
Let me reveal my dark history
How much am I a submissive?
“Dohee, I need 100,000 won now. My aunt suddenly got a disease. He has been taking good care of me since I was a child. I'm very sad. Now.”
“What should I do?”
Before dying, I felt sorry for Senior Hanjoon, whose family relatives were given misfortune every week.
He had been stuck on the young man, like a pod that was about to fall because of an obvious lie.
“I'm sorry. Dohee. I'll pay you as soon as I have the money.”
I even told Kim Hanjoon not to send 100,000 won and comfort him.
What if my bank account is empty, he says he likes me. I'll set aside some money for food and coffee, and a part-time job will be coming soon.
In an extreme mental victory, he pulled a bag with a heavy junk laptop and went to the library next to the engineering center.
“Oh, I'm sleepy.”
I was tired before I even started working on the heaped tasks.
I needed a glass of sweet latte, but I didn't have any money, so I suddenly realized.
When calculating with a bit of a cold head, it seemed like the money Han Joon had borrowed was almost 500,000 won.
Can he pay me a little early?
However, I felt regret urging Han Jun, who had been desperate due to a series of tragedies, to give me money.
I just bit my nails and turned on my laptop.
[Everything, please send organized data today.]
I left a message in the group chat room because I had a temporary announcement about my main group project this week. The number of messages continued to decrease, but there was no reply for a while.
[Sister Dohee. Im sorry. I got the flu. I trained for the reserve force today. Can you send it tomorrow? Sorry]
If I get a late reply, it's a normal thing. Some people just read and ignore kakaotalk.
Maybe because I have experienced it so much. Everything was uncooperative, but I couldn't think of anything either.
Once again I summarized the material to be announced, saying that the tuition was expensive and I had to learn more.
I woke up in the library late at night hungry after doing homework.
I dragged a tired body to the convenience store and stopped walking because of the smell of smoky cigarettes and the sounds I heard.
“Ah shit, don't step on it because it's new.”
Kim Han-joon, who is supposed to be at the funeral right now, casts a curse with thick cigarette smoke.
His interlocutor was the one from the same group who said he should go to the reserve force training today.
“Is this a limited edition N brand shoe? How'd you get it? In a second everything sold out.”
“I managed to get it from the reseller. Damnit. Don't take my jokbalku.”
“Too expensive to get it from reseller, where do you have money?”
“I got it from a fool.”
Kim Han-Jun's reply, made me feel the back of my head buzzing.
Fool, fool, fool. Those two words echoed in my head.
“The fools of this world gave you money.”
“Yoon Dohee.”
“Oh, Yoon Dohee.”
The student who returned nodded with an understanding look.
Wow, you can understand just by listening to my name. Am I being helpful as a fool?
“He is in one group. But will he give you money if you ask for money?”
“I made an excuse to go to the funeral, but I didn't know he would be easily fooled at any time.”
“Wow, Kim Han-jun. You're so crazy.”
“I'm not a bad person. Yoon Dohee was a fool who was fooled by a bag of gum just because she did a little bit of work well.”
“Dohee. I like you because you are good.”
Kim Han-joon's words kept ringing in my head.
Surprisingly, I didn't cry. I felt as if I had been beaten.
“Dohee, you came back here just in time to wash dishes.”
When I dragged my trembling legs and arrived home, my mother pointed her finger at the sink full of dishes.
The one who ate dinner was my younger brother, but I naturally wondered why washing dishes was my part.
‘I'm also hungry.....’.
While I was looking around for food in the empty fridge, this time I heard a conversation between my sister and my mother.
“Bu, give me a tutor. All my friends are getting ready to get in early these days, so they have group or private lessons. Did you know I was the only one going to the course?”
“OK. I'll find a tutor for you.”
My mother's unhesitating reply made me shake the milk in my hand.
I feel nauseous.
This is because my parents who criticized why taking some expensive online lectures, better go to the courses.
I often think that the financial situation in my house is very bad.
My father was an incompetent craftsman and had been a manager for many years, and he had three children. But I have no money because he has no intention of investing in me.
“Yoon Dohee! Went where? Have you washed the dishes?”
Somehow, it's more sad that leaving home without answers is the best rebellion I've ever had.
I should have screamed back.
Why are you discriminating against us? Do I look like a straw bag when I'm quiet?
The late beat in my grief came continuously, I stood by the side of the road and held my nose that was aching from crying.
“Nona, I have to go home, but I lost my transportation card, so please lend me 3,000 won. Please.”
I rubbed my wet eyes and sighed sadly.
I can't believe anyone else is trying to make me a fool again.
I think I've been cheated by this old lady a few times and paid her transportation fee about three times.
‘He was kind enough to take me to bus terminal.’
Kim Han-joon takes money from me every week and this granny takes my money for transportation every week.
Damnit. You both think I'm a fool.
‘I am very happy to know after being hit many times.’
At this point, I can't help but know. The homeless man walking on my street is********fucking.
As Kim Han-joon said, I'm a fool for always being nice.
“Dohee we are very good. “
“I like Dohee because it's good.”
This should be interpreted as ‘I am very comfortable because Dohee is a fool’, but I do not know why such an important enlightenment came just before I died.
“Nona, give me 3,000 won!”
The homeless man grabbed my arm and got angry.
If the manners continued, I knew it was true, but when I saw that grandma was out of bounds, it made me very angry.
“I don't have a dime. Let go of me!”
“Then it's only 2,000 won. Only 1,000 won!”
I got into a fight with the grandmother in front of the road, and then came a speeding motorcycle and hit me.
I died in vain and reincarnated.
In reserve harem rate 19, inside the body of a criminal!!.
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