Who Is The Mysterious Man Who Appears In My Dream
Episode 15's
Ai's conversation began
"Assalammualaikum wr.wb. hello...how are you all? May healthy always Aamiin... If there are less healthy may soon recover Aamiin..."
"today's episode tells of me always holding back my anger, resentment, emotions and more." a little moody.
"why?" answer the reader's questions.
"the reason is.because I'm afraid of people who are not too easily angry and even toward holding back anger.." speak as calmly as possible.
"you must have heard these words 'the angry man is very dangerous or scary when he is very angry but... A quiet person will be even more frightening when he is angry especially if a quiet person holds back his anger' Surely you've heard of it?"
"some even liken if a quiet person can not hold his anger he will explode like a volcano or a bomb so he has released the anger that he is quiet"
"how's the story? Please read directly.welcome to read"
Ai's conversation is over.
...Don't hold it! Sometimes you also have to let go of your emotions, your anger, and your resentment...
At school, precisely the hour home from school, Ai looks finished picket and is throwing garbage from her class.
"......" Ai speechless.
"(looking towards the old wooden stick of the broom handle)"
"tap.tap..tap" approaching wooden stick.
"tap" stops.
"(take the wooden stick)"
"......." stared at the wooden stick.
"ggggrrrkkkttt" gripped the tonkat wood firmly.
"reeaaakk!!!" smash a wooden stick into a stone.
"tukkrr..traakk.." sound of pieces of wooden sticks.
"(releasing pieces of wooden stick to the ground)"
"....."
"tap.tap...tap" walk away and go home.
Ai walked away from the place where she hit the wooden stick in half, as Ai realized as soon as someone saw what Ai was doing.
"tap tap tap" someone walked towards where Ai had just been.
"(stop)"
"......" stared at the wooden stick and took it into two pieces.
"this.this wooden stick may be a little thin so easily broken but..."
"are you that angry... My best friend?"
At night Ai decided to rest and sleep, and before long she entered into a dream and in a dream...
A cloudy day with a slightly cold and unfriendly atmosphere, the atmosphere in the villa was a bit sinister more precisely in the martial training room Ai was standing still while looking down and bitching that happened in the school.
"......" Ai looked towards the floor.
"(clenching hands)"
"...." Ai's gaze turned into a glare.
"don't think you're here..." I just arrived.
"Huh!?" reawakened.
"(looking towards Akak)"
"......." Ai speechless.
"are you here for martial arts training or something?" walk towards Ai.
"......" Ai just shut up.
"Well! Yeah.wait a minute" I'm preparing something.
"......" Ai still doesn't want to talk.
"nahh is done... Ai..."
"(looking towards Akak)"
"Huh!!??"
As Ai looked towards Akak, she prepared a punch target doll and a baseball bat.
"(Not approaching Ai)"
"this.take" gave the baseball bat.
"for what?"
"take me.." give.
"(Ai picked up a baseball bat)"
"....." staring at baseball.
"what else are you waiting for?"
"Huh?! what's?"
"hit the target doll..."
"....." Ai's confused.
"Don't hold it! Sometimes you also have to let go of your emotions, your anger, and your resentment"
"Deg!" astounded.
"are you surprised! How do I know..if you are now holding back your emotions, anger and resentment?"
"......" Ai speechless.
"Know... Because I can see and feel you being angry..."
"......"
"......" looked at Akak.
"Side you can vent everything you hold, now let go of everything! Get all your emotions out! Wake off all your anger! Your frustration! Toward the target doll take out everything you hold back.remember what makes you upset and angry, remember! Remember!"
"(The one who wants what makes him angry and upset)"
"remember Ai! Remember!"
"Aaaaaaa.." yelling.
"butts!" hitting the target doll.
"....." I saw Ai.
"(The one gasping for air)"
The target doll that Ai hit with a direct dent (the target doll is made of wood and thin iron) looks Ai's face so angry and upset about what happened to her earlier at school, I kept telling Ai to vent all the resentment, anger and emotions she was holding back, Ai vented everything she was holding back, she said, continue to hit the target doll until finally (1 minute later) the target doll is destroyed and no longer shaped.
"(The one gasping for air)"
"have you vented everything?"
"....." Ai is not answered.
"Don't..."
"(looking towards Akak)"
"if you are still angry.you can vent again to the target doll, but then you have finished venting everything... Take the water in this tub." thrust the water in a small tub.
"....." stared at the water in the tub.
"(dropping a baseball bat)"
Ai approached Akak and took the water from the tub with her hands and washed her face...
"hahhh..hahhh...hahh.." panting.
"(sitting on the floor)"
"(Akak put down the tub and gave Ai a small towel)"
"....." received the towel.
Akak invites Ai to sit leaning against the dingding, then Akak gives drinking water to Ai, after drinking water silence between them appears, a few minutes later Akak also opens the conversation...
"has it calmed down?"
"mmm..." Ai cuddling.
"feel better?"
"mmm..."
"sorry.thank you..."
"among friends there is no word of apology and thanks" looked at Ai.
"......" looked at Akak.
"want to tell me what happened?"
"mmm..."
Ai told me what she was going through at school, he was bullied as usual by a male friend (his class) and as usual Ai did not care too much and did not cry babble or ridicule his male friends even until all his classmates tested him Ai tetao was silent not caring.
"what makes you so angry?"
"they carried my parents' name in their mockery of me and their ridicule was outrageous"
"......" I'm starting to get upset.
"i can stand it if I am ridiculed, but I can't stand it if my parents are ridiculed especially my mama who is calm in heaven"
"(the baseball bat that Akak held was broken in two because Akak gripped it strongly)"
"automatically I was angry and went straight to the boy, I didn't care if he wanted to keep clawing at his arm, my tire, the table, I didn't care if he wanted to keep clawing at me, the wall and chasing after the boy I noticed a lot of my scratch marks in class"
"......" stared at Ai's fingers.
"and finally the teacher came, I told him what happened, while the boy was still shocked and shocked even all the classmates were also surprised because for the first time they saw me angry (because I was never angry).
"(I'm not calming him down)"
"so so..."
"cnn..."
"important now everything you hold has been evaporated...and already feel relieved?"
"emm..has been relieved..."
"but is that okay? Evaporate like that?"
"it's okay.if detained continue even will endanger yourself and others"
"cnn..."
"alright.how about we make ice cream to eat snacks..."
Ai and Akak went from the practice room and went to the kitchen to make ice cream. After making ice cream they ate ice cream together while watching the anime movie detective conan who fought kaito kid. And Ai's anger is gone.
In the morning Ai woke up from her dream, after sitting down she was watching what happened yesterday at school and Akak's advice while in the dream...
"......" Ai speechless.
Ai's conversation began
"nahh.that's what happened...I helped me to release all my stress, anger, emotions, and frustration and he told me about the advice of all my teachers, which I had forgotten since that day...I can slightly return my anger...
"......" smiled.
"if you've ever met me or heard about me from friends, upperclassmen, underclassmen, teachers and people around me if I'm rarely angry it's 'Right' because I can control my emotions a little bit"
"all right.so first for today.thanks for reading... See you soon, dadahh..."
"wasalammualaikum wr.wb."