WIFE CHOICE
CHAPTERS 189. PSH (IP :S4) (BROKEN HEART )
...Assalamualaik...
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Chandra leaves in a bad mood, and she hopes that this is just a dream and she wants to end this dream soon. Chandra is driving at an unusual speed and arrives - Chandra pulls his car over on the side of the highway.
She was silent and then crying. He shed many tears that no longer felt dripping but flowing once, twice. His heart that was not shaped beautifully because of many wounds and patchwork is now back destroyed. His body felt crumpled and his soul felt drifting. She was crying, she was disappointed, she was heartbroken.
He held tightly to the steering wheel of his car, as if sensing some power being exerted through the grasp of this hand. He allowed himself to be her this time as well. Grieving in destruction, crying from deep heartbreak, helpless from too piercing disappointment, why should he experience this sorrow.
"Whether it is my fault and my sin on him, I have given him more love and attention. I never expected a material reply to all the heartfelt passion and life I had given. And I was disappointed because that's what I need right now and he's sinlessly forgetting his promises. If only he had never said it maybe I could still a little not expect there to be a hug that could give me a breath when I was suffocating," Chandra said in his heart.
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Otherside.
Tiara traced the corridor of the hospital with weakly helpless footsteps. And only an apology can be said in the heart for those who have decorated their days. Bara who saw it tried to help him not to fall and tried to comfort him so that his mood returned to normal.
While embracing Tiara's shoulders, "Are you okay?" But Tiara did not ponder Bara's question, blank eyes seemed to have a lot of burden to carry alone.
Barapun invites Tiara to sit on a chair in every corner of the hospital, Tiara can only obey. When sitting Taira also covered her face with both palms then cried over her anger that had been in her pendamnya in the heart.
Barapun brought Tiara in his arms, "If you want a backrest to open your arms I'm ready for it. If crying makes you feel better, cry as much as you want."
"Why did all this have to happen to me?Is all this fair to me?" tiara said on the sidelines of her sobs that were increasingly unstoppable.
"You are patient, you are strong, I will always support you no matter what. If we could switch positions, I would be willing to replace you and I would be willing to shoulder all the burdens you are currently carrying."
"If this disease hadn't gnawed my body none of this would've happened" Tiara said.
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"Sorry Miss there is bad news that I have to convey and you must be strong and stay enthusiastic in living this life never give up. Your laboratory results have come out and from your laboratory results are declared to have stage four brain cancer" said the doctor explained.
Tiara has stage four brain cancer and in his doctor's verdict life will not last long. Nausea, vomiting and Blurred vision have been afflicted by Tiara for the past three years but she ignored it and considered it just a common illness.
Tiara accidentally comes to Indonesia with her hired man to be her lover to make it easier to let go of Chandra and Tiara does not want Chandra to know the real reason behind her breaking off the relationship suddenly because Tiara does not want to make Chandra sad and Tiara does not want to be a burden to others. Let everything go as it is.
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The doctor reached into his pants pocket and took out a handkerchief from inside his pants pocket and then thrust it to Tiara.
"Thank you." said Tiara.
The man Tiara hired to be her lover is the doctor who takes care of Tiara. When satisfied with crying, Tiara suddenly fainted unconscious. Barapun immediately stood up and carried the tiny body of Tiara which is getting smaller and smaller.
"Doctor .. doctor.please help my friend." said Bara seeking help while holding Tiara's body.
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...THANKS...
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