Widow of Kampoeng Flower Pete
Avoiding Better.

Today, really best day anyway, the feeling to want to scream while rolling my thesis in acc by my guidance lecturer. Two weeks to be exact I'm staying at Astrid's place, actually it can make me focus more on revising my script, who is certainly free from the distractions of bang Diky and also my two nephews who always ask me to do their schoolwork.

"Finally I'm on Acc Trid!! Kyaaaa..!! "i hugged Astrid with excitement.

"Selamet yes cong!! Well I'd be lonely on campus if there were you, "saut Astrid.

"Cih.the rich you lonely, bullshit tau no!! Your work aja ngeghostingin junior mulu, atero fiancee lu back, I aduin just tau tau tau lu!! "tukasku pointed at Astrid with a spoon.

"Basic mak lambe you!! "saut Astrid sipped her drink up the toilet.

"Teh the Yuda nanyain lu mulu, bosen gw!! Sian tuh son of your people grapein mulu, long time ago he likes you!! "tukas Astrid's a little upset.

"Bodo is ah!! My brain is overloaded with the same burden of life!! Kaga there is an intention to add overthinking activities, suspicious, and all other activities of classifying, mending I use for molor!! "my saut was indifferent as he stirred my drink in the straw.

"Cih, free you have a heart if there is content!! From Rega, Shaka who so much tajir twisting it, until now the Yuda who incidentally so popular on campus aja still lu cuekin, sungkem gw!! If the world did not end tomorrow, there is no such regret in your life, mute mengejomblo? "asked Astrid curious.

"You may think hard, there is one regret in my life!! "sautku weld put on a serious face.

"Ceritainlah do not you pendem rich bangk3!! "saut Astrid immediately put on a serious face looking at my curious face.

"Gw never mengesel SD time Trid_"

"Well..SD is so much!! "astrid's cut is getting serious looking at me like a gibahholic ema-ema that's getting new gossip.

"And SD time I often buy inflatable gulali so tuh yak, anyway that can be in such forms!!"

"Yes, I know!! " saut Astrid.

"Well fitting gw big I thought dong, it was the scroll used to be blown just like his brother, I keep eating that, means indirectly I never kiss right!! "i laughed out loud as soon as I pulled Astrid's head off.

"The anjirrrrr is serious!!Huwekk, really mines I have temen..!! "Astrid shuddered as soon as she grabbed my hair so badly.

"Ckk, man,!! I'll pull it off first!! I got up after spending a serving of chicken noodles and sweet iced tea in the campus cafeteria.

"Oh yeah, don't forget to pay in my chicken noodles huh cong!! Payday I change!! "the yells me looking at Astrid giggling. Definition of friends who do not know themselves have been invited to stay gratis ask for payin anyway.

Astrid and I split up because Astrid had a separate business, whether it was her business, I didn't ask too many questions. I walked in a hurry because mas ojol was waiting for me in front of the campus.

"No need to run around!! go with gw yuk!! "i was surprised that Yuda suddenly approached me from behind following my steps.

"Sorry Yud I can't, I'm first!! "refuse subtly, slightly glancing at Yuda.

I walked out of the campus area while smiling bitterly, was that as good as I was towards men. Ever since I divorced Bang Radit, I completely closed my heart and myself to every man who tried to get close to me.

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"Sir Raihan kassa two void tuh!! "i called my boss who served as store manager.

"Sorry yes mbak I took the wrong item, "seller looked at me.

"Gpp mbak!! "sautku smiled kindly towards the young customer.

"Peh, behind who are you!! " ask Mr. Raihan, but his eyes are seriously fiddling with the cashier's computer.

"Well, do you want to talk about gw ngedate? "tanyaku to the point giggling.

"Ck, you're a sensitive bad girl Peh!! Lu kaga no intention what naek job so girlfriend of that guy!! "asked Pak Raihan an adult male with the predicate of this weathered bachelor continues to tease me.

"My job title is high level sir, I am never arrogant!! " sautku giggles.

"Well sir, I want to work!! Sorry, my friend is rada-rada ngenes, understand rarely in the trunk!! "i said to the young customer in front of me.Pak Raihan also shook my head as soon as possible.

"This is mbak shade 14, not all the liptintnnya mbak promo again!! Here I use, "tawarku offer promos, enough to let my bonus increase this month.

"Try me to see the tester is very glossy, "saut the customer.

"It's not glossy anymore mbak, the texture makes our lips tuh not dry, very nice bending if used to ngeghibahin former, "i said giggling.

"Ah, you can do it!! But I can take one!! "toward that customer.

It's been almost a year and more that I worked as a cosmetic SPG in a big mall in the city center, I feel quite comfortable working here and the most important thing is that I really enjoy my job at the moment. In addition to being required to master the basic techniques in making up I was required to master the products I sold and be able to explain all things related to the benefits of the products I sold.

"Again the new employee noh below!! Napa, you want to ask for a leave, right? " ask Ines.

"You know, the cave first! " pamitku's.

Before I go home, I'm going to see Siska's mom first. The plan is I want to apply for leave, because dospem has set my script schedule.

Arriving at the employee locker, I stopped my steps when I saw a familiar figure, appearing to feel in the ranks among the new employees.

"That's not Sarah, his wife bang Radit!! " my ghost is trying to clarify my vision.

"Yes that's Sarah's wife bang Radit!! He works here that way, keep me one office with him that is.. !! "my inner gaped as I stared at one of the new employees who was being brieffed by Miss Siska.

"From thousands of companies why he chose to work at my place..!! Yes greetings, I can't do what I live my life comfortably, there are always distractions..!! "grubbed.

I saw that Ms. Siska had finished giving directions to the new employees, and they all disbanded to prepare for work.

"Mrs Siska!! " call me.

"Mom for a second ma'am, I need a second, "call me.

"I've been waiting in my room, "saut ma'am Siska.

"Lu ngalangin jalan ajah!! Basic lakor!! "sarah's gouged my shoulder when she passed an employee locker.

"Woi if you're not in the glass, not in the broom, !!The yell of your clucking yell!! "ketusku cynic.

"Cih.., why lose competitiveness huh!! "he said with a shitty face.

"Ckckc..what a competitive loss !! Of course not Ciripa, sorry I'm a limited edition item, not interested yes rivals the same flash sale goods!! "sautku stuck out the devil's smiling tongue.

"Don't be prettier!! Free lu dandan until lu abis powder, will not make Radit bang back again "etus Sarah.

"Well, I'm beautiful!! "sautku felt like he really wanted to push him to the bottom of the abyss.

"Ckckc.. It's beautiful to live in!! What a fuck you are!! "saut Sarah keeps provoking my emotions, though,

"Yes, obviously I, it is not selling expensive, it is selling cheap!! "sautku laughed.

"Did you say you were cheap!! You girls don't know yourself !! "maki Sarah pointed at me with emotion.

Plaque!!

What cheap chick? I can't accept Sarah insulting me like that, even though all this time I've never disturbed her relationship with bang Radit. He was the one who kept looking for me.

After the divorce I threw away everything related to the Radit bang, and closed all communication accesses so even in the sosmed, because at that time bang Radit just kept trying to contact me. I also had to be willing to lose contact with my four friends, who until now had somehow been doing them for four years.

"Hey stop!! what is it you two are fussing !!  "chanting Mr. Tito and Ms. Siska came to me and Sarah.

"Afifah what is this!! "asked Miss Siska.

"She first started _"

"Eh elo first who slaps me, "pointing Sarah while holding her cheek.

"Already!! You please continue your work, and you Afifah come to my room!! "ujar Bu Siska took me to her room.

"Campus!! "sarah's smile was satisfied looking at me, then left.

I walked with an uninspired face, I had wanted to apply for leave but I changed my mind and asked for resignation.

Actually I was a little heavy to decide this, especially leaving my comrades in arms like Ines who from the beginning we only knew, say helo doang, stiff, until now familiar, mutual help and support. But what can be done, thinking about one intention with Sarah for the future alone is enough to frustrate me.

Fear, it's impossible!! There's no dictionary in me afraid of the common man jurig model Sarah. All I do is avoid the toxic people in my life, to take care of my mental health.

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