WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE WOMAN WHO IS HURT
Chapter 6

Ratih is now at his home he is still very hit by all this problem is not an easy thing for him. Ratih cried again in his room without knowing what should be like in his mind raging what will happen in the future whether he really should divorce from the husband or take it back.

because until now even Ratih never get any news at all from Asril, even he sent via chat was never reply even though the message had been read he was on the phone even Asril never wanted to lift it.

actually, Ratih only wants certainty but somehow in the mind of Ratih raging he thought about whether the husband had slept with the woman and then he had to be like where if he returned he was very disgusted because found her husband had slept with others which woman would share her husband's body with others which woman would wear the former someone else

"o Allah, I must be what is the greatest test of my life, why do you give me such a great test as to whether I can be patient with this, O God...." Train stared at the window while shedding his tears

"mama.." call Riyan to Ratih.

Ratih also hurriedly wiped away his tears he did not want the son to see if he was crying.

"yes why son" Train turned his body and asked with a smile that must be forced

"father when to go home ma" asked Riyan

"patience you are still busy working" replied Ratih smiled and stroked the child's head just his puppet

"but Iyan already miss the same father ma, try the father's phone" pinta Riyan with a sad face and eyes already glazed

"loh boys really cry, dear, the father of work yes already mama telfon father yes" said Ratih gently by removing tears from his child he tried to toughen for the sake of the child

Ratih also took his phone on the pillow and he looked for Asril's number and called him but several times he called Asril did not pick up the phone at all. Ratih also took the initiative to send a chat message to Asril

[as your child misses meeting you, please pick up my phone] Ratih sends chat to Asril but still no reply when the message has been read

"Huhhhh...." Ratih took a rough breath and looked at the son

"gimana ma" asked Riyan Ratih to shake his head and answer

"father did not pick up his phone, son, maybe the father was busy again " replied Ratih with a heavy heart to lie to his son saying the father was busy

"yes it's okay, if that's what I want to play" Riyan also moved from where he stood and then out of his mother's room

instantly crumbling defense Ratih held back his tears so as not to spill in front of his son, it was very heartbroken to find the son missed his father

" O God I must what now pity Riyan he misses his father very much but his own father does not have the heart he so much heart to his son, his father, how will it be if Riyan does not like his father and forgets his father because his own father's treatment is not good for him.....!! O Allah strengthen my heart until I find the truth" said Ratih in his heart

"Astagfirulah..." Ratih was really surprised by the friendly photos sent by his friend

then before long his phone rang and it was the phone from the friend

"hello Yati" replied Ratih by wiping away her tears

"sorry yes Ratih I sent you a photo it is not my intention to make your household destroyed but I'm the same you because you are in hianatin your own husband please forgive me yes" yati said the name of a friend of Ratih

"iya Yati is okay, I thank you because you already know me" replied Ratih sobbing

"Train you cry yes, don't cry Rat I'm sorry if I'm wrong" Yati said across the street

"nothing Yati, you are not wrong just now my eyes are open because of the information from you he has always only considered me as his lustful gratifier, not because he loves me" replied Ratih sobbing how hurt he was remembering all his sacrifices so far that were not considered at all

"have dong do not cry I'm really kasian same you Ratih husband like Arya does not deserve sincere love from you" said Yati in an emotional tone

"mmm...Yati already yes I want to put my mind first" said Ratih

"yes Rat" the phone was turned off

Ratih back sobbing inside to his own luck at home no one's parents have not been home while his sister also has not come home from school because she just stepped on 3rd grade High School. so no one knew that he was crying, he was content to cry and locked himself in the room

really into something that makes her uncomfortable ugly thoughts raging in her brain household problems of this magnitude should he pendam himself tell the parents he could not if the parents also thinking about his problem.

Ratih thinks if time can be turned back he does not want to know the Asril in his life he wants to throw away Asril in his life. but it is still just a dream because time cannot turn back

because of the soul mate, death, the windfall that God has set in front of him will be how we as humans do not know only to accept the provisions and accept fate alone.

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