Wife Facing Unconsidered
part 38's. Allow Me to Love You
After telling her all and Kafkha also knew how deceived she was by Clara, it turns out Clara's love was never sincere to her.
Kafkha's heart ached hearing all these expressions, so all this time he was just his own love even his love was never considered by Clara. Same thing he doesn't consider Medina.
So like this this heartache, when the lover he loves turns out his lover does not love him.
From this moment Kafkha promised himself that he would not want to meet again and even talk to Clara, they had been dating for four years but only lies that Clara gave him.
His true love was never acknowledged, so this is how it feels not acknowledged.
Kafkha went into her room with a very hurt feeling, in that room there was already Medina waiting for her.
Medina smiled as Kafkha had started receiving her, she was currently picturing Kafkha's smiling face.
Clekk
The door of the room was opened by Kafkha, Medina greeted Kafkha with her smile, in contrast to Kafkha who showed her wry and angry face, Medina's smile immediately faded when she saw her husband's face was moody.
What's up with him?
Medina wondered in her heart why her husband looked so moody and seemed to be harboring something.
Medina approached Kafkha and she had every right to know what was going on with her husband. Slowly Medina sat down beside Kafkha, slowly rubbing Kafkha's cheek, Kafkha remained silent without the slightest refusal.
"My husband why do you look sad? what makes your heart sad like this?" medina asked in a soft voice
Kafkha could not say anything that he was lazy to talk about Clara.
"May your wife know about the problems you're having?" medina asked in her soft voice
Kafkha took a breath and then he rubbed the back of Medina's hand, and slowly his gaze looked into Medina's beautiful eyes very deeply.
In the eyes of his wife was the sincere love that his wife gave him, moreover, the beautiful eyes were very shady and soothing when he saw her.
Kafkha cursed himself who was so stupid that he could not see which was sincere and which was not.
All this time he only thought about Clara and never thought about Medina, whereas Medina was the rightful wife that he had to perioritas first.
"I'm okay, don't worry!" kafkha kissed Medina's hand for a very long time
Deg
Medina's heart beat no more, Kafkha's attitude these few days was greatly changed, Medina's body was already hot cold with Kafkha's good attitude.
"I'm sorry Medina!" apology Kafkha
Medina frowned as Kafkha apologized.
"I'm sorry? sorry for what?" ask Medina
Kafkha kept kissing the back of Medina's hand, he buried his face in Medina's hand, he was too ashamed to admit all this, he was so stupid that never saw Medina's kindness and sincere love.
"Sorry for everything!" connect Kafkha
Medina smiled, has her do'a-do'a been granted by Allah SWT?
Medina nodded while rubbing Kafkha's head with one hand, Medina's eyes glazed over.
"I'm a lot wrong, I just regret it now, forgive me!" kafkha
Medina's tears just escaped, so Kafkha had regretted all her deeds all along.
"I'm a lot wrong Medina, please forgive me!" connect Kafkha
Medina wiped away her tears, "i've forgiven you, so please don't be like this, hold your head up!" medina's Letters
Kafkha raised his head as he was crying, only once did Medina see Kafkha crying.
He thought Kafkha could not cry but his mind was wrong, it turned out that Kafkha could cry too.
Medina rubbed Kafkha's tears, Kafkha saw Medina's watery eyes, she also wiped Medina's tears.
"I'm sorry, because I'm so wrong!" kafkha
Medina nodded, "i've forgiven you!" medina
Once again Kafkha kissed Medina's hand.
"I'm a lot wrong I never thought of you, I never even saw the sincerity of your love, my heart's eyes were closed by the hatred of that time, I was so stupid, I was so stupid, I never even thought about your feelings, how stupid I was, not being able to tell which one was sincere and which one was not!" kafkha
"You know! if that Clara had fooled me and even lied to me, I think she loved me very much, but never once, he just wants to destroy me to avenge Sanjaya papa Clara's!" connect Kafkha
Medina listened to her husband's words, it turns out that this is what makes Kafkha sad, the person she loves turns out not to love her, just like lying is not.
It turns out that her love is just a one-handed clap.
"It hurts, right? that's how I am right now, I'm sick!" medina
Kafkha realized that he even hurt someone he needed to take care of for someone he didn't need to take care of.
"I'm sorry Medina!" kafkha
"I've forgiven you!" answer Medina
"Let me improve myself, I promise I will start loving you, I hope the love you give me never fades, I hope you still love me, I hope it's Medina!" kafkha
Is everything Kafkha says true? does he want to start loving Medina?
"Let me love you!" connect Kafkha
Medina smilingly looked into Kafkha's eyes wanting to find the truth in those eyes, it turned out that his eyes looked very serious without any lies there.
Medina nods in agreement for Kafkha to start loving her, Medina giving that precious opportunity to Kafkha.
"I'll allow it!" agree Medina
"Thank you! I will try it, pray I wish I love you quickly!" kafkha
Medina nodded in response.
Maybe this was Medina's wait all this time, he had long been patient finally Kafkha would also accept and see her.
Medina was so grateful for what was happening right now, she would try again to make Kafkha easily love her.
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As the dawn of Azan reverberated, Kafkha awoke first from Medina he glanced to the side, staring at the peaceful face of Medina who was again asleep.
Kafkha awakens Medina to perform dawn prayers.
"Medina, the dawn prayer first yuk!" kafkha
Medina squirmed her body as someone woke her up, slowly Medina's eyes opened.
"Sholat yuk!" kafkha
Medina was shocked because Kafkha's face was close to hers.
"It's dawn, let's pray!" connect Kafkha
Medina was distrustful of her husband's words, usually he who always woke her husband up to pray, Kafkha himself now woke Medina to pray.
"Why confused like that? can't you believe I woke you up for dawn prayers?" ask Kafkha
Medina gave a small nod, Kafkha was aware of herself at that time who was always wasting her prayer time.
"I want to change and I want to be a good person and I want to be addicted to worship, like your mission at that time, I will complete your mission!" kafkha said earnestly
Medina was so moved by her husband's words that he wanted to change for the better.
"I'm proud of you!" medina
"What's more, I thank you very much!" kafkha
They both took ablution after that they performed congregational dawn prayers, Kafkha had been a good priest for his wife several times.
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