
By Arka...
**** I don't know why I suddenly want to write to you, hopefully I'm still alive and have a chance to improve.
I'm sorry for all my mistakes, I can't be a good wife to you, but I want you so much.
I was lulled by the pleasure of a moment to break the value of our household, not the love I grew, but the bitter taste of the bile that I actually feed.
I don't know if it's love or just an obsession, but I envy watching you spoil Yesa. And I thought of taking you away from her, but when the time came I wasted the opportunity.
I'm sorry bang, if I've disappointed you, but I'm really sorry and really want to come back to you. I promise to change and be a good wife, even if you're not a footballer anymore. We fix all his bang, I need you bang, I want you to give me a second chance ***
***
Arka let out a long sigh reading the letter that Lia gave her.
The time showed at half an hour in the morning, the funeral was over and the arka went home immediately after the study was over.
"Maybe Asila already had a premonition about his departure, so the time before the operation he asked Mama to meet you, but could not because the time also mepet right. The end of her Asila can only write letters to you and her father." Said Lia ringing in her ears.
Arka also did not expect if asila would leave so soon, she thought she would meet with Asila at her divorce trial later. But God seems to want something else.
"HM. I didn't think Asila left that fast..."
"It's her destiny as it may be Ma'am." replied Arka then went inside her room.
Arka got up from the wheelchair and got into her bed.
Everything is over, and all that remains are memories.
"I promise I'll take care of Aldrik's case.."
His murmur then closed his eyes.
*
"Dad........"
A little boy chuckled around on his own and kicked a ball.
"Dad......"
Then he disappeared behind the darkness.
Arka gasps and awakens with hunting breath, a child calling out to father repeatedly.
Arka slammed her body in bed, it feels crowded to remember the dream. The longing was mendelesak make his heart pain.
"I'm sorry, son, for god's sake I'm sorry for ignoring you !" cetus arka with teary eyes.
"May there be a chance for us to meet, I'd love to hug you !" muttered the arc in his heart and then tried to close his eyes again.
***
For dad...
*** I'm sorry Asila who has made a lot of trouble for me..Asila was saddened by what befell my father, it felt like a thorn. Sorrowful and sick when Asila had to go through all of her own. Asila felt demoralized, somehow a day later asila day without a father. Asila misses mother, Asila does not want to be alone.
I have to be honest with Arka if the father who has harmed her, we have many sins father. I hope there is still a chance to repent. Asila wants to fix herself. Please pray for Asila so that she can survive. And can it be if the asila wants to go back on the arc ?***
Zidan was intrigued to read the letter and it would be the last letter of the asila.
Zidan regretted everything, but now what can he do ? Rice has become porridge and it will not be able to return to its original state.
Right now he could only lament his fate in prison, His beloved son has been gone for good.
He should not have preempted, it was possible that the arc changed its mind. But he is also guilty of having made the arka injured as now.
And right now all that was left was endless regret.
"I'm sorry father asila.." Her inner cry is poignant.
****
Jesika heard the news about Asila's departure from Endru, the two are currently in a relationship. But Jesika did not respond too much to Endru because he is a friend of Arka, Jesika is afraid if football players like Arka, of course he does not want to experience the same thing with Yesa.
Yet Endru continued to approach her without getting bored, and yesterday Endru assured Jesika that he would not apply the same as Arka to Yesa.
Her core man wanted to have serious intentions on her, yet Jesika had yet to give an answer.
"All footballers are not the same, yes actually that time can still be improved if only the arc is not affected by the talk of asila and Andin, he said, but maybe it should be like that Jes storyline." said Erlin when Jesika confided about Endru.
Erlin and Rusli also knew about the incident that befell the arcs, but they did not care much. For the arc is no one else and now Yesa is also happy with Ezi in Switzerland. And for Erlin the arc is only the past.
God says that life revolves, we are not forever above or below. The seasons change, not much different from a person's life. Rest assured that there is sweetness after the bitter taste.
Seriate....
Happy reading...