the man momentarily frowned.
"What is that, sir?"
He waited for what his master would say with a question mark filled look.
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Dominic's main apartment
22.40 nights
Dominic quickly parked his car into the parking lot of the lower apartment building, then he grabbed his briefcase and a large gold paper bag with a quick movement.
Tonight he should have gone home earlier than usual, but because the work was so urgent and had to do something outside of his working hours for some time in the end he was forced to go home past his usual schedule.
Funny this is for the first time she tried to contact someone just to say she came home late.
It used to be at whatever time he came home, or even not going home even if nothing would worry him.
Except for her Mommy who knew came to her apartment and contacted her because she was worried she would not come back at midnight.
Strangely enough, she tries to contact Zeline and says maybe tonight she'll be home late at night, asking the girl not to wait for her, ask the wife to eat dinner alone and sleep at the usual hour.
And even more funny, he did not have his own wife's mobile number, morat-marit tried to contact the people of the house just to be able to get his own wife's number.
Embarrassing.
The words were so heavy that they came out from behind her lips as she tried to contact Zeline through her mobile phone.
And now he's in a hurry to get back to his apartment.
He thought maybe the wife had fallen asleep in their bed like the nights before.
Therefore he opened the apartment door with a quick movement.
But who would have thought, when he entered the apartment he could see the wife sleeping on the sofa chair, waiting for his return somehow from what time.
Even dinner on the table has not been touched by the girl at all.
Dominic obviously froze, staring in disbelief at what he saw, the man walked slowly closer to his wife and began to sit by supporting her body with both feet.
She stared at the pretty face before her that was sleeping beautifully for some time.
Slowly Dominic's hands resty the hair that slightly covered the beautiful face, then with a slow movement he stroked the girl's face gently.
And suppose he's gone mad, out of concern and afraid that Zeline might wake up with her millions of audacity Dominic kissed Zeline's soft forehead while making a prayer.
اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّيْ أَسْأَلُكَ أَنْ تَحَفَظَ زَوْجَتِيْ مِنَ الْفِتَنِ ظَاهِرِهَا وَبَاطِنِهَا، وَأَنْ تَرْزُقَهَا رِزْقاً حَلَالاً، وَأَنْ تَجْعَلَهَا لِيْ خَيْرَ الزَّوْجَاتِ، وَأَنْ تَجْعَلَنِيْ لَهَا خَيْرَ الْأَزْوَاجِ
It means: “Yes Allah, I ask You, keep my wife from birth and inner slander. Bounty it rizki halal. Make her the best wife for me and make me the best husband for her"
A smile expands from Behind Dominic's lips, for the first time he is afraid to kiss and touch someone who is clearly a halal partner for him.
Dominic was silent for a moment.
If he is your choice, O God, then set the record straight.
I know this isn't love.
True Love between husband and wife is a natural fitrah and in accordance with instinct, which is so it can not be said that it is mandatory according to syari’at or that syari’at have told to practice it, so it can not be said that it is mandatory according to syari’at, but that is enough with the natural impulse of instinct rather than the new command of shari’at.
What a man who imagines that home life is a romantic journey, a beautiful dream, then he is looking for something that does not exist in the real world whose habits will cause fatigue, he said, problems and difficulties.
Allah –Ta’ala-says:
( لَقَدْ خَلَقْنَا الإنْسَانَ فِي كَبَدٍ ) البلد/4 .
“Verily We have created man to be in laborious”. (QS. Al Balad: 4)
طُبِعَت عَلى كدرٍ وَأَنتَ تُريدُها صَفواً مِنَ الأَقذاءِ وَالأَكدارِ
وَمُكَلِّف الأَيامِ ضِدَّ طِباعِها مُتَطَّلِب في الماءِ جَذوة نارِ
He (the world) is struck with a turbid habit.
You want to be clean from all the dirty and muddy.
The one who imposes rolling days deviates from his habits.
He (the world) is like seeking a pinch of fire from the water.
If we understand this, then we will see this life from the appropriate point of view, there is no way to seek perfection and be free from disgrace in this world. And the disgrace that we encounter on ourselves should not be a barrier to continue the journey.
Therefore Umar bin Khattab –radhiyallahu ‘anhu- said to a man who wanted to divorce his wife: “Why would you divorce her ?”
She replied: “I don't love her”.
He said: “Is every household built by love?, then which side of care and responsibility to guard honor ?!! (‘Uyuun Akhyar: 3/18).
Meditate on the word of God –Ta’ala-the following:
( وَمِنْ آيَاتِهِ أَنْ خَلَقَ لَكُمْ مِنْ أَنْفُسِكُمْ أَزْوَاجًا لِتَسْكُنُوا إِلَيْهَا وَجَعَلَ بَيْنَكُمْ مَوَدَّةً وَرَحْمَةً إِنَّ فِي ذَلِكَ لَآيَاتٍ لِقَوْمٍ يَتَفَكَّرُونَ ) الروم/21
“And among the signs of His power is that He created for you wives of your own kind, that you may tend and be at ease to him, and be made among you of love and affection. Verily in that are signs for the people who think”. (QS. From Ruum: 21).