When That Taste Starts to Gone
About Zee

My name is Zee Anastasia daughter, I am 27 years old now, and I am married, have a daughter who is now 9 years old, which I named Moon. And a husband named Satria Pratama who is now 31 years old, only 4 years different from me, we married when I was not even 18 years old, and he was about 21 years old.

I have a little sister named Zhea Anastasia Putri, she is now 15 years old, and our names are just different in front of her, while our last names are the same.

My parents divorced when I was in Junior High, and my sister was a child, because the distance between me and my sister was quite far, which was 12 years, the feeling of destruction encompassed my feelings, and after the divorce, it didn't last long before my parents got married, until finally their affection had begun to wane to us, and we decided to stay with grandma, parents of my mother.

Since childhood we have been foster by grandmother, because our mother included career women, as well as the father.

You are already protective to us, let alone to date, close to men alone can not, until the time in the second grade SMK, I have not had a boyfriend.

Some of my best friends already have girlfriends, and envy and curiosity arises in my mind, it must be nice, because there is someone who loves, loves, and cares, that's my mind, because the affection of both parents I rarely get.

And accidentally I met Satria, when he accidentally hit me, because I walked while daydreaming, and it turns out Satria is the one who lives in the village with me.

When the accidentally meeting was, I began to get close to Satria, even very in love with her, I just knew what her name was like, it was very fun.

We were dating quietly, silently, without a smile, because if you knew, you would be very angry with me.

I was so happy, the attention I didn't get from my father and mother, now I got from Satria, and in two months of courtship, Satria asked for permission to ask for my lips, at first I did not understand, until finally Satria did her, my first kiss with Sastria, Satria was very good at playing her kiss, like a very experienced person.

And because of that kiss, I started to get hooked, and I felt really happy that Satria kissed my lips again, whereas in my heart and my mind, there was always guilt, wrong for doing this, and lying to Mom and Dad.

But, when he met Satria, he always did that to me, my body could not resist, my heart and mind were opposite to my body, which was even opium with Satria's lips. Until the moment the kiss started to come down to my neck, and now Satria's hands started squeezing my breasts.

I was suffocating, and pushing Satria, I thought it was too late, and I didn't want it to happen. However, with her affection, Satria whispered a soft word in my ear, and assured me that this would be fine, Satria just wanted to prove her love to me.

I was a fool, believing that I was shaking my head, and receiving a kiss from Satria again, and that Satria's hand was squeezing my breast, and her hand began to slip into my shirt, and into my bra, and at once I squirm with my keenness as Satria begins to twist my pu ting.

And that night, I finally gave it all to Satria, gave my virginity to her, and it kept repeating, until I got pregnant. At first I didn't know I was pregnant, but when I was interning at a top hospital in town, I started to feel something strange in my body, I used to get sick and vomit, and my stomach, and my stomach, the hard terrace at the bottom, I can't remember the last time I came to the moon, because I didn't think about it.

I ignored it, until my aunt, Wulan, started to feel something strange about my body, and she immediately told my parents.

There was a furore in my extended family, my aunt went to my homeroom, and explained this to my homeroom teacher, because the news of my pregnancy had not been circulating at school, the homeroom teacher advised me not to go to school first, and he would talk about this to the principal.

For fear that my father was angry and might commit violence to me, I was deliberately alienated while in the place of my grandmother, the parents of my father.

I felt locked up there, I was not allowed by my grandmother to hold a cell phone, until my communication with Satria was cut off. I could only cry, and had a few times to beat my stomach, I was so sorry, I had already ruined my own life.

Mom came to see me at my grandmother's place, she could only cry while hugging me, and so did I, I couldn't stop crying and saying sorry.

Mother was not angry with me, even strengthened me, and she said that she was the one who should apologize, because all this time never paid attention to me, until finally I had to get caught up in this. Mom took me to the gynecologist, and how surprised my mother and I were when I found out that if my gestational age was seven months, it only took me two more months, I had given birth.

He was not angry with me, and he gave me some money so I could buy whatever I wanted. But there was one word that made me sad, you said that I should forget Satria, and not remember it anymore. That was my last message when I wanted to go home.

I again grieved, and cried, as I could forget Satria, and what the Father meant, whether the father would separate me from Satria, and what about the child I bear, this kid is Satria, his head wants to break, I don't know what he's going to look like.

And shortly afterwards, Aunt Wulan came to see me, she said that if all the problems were over, my family and Satria's family had met, and agreed to marry us, but just marry betel, because after I give birth later I will still be alienated, because after giving birth I will return to school, whether negotiating what you do with the principal, because after giving birth I will go back to school, I could still go to school there.

I was happy to hear the news from Aunt Wulan, and after the wedding took place, you still forbade me to meet Satria, because you hate Satria so much.

However, Aunt Wulan tried to convince Father, that the husband is what I need now, because my condition is currently pregnant, and finally the Father resigned, and allowed Satria to meet me, because of my condition, but the hate is still in my heart.

The sadness that I had experienced these few months finally began to fade, yes even though I still continued to be confined in my grandmother's house, but I was glad that Satria often visited me, and noticed me.

And when the day of the birth came, all the families gathered at the grandmother's house, because my marriage and pregnancy were still in secret, I finally gave birth at the grandmother's house, not at the hospital.

I cried as soon as I heard the sound of my baby crying, yes my son, a beautiful baby girl, and I hope that one day he will bring happiness to my family.

Two weeks after giving birth, I went straight down to school, all my friends were staring at me with strange eyes, I'm sure they were gossiping about me right now, but I didn't care, and fortunately, my best friend welcomed me, I have 10 friends, and one of them is also a man.

They knew everything about me, including my pregnancy, marriage, and the birth of my son.

I feel so lucky to have friends like them.

In my homeroom school, I asked me to speak with four eyes, my body felt like it was shaking, I thought that my homeroom teacher whom I considered my second parent would scold me, or give me bad news about school, but it's not.

Ms. Fatimah, my homeroom teacher hugged me, she asked me about my news and my son, Ms. Fatimah said that she had tried to convince the principal to accept me after giving birth, it was also actually through a lot of consideration, Ms. Fatimah regretted that until I dropped out of school on the street, because only waiting for 6 months more, I had graduated from school.

And after two months of giving birth, I finally graduated from school, I was able to receive my visa, I am very grateful, and this is also thanks to the Father, because said Bu Fatimah and Aunt Wulan, who was also a mother, It was you who tried to keep going - and went to see my principal and begged me to stay in school.

After graduating from school, Satria and I began to appear, we began to take care of our marriage license in the religious court, and also began to contract the house. However, when the exam began to come, Satria arrived - just got fired from his workplace, but at that time we really needed the cost.

And since then, Satria's attitude changed, he started to cool down and often act harshly towards me, yes maybe he was not ready to accept all this, he said, or maybe I just saw the real attitude and nature of the real Satria, because actually I only dated Satira for a few months, and because of my stupidity this all happened.

But as the saying goes, rice has already become porridge, I just live it, I'm sure Satira loves me, as well as me, maybe Satria is just not ready to get married, maybe, although I am actually the same. But I must remain patient and hope that one day Satria will change, and return to what she used to be..

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