
The next morning, I woke up early. Do not let yesterday happen again. Not only because of the work I do so there is no use for it, my monthly shopping money from my husband also reduced. I had to turn my brain so that the money that was left could be enough to eat in this house until the end of the month without reducing the level of delicious food in this house.
The day in the kitchen, the same thing came back I heard..
"As that woman you should take care of your body Gina! Don't be like a gini elephant!!! You must be diligent in sports so thin. Your meal portions should also be taken care of. Don't eat to eat your work. Besides being able to make you fat like this, your habits can make Aditya become poor. Look at!! your fat on your body overcomes the sins of this one complex person when collected.” His lecture was as if his body was slim.
Just for Information, my mother-in-law, her body is the same as mine! Maybe our weight is the same. I don't know if the reflections in my mirror and the room were different, but she always felt slimmer than me.
"Yes, mom. I'll try to be skinny." My answer to please her rather than this matter is so long.
"Don't just talk about Gina! Proof dong!! Six years you've been here, my mom hasn't seen you exercise once. After you finish cleaning the house and cook, you go straight to the room. And sleep, right? That's really a bad habit. Then your body that used to be instantly turned into a mother elephant like that. Though mami used to be proud of your body like a model. But after giving birth to your blind child, you even widened!!!" His tukas make this ear red.
“So what does he hope after all this work, I have to connect with sports? Just be right. Instead of being skinny, I'm afraid I'm innallah.
"Later Gina try ma'am." Maybe because I got used to it, the end of a soothing answer came back from my mouth. Because arguing with her will only make all my moods break.
Fortunately, my husband never complained about me. She said that I was the best woman God sent to be his wife. Because I'm a versatile person, and very patient.
Yes, even though we only have sex once a month but that was enough for me. Because I know Aditya must be exhausted with all his work in the office.
I took my breath as slow as I could to calm my heart. I don't want to reply to his words.
I thought six years of hearing all that stuff would numb my ears, but it turned out to be wrong. The taste remains the same. Equally painful.
"Hey! Did you hear Mom??" Just touch me because I just kept quiet.
"Yes, Gina heard mommy. Gina will try to manage Gina's body as it used to!." I replied slowly swallowing all my sadness and annoyance because of my in-laws speech that I thought was using that brain.
"It's good that you understand. Prepare your lunch quickly! Aditya and Rosa will have lunch at home. But Aditya called said it to mami.” said as if there was nothing wrong with his words.
“Rosa.......?”