Widow Killer Rises
Chapter 61. Feel Shame

"Ravi, if it wasn't you, who would have continued Jamoe Jitoe's company?" asked Nugroho without a hint of emotion. Ravi looked at the grandfather, at this time the young man's mind was very chaotic, where was the grandfather's current thinking.

“Yes obviously I am the cake, but I also want to have my own pride, where the success I achieved with my own hands and sweat. Grandfather will not understand what I do secretly even though maybe grandfather will never feel proud because I have achievements in the dark world,” replied Ravi at length, his emotions slowly began to drop, his mind began to figure out what his grandfather had been doing as long as he was gone and what he was missing.

“Ravi, will Saraswati be able to accept the achievement you are proud of? Is Saraswati proud of your throne as an illegitimate king? I mean grandfather, would Saras be proud to have a lover who turns out to make money and lots of treasure in an illegal way? Have you ever asked her what she wants for your future if it comes to marriage? Remember, if living together is not enough to talk about how much we love a partner, how confident we are with the honesty of each self. Living together is about what we will achieve until the end of life, understand that so you do not get lost in love and love. Losing love can make people go crazy, but losing trust will make our world collapse and sink instantly,” Nugroho's advice with his granddaughter's hands patted her shoulders softly.

Ravi was stunned by all the sentences that rained down on his mind and heart. The man thought again and again, the shadow of Saraswati flashed in his eyes after what the grandfather said. How's the woman doing now? Even since the misunderstanding between them at that time, Ravi never contacted Saras to explain, he was just busy and dissolved in the busy underground world.

“Kek, exactly what is going on with Saras?” ravi asked, starting to calm down.

“Saras already knows everything, but she is a great woman without judging you who has been lying to her all along. That's what grandfather knew all along, grandfather wasn't worried about him. Unfortunately, this old man actually worried about you bo^doh boy. Saras doesn't cry at all or look fragile when he learns the truth about you that sucks! Aahh he is a hotshot and always makes grandfather feel proud like having a biological granddaughter only. The woman named Saraswati has little tolerance, grandfather has told you. So you can already guess what kind of decision she will make for your relationship.” Nugroho grabbed the mineral water and sipped it casually.

Ravi felt a tightness in his chest, how could he have forgotten the figure that had changed him even if only for a moment. He was not prepared to lose Saras, but he himself was afraid to face the young widow. Should he be angry or should he prostrate to apologize to his lover? Ravi really is at a crossroads full of doubt.

“Grandfather, I want to meet Saras, is he about ready to meet me?” asked Ravi wryly, he never retreated when challenged by his opponent, but to meet a Saras, somehow all the courage he had so far.

He felt embarrassed and too small to just admit his mistakes that could lie and leave without news. Can he face women cold and talkative when the killer mode arrives? Jeez, it feels like Ravi is like a teenager when he will face a BK teacher after being caught wrongly violating school rules only.