
After her memory returned, she was forced to pretend to be Chelsi as dimas believed. Not his wish for this but whatever he described was always in about by Dimas. Dimas still thinks that he is still losing his memory and what amanda said is pieces like that time.
"AAaaa!. "said Dimas telling amanda to open her mouth.
" I'm not a little girl anymore dim." declined amanda who felt very uncomfortable with Dimas' treatment. Dimas becomes more attentive and possessive to her since she remembers everything and runs away from the hospital.
"AAAAA. "Forced Dimas to ignore his words.
Amanda is forced to accept a bribe Dimas did not give her a chance to babble.
" That's a good thing." said Dimas while grinning the horse.
Amanda sighed harshly, "Dim, I've really taken it all." said Amanda again, I don't know how many times I've said that since she came home from the hospital.
"I know, you said."
"yes, you know but you don't believe" Amanda said seriously.
"Gue will believe that lo story other than our childhood that I keep idle lo still amnesia." stressed Dimas did not lose seriously.
"The...."
"Gue doesn't want to be horrified anymore if you're not Chelsi." cut the dimas before finishing his speech.
Dimas took out a bracelet from his pocket and put it on Amanda.
Amanda watched Dimas painstakingly wrap the bracelet in his left hand.
" keep this bracelet well - fine. This bracelet proves that you are Chelsi never tell anyone that you are not Chelsi. Because in my eyes you are the real Chelsi" said Dimas staring into Amanda's eyes full of sincerity.
Amanda didn't answer, but she just nodded lightly saying Dimas.
" Oh one more thing, I'd be more concerned if you called me a mas than Dim. Continue your call! I will also try to call me you as you ask. "continue Dimas who then stood up.
" I go to work first, don't go anywhere before I go back! "say Dimas before you go.
Amanda did not answer that she turned her face away instead of staring at Dimas' departure.
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" Azka, qila." said Amanda looked at her orphanage sisters from far away and she had to cover her face with a mask and a hat so that no one would recognize her.
Although Dimas has insisted for him not to come out but amanda still kekeh he wants to see the condition of his sisters. He also misses the countryside and all the happy memories here.
Amanda could only see her sisters from a distance because she did not know what to introduce themselves to them. Amanda is also confused to answer all the questions her sister later because she who disappeared suddenly.
Amanda also sees the mother marni as the mother of the orphanage who is already like her own mother.
His sisters and mother marni came out of the orphanage with a basket of tomb flowers to the cemetery.
Amanda frowned as the housewife and her sisters stopped at a tomb that looked brand-new. They sowed the flowers while crying.
When Marni's mother's words made amanda surprised, her tears just flowed when she knew that everyone thought she was gone.
"So amanda, azka kangen same sister."
"Qila is also a sister, qila wants to learn again the same brother.hiks..."
Amanda's tears were falling to see her sisters who were deeply saddened by her passing. Moreover, the orphanage mother who feels very guilty when amanda does not mean it like that. I don't know what kind of thoughts made him commit suicide at that time. How could he not think of the grief of those he left behind.
The mother of the parlour cried while hugging azka and aqila, they stared wryly at the tomb they thought was amanda.
After the sisters and mother Marni went, Amanda approached the tomb crying.
Amanda took off the mask she used when she could no longer stand the tightness she could stand. seeing her name written on the tomb board, making amanda sit limp next to the tomb with a cry that she could not hold.
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"Chels.. You have eaten not yet I bring your favorite oxtail soup. "yell Dimas push the door of the room with enthusiasm. But when he came in there was no Chelsi in it.
" Chel.." call Dimas looking for Chelsi in every corner of his room.
Dimas begins to panic when he does not find Chelsi where - where his feelings begin to be anxious and his mind returns to nothing. Dimas reached into his phone and opened something there. Dimas ran out of the room and hit the gas as he got into his car.
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Amanda came to the bridge where she killed herself. The river that was supposed to end up alive but instead saved her with a different life. Is this how God answers all his complaints all this time? All the suffering he endured for years.
Amanda looked towards the water that was rumbling so strongly that the current. Her tears were still dripping remembering everything that happened back then. It was the worst until he no longer wanted to continue his life. Even with a different status and life as it is now, he must continue to cry out for trauma and be haunted by fear.
"I'm sorry chelsi I should have died instead of you. I'm sorry I took away all the rights that should have been yours."
"I've tried to explain, but Dimas seems to trust you so much that everything I say doesn't make him suspicious."
"Now that I have what Chel is, I'm afraid people will know who I really am."
"I'm also afraid that my current life will only make my suffering so much greater."
Amanda put one foot up the bridge fence, she wanted to forget it all. Amanda closed her eyes and felt a gust of wind blowing her hair wet with tears.
" JUST...!!!" Shouted someone who made amanda startled and her legs slipped off the fence footing.
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