
Without him noticing, Yundhi's tears just shed. His hands clasped tightly onto the ring box he planned to give them when they formally applied. With his hands cupped grasping the ring box Yundhi supported his head which felt increasingly heavy.
Feeling his body start to limp, Yundhi started to curl up at the edge of the bed. His eyes were still faithfully drawing out water, a form of regret that was extremely intense.
"I'm sorry, sorry I was naughty with you, sorry I ignored you" Yundhi said in a raucous voice.
For the first time Yundhi felt the pain of a broken heart. Not only did he feel the tightness, he felt dozens of invisible voices condemning his condition.
He should have put Tiara first. Even in the past he always panicked if Tiara did not answer his call. Then what happened to her two days with Emmy. Those two days were the 2 dumbest days of her life.
"I'm sorry I forgot my promise, but he stays where he is, just the past, and you stay in your position as my future, don't punish me by running away like this," he said again with his hands tightly hugging the ring that he would pin on Tiara's fingers.
Yundhi realized Tiara could not hear him, at least he did it for himself, that Tiara was still in his heart, never replaced by anyone, by any woman.
Tiara's laughter starts to permeate Yundhi's mind, his chatter when angry, his hard attitude if he wants something, Yundhi starts to miss it all.
You never even asked for anything for souvenirs, never asked for anything other than me to come home safely and no red lipstick on the collar of my uniform, she murmured inwardly.
Not only heartbroken, Yundhi slowly began to feel fear. His body felt pain and pain at the same time. His eyes were tightly shut trying to erase the possibility of Tiara actually leaving his life.
No, Ra. Don't leave!
***
Two weeks after losing Tiara, Yundhi looks chaotic like a lost man. During those two weeks he also did not carry out his flying duties and had received a warning letter from his superiors. Perhaps because of being ignorant, Yundhi did not care at all about his career being threatened.
Not only turned chaotic, without realizing it Yundhi is now a cold man. His once friendly figure, suddenly became indifferent to others, even more so to women. If he did not put on a cold face, his gaze would become flat and full of dislike stares on every woman who saw him.
Sekacau-glass appearance Yundhi, still charm can hypnotize the views of women. Some women prefer flat, cold men to gentle, friendly men. Such a type of woman definitely made Yundhi a target. But don't expect Yundhi to see them.
The overwhelming trauma he felt made him antipathy towards other women. He feels that Tiara will not like it if there are women who see it, fearing that she accidentally interacts with women and Tiara sees it without her knowing it like when she was with Emmy. The influence of Tiara's departure was no less great to make Yundhi slumped.
It was still day, but Yundhi had served himself in cans of beer in a club that by day became a cafe deserted visitors. In front of him stood two men of tall stature and semi-formal dress.
Yundhi laughed disdainfully after hearing what the two men said. He then stepped in front of them. Without being able to make any special preparations, Yundhi hit the man one by one with his fists. Make their bodies retreat and almost fall if they do not maintain balance.
The three men looked extremely foolish in front of him and he considered them worthy of his blow. They are hired by Yundhi to find out the whereabouts of Tiara.
"Sorry boss, the woman seemed to have completely vanished. There was not a single hint of his whereabouts," said one of the men, holding the corner of his bloody lips.
"From one woman to another, you're not so smart, get out of here, HURRY!!!" yundhi snarled furiously. His voice echoed throughout the room.
The three men immediately came out in a storm. Feeling afraid that Yundhi would reward them with another blow.
Feeling caught off guard Yundhi also came out of the entertainment venue and immediately headed for the parking lot. Mang Jay was waiting for him in the car.
"Mang Jay remember where last nganter Tiara was?" he sat in the passenger seat.
Mang Jay thought for a moment, then nodded quickly. Not only the two foreign men, Mang Jay also felt afraid if it was too late to give an answer to Yundhi and then got angry if Yundhi was dissatisfied with the answer he heard.
"My earrings are there!"
***
"It's up to Den."
Yundhi's eyes opened after a long time of being closed during the trip. He does not sleep, but is busy recalling his memories with Tiara every time they are in the car.
Yundhi's eyes circled where Mang Jay stopped the car they were riding in.
"SWOT SPOT?" mumbling slowly. "It's a Tiara bimbel." Yundhi immediately got down from the car staring closely at the place. Not only was he shocked, he felt his chest rumble realizing that there was activity going on in that place.
Why didn't it occur to you before, Tiara probably moved to that place and lived there. He half-runs, entering the building past the receptionist standing guard in front. Step up the stairs. He already knew the design of the place because he and Tiara had discussed it.
Yundhi entered a room and gasped in shock at the sight of several people gathered there sitting in groups in a circle of sofas. His eyes scanned one by one the faces in the room and came back disappointed. There is no Tiara. His gaze moved to an empty workbench, but a frame caught his attention. With weak steps, Yundhi walked towards that table. He knew for sure it would be Tiara's desk. But where is the owner?
His hand grabbed the frame on the table, his photo with Tiara, looking at her made Yundhi carve a smile.
"Why did you come here?" jenny's voice broke the silence that had occurred, they had just observed Yundhi and saw what the man was going to do.
"Let's know where Tiara is!" pinta Yundhi while putting the frame back into place.
"Please, Jen. Lo temennya, you must know." Yundhi's voice weld.
"Keep what? His girlfriend or not? Her husband or not? The second most important person after his father or not?" jenny's tone went up, "lo should know better," she continued.
" I ____"
"Ga know? You don't know huh? Don't you know where Tiara is? Where were you when she needed you?" Jenny moves ahead of Yundhi, "even when Tiara just needs to hear your voice, you can't love. What are my friends *******?" Jenny pushed hard on Yundhi's chest until she almost fell down.
But Jenny hasn't stopped, "want you now run her? What do you want to promise? Mending Lo is grateful not to be an eyewitness to the destruction of Tiara. Enough me to see him destroyed no rest, because LO GA IMPORTANT, NGERTI?" jenny shouted right in front of Yundhi's face.
Ivan pulls Jenny's body which starts uncontrollably ignited emotions while Mimi pulls Yundhi out of the room to let them escape the hot atmosphere that has the potential to disturb students who are studying there.
"We-we don't know the whereabouts of Tiara, you wasted her nuisance here," Mimi said as she forcibly pulled Yundhi's body.
"Where can this bimbel walk while he doesn't exist?"
"Lo nanya gini, meaning you don't know Tiara yet, he can go through the plan without having to intervene. He has arranged everything in such a way. We were given each other's assignments via email before he disappeared. Stay met, communication, that's it. Bimbel participants have been there so aja, schedule, operating costs, everything is neat and he uses personal funds," said Mimi at length.
Yundhi's eyes widened to look at Mimi.
"What's? Don't you know about this?" Mimi laughed mockingly.
"Lo, tell me everything!" this time it was Yundhi who pulled Mimi's sleeve.
Shirt sleeves?
Although Mimi is Tiara's best friend, Yundhi still does not want any physical contact, her antipathy is still active, however Mimi is a woman, right?
What if Tiara suddenly comes and sees her doing a skinship with Mimi.
***
They sat in a dining place in a row of Tiara bimbels. Mimi may be more lenient than Jenny until Yundhi dares to force Tiara's best friend to tell her about Tiara.
"Everything, the elo know about Tiara, no matter how small it is tell me, I-k-rang!" yundhi said with emphasis at the end of his sentence.
Mimi is actually lazy to serve Yundhi, but seeing Yundhi's appearance that is much different from before Tiara disappeared, Yundhi who is now disheveled, makes her a little pity.
"Tiara used private funds to open her bimbel, from the beginning she did not get a sponsor." Yundhi sighed. "He does have a special fund for this bimbel, possibly from the monthly money that his father transfers and results in tutoring in many places since he was in college," Mimi continued.
Yundhi bowed, he was a little upset why Tiara did not use her money to run the bill, Yundhi would gladly give all the money she had for Tiara.
"All of us who are managers, who replace him now it's got an email from him, but the email is not active again when I want to bales. I think he removed it so he wouldn't leave a trace. Tiara was completely hidden," Mimi recalled with a sad look.
"Including Ivan?" ask Yundhi suddenly.
"Yes, Tiara needs Ivan, he's the management boy, so he's arranging everything on this stand."
Yundhi just nodded.
"Gue wants to confirm something, you know Tiara met your ex in the middle of the road to her graduation place at that time?"
"You mean?"
Mimi shook her head inexhaustibly, Yundhi turned out to miss a lot of things about Tiara.
"From the beginning he already knew the former lo back, but he believed more that you would not find your ex again, he was very sure that he was your future."
Yundhi scooped a frustrated face.
"Gue firmly, I never turn away and Tiara is my future, no one will replace him."
" Oh yeah? Well, if I tell you again I'm not sure you can swallow," said Mimi in a condescending tone.
"What?"
"Your ex has a sister, right? We, the three of you heard the name lo called the same ex-lo's sister who I or Tiara did not know his name, when we were in the toilet of the cinema. Lo nanyain reportedly, nanyain when the former lo back from abroad, ask in the news you want to meet."
This time Yundhi felt slapped, he remembered that time, Tiara's graduation day.
"The night you were supposed to celebrate Tiara's graduation day, she got cum laude. I'm her best friend, but I'm sure she actually wants it to be the same lo, but she instead invited us to watch," Mimi bowed in light of the incident.
"We already nudge lo macem-macem, but he keeps aja belain lo, I sprain the slightest he's not angry to lo, do not want to suspect anything to elo. As long as you betray him in the back, I'm sure you'll be satisfied."
"Gue never had any intention of betraying him, me and Emmy are now just friends, I'm just stupid story about Emmy same him from the beginning," Yundhi said in a regretful tone.
"New nyesel lo. Ah, I almost forgot. You should thank me very much Mr. Deki."
"You mean the new teacher? Why?"
"He's the one who changed the position of the time Tiara found Adib's uncle collapsing. He nolong Tiara from the beginning."
Again Yundhi felt his ego stifled.
"Hm, I'll remember."
"So busy lo reunian same ex, until not have time just nanya tiara news. Jenny's right you should be thankful you didn't see Tiara that much. At Adib's uncle's house, I knew he had a mother and a half-sister. Tu son is really good again nanggung mother equally adeknya. All the pulpits we love to Aunt Helma. Tiara that message for Revelation. There's Uncle Adib's eyes in Revelation's eyes, he sees it."
Mimi then stood up, wanting to leave Yundhi.
"Repair yourself, I can only help you get here" Mimi said, turning around.
"Have you asked Sahrul? As a superior he probably knows better than we do" Mimi closed without turning to look at Yundhi.
About Sahrul?