WHOSE SIDE
9: ACCEPT

Tina's house at 17:20 pm..

I packed Tina's textbook because today's tutoring is over and today's the last day for me to teach tutoring in Tina. The student I taught 4 years ago.

"Learn more vigorous even though I will not be taught, if you need help staying my chat. Wanna?" I said before I left. Tina was silent just lowered her head.

I've spoken to Tina's father. He said, Tina can not tutoring at home anyone is afraid later Tina even not focused on learning. It's true what Tina's father said. Because this type of Tina can not focus on learning if not alone. Disappointed anyway. Yeah how are you doing again?. That's right Ryan said. Must take off one.

"Don't be sad I'm not going anywhere–"

Suddenly, Tina hugged me tightly and there was soon a cry. "A. I don't want another teacher. I'm afraid he can't teach like a brother. I'll confide in who if again upset hiks. hyks.."

"Teacher it all the same, the beginning is indeed a long time later Lo already habit.if Lo is still confused ask me. Don't cry like I've been away for a long time" I said. She let go of my embrace and looked at me with sadness.

"Learn the pinter, don't date the grandiose, okay? I'm sorry" my pamit. Then I got up and walked out of Tina's room.

"It's over?" Ask Tina's father who is sitting on the sofa.

"Yes om, I say home–"

"Wait!" Prevent him from getting up and approaching me with a paper bag. He gave the paper bag to me.

"Thank you," I said.

"Together, hm... Speaking of les. I allowed Tina les at Jihan's house," I was immediately shocked. For some reason, Tina's father suddenly changed his mind.

"THE PA!" Tina cried out when the boy appeared behind me.

"yes, but papa wants you to go to the favorite High School" Tina immediately hugged her papa it was a pleasure to the point that she kissed him on the face. For the first time I saw Tina and her papa as romantic as that. Usually they are both indifferent and cold.

"Thank you, I'm so sorry I'm so papa"

"Yes. study hard."

"Ready commander!" Tina behaves like a soldier.

"Yes, I'm going home. Tomorrow I'll pick Tina up after work" I said before leaving.

"Yes, be careful and thank you" said Tina's heartfelt father. I nodded and went to the exit of the house.

Pleased. Certainly. This feeling suddenly mixed. Happy and haru. And I hope papa and the boy's relationship is okay.

And now let's head to the twins' house.

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THE TWINS' HOUSE.. AT 17:45 PM

"Thank God if the papa agrees," Rian said as he gave me a drink.

"Alhamdulillah," I said as I looked at the twins who were focused on doing what I was giving.

"Mama came home.— he again studied, sorry" mbak Jihan brother Rian just came home from the office.

"Mom I want to talk" I said. Ma'am Jihan was sitting next to me.

"What omong?" His whisper.

"Bak so gini.—"

"He wants permission to tina les in this house with the twins" Rian said.

"Gpp really, let the twins be happy there is a new friend. Butwhy? How did Tina get to tutoring here? How's papa?" Tanya wonder about Jihan.

"I..—"

"He got a job but didn't want to stop. I give her advice she stops teaching, she doesn't want to. Even though the work is tiring especially cleaning service work. Fortunately, Papa Tina allowed her son to study here" again this sompral cut off my conversation. My body suddenly hot wants me to feel like a spear.

Ma'am Jihan nodded in understanding, "okay I agree, as long as I'm not disturbed to learn." Said mbak Jihan.

"My brother agrees" said Rian.

"Gue don't gudeg!" I said pissed.

"Yes, you guys don't be weird" said Jihan and went to her room.

"Nyamber is the mouth of a fire!" My insinuation to Rian who was sitting relaxed.

"Old," said Cuek. One word for myself. Patience.

The twins handed over their duties to me in unison.

"Now, open the book. Starting from Dina first yes read it" I ordered. Dina nodded and the two twins opened their reading books.

"This is brother?" Tanya Dina pointed out the last path she read. I also nodded.

Dina sighed and started to read it slowly. New knowledge is also learning. While Dani focused on hearing Dina's reading while waiting for her turn.

"Turtle and rabbit.—"

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House.at 20:12 pm..

"Rara came home" I cried faintly as soon as I entered the house.

"Ra, here sit" the first lady ordered. There were guests there too. My grandmother.

I walked and sat in front of the two men. Mom and grandma. Looked at me seriously.

"Today you meet the dawn?" Ask grandma directly to the point.

'Okay, let's finish this' my inner self.

"Yes" I replied briefly.

"Did you tell him you rejected him after you met his mother?" Ask mom in a high tone. For the first time. Mother pitched like that to me.

"Yes, I refused" I said firmly.

"How can you say that stupid thing?! God, I can't believe this" mom looks frustrated, upset and angry.

"Why did you refuse? Obviously he's a nice guy and from a good family, Ra!" This time Grandma snaps at me.

Brak!!

"But what?! What kind of man do you want?! Rian's? Temen you almost killed that guy?! Huh?!" Mother's strait is angry.

"Don't bring anyone else, if you don't know the truth." I said sharply.

"Then tell me why you rejected him?" Ask grandma.

"Because I got a job. Didn't Grandma say 'it's better to get married than you're struggling to find work' 'in fact I got a job and I don't want to get married." Obviously I pressed the word 'no' to be clearly heard by him. Then I went to my room.

I locked my door so no one would come in. And I just stuck it in the bed.

"How can he say that, ma'am.hiks.."...

I heard Mom's words out there. I closed my eyes and tried to neutralize my emotions.

"Don't cry... Don't cry Ra.." I'm alone.

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"NO DAD!" I woke up from the same nightmare again. I have a clock that shows at half-one.

I rubbed my forehead full of cold sweat.

Tok.dok..

"Ra.. Why are you?" I was shocked half to death hearing mother's cry from outside. I don't know why my mom still hasn't slept at this hour? Usually they sleep.

"It's okay" he said.

"Get out son, let's eat first" my mother told me.

Here's mommy. Although he was angry it would definitely come back as normal. I got up and decided to leave the room.

That's how out I saw the mother who was sitting down drinking tea while watching television as usual. I approached him because the food prepared by my mother was nearby.

"Mother didn't sleep?" I asked so sitting there. Take the food and eat it right away.

"I can't sleep, why are you yelling at me to call my father's name?" Ask mommy back.

"Daddy's dream," I replied sadly. Indeed, who here is not sad.died father since childhood, continue to mention the name of the father directly to remember sad. Only an unscrupulous fool.

Suddenly silent.

"Mom's sorry." My mother said. I stopped my food and looked at him.

"Sorry mom was yelling at you" he continued, looking sad. When this happens, the heart suddenly breaks.

"Why are you sorry? I'm not wrong" I said.

"Mother did that for your future, Ra. I'm tired of being insulted here and there with people. His ugly son, lazy work, and again a spinster. Moms hurt mother son humiliated like that. Not only that, but she's old too. Age no one knows. If mom's amit-amit will not exist, leave you here alone. What is your fate that there will be no mother? Hiks.. hiks..—"

"Mother does not want you to be a vagabond, mother does not enter Ra. mother does not want mother's children to have the same fate as mother. Hiks..hiks.." Mom's cry instantly broke that second. My tears also flowed out and this chest felt really tight.

"Why are you talking like that?" I am so guilty in this position. Very-very guilty.

"For that, I beg you. Take the dawn, son. I'm very sure he's a good man and can make you happy later. Mother please... I never asked you for anything. Please yes.please.." She begged for the first time.

My head's dizzy. I can't think of anything.

'my god.. Is this my path?' inner praying.

I grab my phone and press the call button on the dawn number.

"Yep? Zera?" Say dawn as soon as the phone is picked up. I looked at my sobbing mother crying in front of me.

"Sorry, interrupt your night" I said.

"Well, no problem, what's wrong?"

'god if this is my way then sincerely my heart and strengthen my heart, and if this is not true then show it to me'..

With a single gust I said, "Sorry for the words that were said when we met. After I think about it. Will you continue this relationship?" I said forcefully.

"Ah?!. are you sure? Holy hooch! All right if you agree to it" he said, sounding happy on the phone.

I saw my mom start smiling on her face. I pulled out my plate and went into my room. The phone is still on.

"And I want to say something again" I said quietly as I locked the door.

I walk you from the door so you can't be heard from the outside.

"Tell me,"...

"This is first for me I mean this matchmaking. For that I will try to open my heart to you, so I hope you are patient." My speech.

"I know and I will make you open your heart to me. So we both learn"

"Thank God you understand,"

"When will we meet again? I'm really impatient" he said, sounding excited.

"Let me know if there's time, thank you and good night"

Tut..

I immediately decided on the call unilaterally. And now my head was suddenly dizzy after dying until I slumped to sit on the floor.

"Jeez.. Why is it like this?" My group was confused by the circumstances that were not on my side.

From now on I trust God. What fate will take me?

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**don't cry, huh? not to the point of this. okay. hopefully happy. sorry if the update is a bit long because the author also makes it while crying..

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