
At night Araga returned home in a messy outfit, the man's face looking so lethargic. He entered the room he was in with Febby feeling lost.
"Where are you now Febby ? I miss your embrace" he said softly.
His mind was filled with the existence and condition of Febby to forget that Alda was in the hospital alone.
Alda was bored in the hospital. Mami Evelin came home this afternoon because Papi Argantara was looking for her.
"Surely she was having fun with the woman when I was obviously the legal wife but it felt like I was being treated like the wife of the series" she said smiling wryly at the fate of her household.
Alda felt foolish for choosing to maintain his feelings for Araga while the man himself had already turned to another heart.
"I should have let another man into my heart but since I was too stupid, I would have preferred to keep my heart to him who obviously didn't want me anymore" continued Alda who is now starting to sob.
Her chest feels claustrophobic imagining Araga making out with Febby while she is left alone and just befriending the silence of the night.
At first he thought it would be easy to make Araga again accept his presence but it turned out that what he imagined was very far from his expectations.
There is a sense of regret that He accepted this marriage. Although He loved Araga, He did not feel this kind of heartache.
If from the beginning Araga said if he was married to Febby maybe he chose to step down and let Araga choose his happiness even though He would feel hard to let go of the man He loves.
Suppose the time He could turn back, He wanted to return in a time when Araga wanted to declare his love. He wants to go back in time so as not to have endless misunderstandings like this. But it is just an unexamined sign.
"Am I fighting again ? If the result is still the same I should choose to retreat" he said considering the steps he would choose.
Old Alda was clad in his thoughts which were contrary to his heart. No matter which one he followed, slowly the woman closed her eyes which began to feel heavy. It didn't take long for Alda to enter the dreamland.
Not much different from Alda, Araga also just fell asleep when he felt his head had begun to feel heavy. The man had completely forgotten that Alda was being treated in the hospital.
The next day Araga woke up late, the man rubbed his eyes and stretched his muscles. After that Araga woke up from her sleep and sat leaning on the headboard of the bed.
His gaze glared at each side of his room and suddenly imagined Febby passing by every morning preparing his clothes and office needs.
For a month Araga was so dependent on Febby's services. The sense of loss increasingly felt squeezing his chest. For a moment he thought if he could get through his life without Febby ?
"I will keep looking for you until I meet and if I still can't find you, I promise I will wait for your presence to return" he said firmly.
The man then got up and walked to the bathroom. He had to enter the office today because there was a meeting with one of the companies that wanted to invest with his company.
All Araga do it yourself, prepare clothes to put a tie. Though he had been too comfortable to feel the service Febby last month but suddenly the woman left him.
Suddenly a question arose in his mind, 'Is the woman alone last night ?' his inner.
Not wanting to think too much about Alda the man decided to go to the office without breakfast first. Araga was not eager to eat because it was still chaotic with her thoughts.
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"Bring the woman breakfast ! Don't come out if the woman hasn't touched her food at all !" Adnan's orders to Ajeng.
"Well Master" Ajeng replied.
Ajeng immediately prepared breakfast for Febby while Adnan continued his breakfast soundlessly again.
After the plate was filled with rice and side dishes, Ajeng immediately went into the room occupied by Febby. The woman did not need to knock on the door because the door was locked from the outside.
"Excuse me Non Febby" said the woman politely.
Febby who was still lying on the bed immediately got up from his bed. He smiled kindly at Ajeng and looked at the crossbow that the woman was carrying.
"Non breakfast first !" Ajeng said after successfully putting the food on the table.
Febby glanced at the Pring, there were many kinds of side dishes in the dish but could not make Febby intrigued.
"Later on" he said lazily.
"Don't like that, Non, you said that I can't get out of this room if Non Febby does not eat breakfast first" said Ajeng with a clear face.
"But I'm not hungry Bi" replies Febby who still refuses to eat breakfast.
"But I'm not allowed out if Non Febby doesn't have breakfast while my work is still a lot outside"
Ajeng looked down and played his finger. Seeing that made Febby inevitably have to eat the food immediately.
"Alright Ma'am" said Febby resigned but can make the eyes of Ajeng sparkle.
"Thank you Non" he said happily.
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