WIDOW BY WIFE
CHAPTER 12. FEELING HELPLESS _MIDJ

After that Erlita closed the door of the room loudly, causing the sound of her body pounding so trembling. He deliberately did not go to the room occupied by his sons and daughters. Because he did not want to disturb the rest of his children.

When in fact Abian his eldest son had heard their quarrel.Hunto silence Abian was crying while hugging Aska his sister.

Erlita fell back behind the closed door. Erlita's crying is spilling over there. "At least Erlita did not expect to be tested with a test of this magnitude." Erlita murmured inwardly as she continued to cry bitterly.

"Oh Allah, I am completely incapable, this is too painful for me. Erlita squeezed the chest firmly, even occasionally Erlita patted the chest tightening the longer the tightness.

"Darling, please open the door. Let me explain everything. It's not all what you imagined." John's voice sounded as a slow knock on the bedroom door.

"Stop mas! stop!!!! Erlita doesn't want to hear anything anymore. Erlita closed her ears with both hands, no longer wanting to hear John's voice that made Erlita's heart more sliced.

For Erlita, everything is clear. He has betrayed Erlita's love he has betrayed the sacred promise he made before everyone. Whatever the reason for the betrayal remains betrayal. There is no term khilaf, because everything must be done consciously. Moreover, the betrayal turned out to have been going on for a very long time.

Honey please open the door Mas really sorry Jhon back banged on the room door. This time it's louder than ever.

No longer wanting to hear John's voice, Erlita threw her body on the bed, then covered her ears with a pillow, Erlita's slashing crying voice was also submerged by the pillow.

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The next morning the clock showed at 06:30 a.m. Erlita had to prepare her son for school. John's voice was no longer heard. I don't know what he's doing right now, maybe he's sleeping without any guilt. While Erlita is here, let alone to close your eyes, to breathe even though the chest is so tight as to be overlaid by a huge chunk of rock.

With her head staggering from crying too much, Erlita got up and got out of bed. Slowly Erlita walked slowly to the kitchen, to get some drinking water. The esophagus feels dry after crying for so long.

When opening the room door, slowly his heart was slightly filled to see John who was leaning against the wall of the room. He slept with fatigue radiating from the look on his face. There is a sense of pity that creeps in the chest. But recalling the betrayal he had committed, resentment reemerged in his chest and mind.

Erlita stepped slowly past his body just like that. Take a drink of water in the dispenser, then gulp it down while sitting on the dining table chair. After the water passed through her throat, Erlita placed the glass on the table. Erlita's eyes suddenly swept the food that Erlita had prepared this afternoon.

Erlita prepares for the departure of her first son to go to school, especially now Abian has been sitting in the 1st grade of Elementary School. After preparing for Abian's departure, Abian who did not know of any problems asked Erlita.

"Why did you sleep there?" ask Abian full of search.

Erlita simply fell silent not answering her son's question. "Let's go to school soon. You'll be late." said Erlita to divert Abian's conversation. Abian greeted Erlita. After finishing his breakfast in the morning, he walked over to John who was still asleep at the door.

"Pa, Abian went to school first huh" Abian said as he greeted John. John flinched as his son took his hand and greeted John. John developed his smile carefully, son." he said, rubbing his eyes.

After making sure all the housework was done, he also tried to put his two sons and daughters to sleep.Erlita again laid the body on the bed, after making sure Aska and her daughter Arini had fallen asleep.

He laid his body on the bed where Erlita quarrelled by spending a long night full of warmth and romance. John is a warm and romantic type of man in bed when John wants warmth from his wife.

Hearing the door shut, John's eyes open and John thinks Erlita is out and asks John to go into the room.

John stretched the body that was originally leaning against the wall, a feeling of soreness felt undergoing all over. Because John fell asleep on the floor so tired. With a gontai John got up a glance towards the door of the room wanting to knock him again, but was afraid to disturb Erlita.

It was possible that he had just been able to rest, after the unexpected incident that he had just known.

John sighed, the pain ignored by Erlita made his chest so tight but John was also aware of it all because of his actions. Because of his mistake, even John can feel how broken Erlita's heart is now.

Weakly wavy, John walked to the chair and dropped his body rough.Over there the old flickering eyes Kian felt sore. How not, the clock has shown at 10:00 am. But John only fell asleep for a few minutes but even so John was back awake and difficult to return to close the eyes.

Erlita's face that was puffy with a body that shook continues to be imagined in the eye peluk.if John at her side, wanted John to hug her body tightly, let Him spill his tears on Jhon's chest as usual. But it seems impossible considering this John is the cause of the fall of tears.

Erlita's sacrifice that had been so utterly sacrificial, for the sake of John and his sons and daughters was rewarded with treason by John.

It's all my fault. It was all my fault, it all started with me working as a motorized rickshawman and my stroller making me like this.

But as time went on and Jhon met with Yulianti frequently, they began to get closer. Moreover, Yulianti is currently eyeing John and wants to take John from Erlita, after knowing John already has a cooperative business and not like before.

Especially after John found out that Yulianti was a single parent, who had two children. She is divorced from her husband, so she works as a waitress at a cafe.

too often met and vent from heart to heart, making John forget who he is. has had a wife and also 3 children. At this time John is no longer gambling, but he betrayed the love of his wife.

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