WIFE OF ABAH
CHAPTER 8
"Astaghfirullah, I was dreaming. Astarghfirullah's. Why is it like real," muttered Almeda while rubbing her own face which suddenly blushed red with embarrassment.
Embarrassed why he could dream of having sex with Abryal. True, in fact, that between Abryal and himself should have been doing body relations like a married couple. But in fact until now, it has even been almost a month, Almeda never touched her. Perhaps it was as a sign that in the deepest part of his heart, he was expecting the relationship with Abryal. The inner workings she should have gotten from her husband who had married her. Although the marriage occurred due to an arranged marriage between the two parents Almeda with Abryal's parents.
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While elsewhere, Miranda laments her grief at having to accept her truth that her love has been rejected by Abryal. Because of that heartbreak, Miranda became stressed and sick. Until his stomach acid goes up. Right now Miranda is spilling all the curses from her deepest feelings towards Abryal
Tonight you came to me in a dream, when I felt a slight complaint against my stomach. You brought me my favorite chicken porridge as a form of your concern and affection for me.
"Is it still sick?" ask Abryal to me.
"Huum!" answer me with spoilt. Then your hand gives warmth to my palm.
"Let's eat first, Miranda! I brought you your favorite chicken porridge." said Abryal as he gently rubbed my head.
"Still bitter his mouth! Later!" I said with a spoiled whine. Abryal still gently stroked the top of my head. His smile was sincerely full of patience.
"Come baby! Just a little yuk! Little eat it." seduced Abryal still gently.
I shook my head slowly.
"Babouts!" ask me with spoiled. Abryal smiled hearing that.
Slowly Abryal began to feed me with patience. I looked at my eyes with love. It seems like he won't want to leave me in pain on my own. The pain that I felt was like getting himself stabbed by a thorn in his heart. I thought it was all so beautiful and real. It turns out that it was all just a dream. You were present when I was fragile and sick. For me, I'm so grateful that you can pay attention to me even if only in a dream when I sleep.
My relationship with Abryal has been going on for a long time. Ever since I always met with Abryal because of that business relationship, Abryal and I have been getting closer. Indeed, my parents still have not questioned about the differences that occur. It's possible that they think we haven't been seriously assessed in a relationship heading into a marriage or
housewife. So that both my parents still have not banned or opposed it. They still see us dating properly. It turns out that it was all just my mind. As it turned out, Abryal did not consider my relationship with him to be anything more than a friend. Turns out I was wrong. I was too confident in our closeness. In fact, Abryal does not consider a boyfriend or lover.
I realized it was this difference that made Abryal consider going further with me. I walked to the right while Abryal walked to the left. But of all that we have always appreciated all this time. When I celebrate the great feast of my religion and faith, you do not forget to congratulate me and join me in celebrating.
Abryal and I respect each other for our different beliefs. But when our affection is getting bigger and we are getting used to being together and loving each other we are faced by this one point. We need to be able to choose and make choices in life. Whether I should follow Abryal and abandon my faith or Abryal who followed me entered into my faith all along. This is a compulsion if our hearts still believe in the beliefs that have been held so far.
I just want to, all on the basis of the call of the heart. It is you or I who will lead the holy call in the direction of which path we shall choose to take on His path. So that we do not vary the path in stepping towards His compassion. So that we can one thought and understanding in stepping together to seek His pleasure and gain His love. We hope to always have His blessing in living this life.
You know Abryal! I'm so used to you. So, whatever it is hopefully we can stay together and unite. I have found comfort when I am by your side. And you can understand my will. You love me so much and love me so sincerely and unconditionally. Ye? To me is the perfect man in my eyes.
But after I have established my heart and want to follow you, you have revealed the truth that Almeda is your wife. How much this makes me not accept your statement. I think you cheated me. So when I want to strengthen my heart with my choice to follow you, you reject it.
"Abryal!? I must be sincere and willing to let go of your shadow in every corner of my eye. Slowly I must deflect the beautiful hope of being with you" muttered Miranda.