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"Do you love your husband, son?" ask Maya seriously.
Allen shook his head slowly, then honestly answered his mother's question.
"I didn't love him at first, I accepted his terms just because I wanted all of my father's debts paid off, and our family life was no longer in the shadow of those loan sharks!" allen answered honestly.
"Then why do you still survive and not ask to separate from your husband?" ask mother Maya curious.
"I once revealed that to the Arka mas, if I wanted to part from her. Not that he granted my wish, but instead he fiercely wanted to maintain between me and his first wife!" Allen added.
Maya continues to search for her only daughter with various questions that have been arranged in her heart, she wants Allen to explain in detail about her who is willing to become a second wife.
"But why are you willing to sacrifice your own happiness for the sake of your father and mother, and why are you willing to marry a man you don't love!" said Allen.
"Because I want to 'Reply' to the person who has contributed to caring for and educating me from childhood to adulthood, because that is all I can do to you!" bright Allen clearly as he let out his tears.
"But it doesn't have to be like this, does it?. You can leave your husband, even your marriage is just a series. So no need to take care of divorce papers, son.!" reply the bunda hard.
"At first I thought it was so bun, but after I found out that if I was pregnant with her child, I couldn't possibly take this child away from her father's responsibilities. He also needs love from his father. I'm also afraid of the threat of Arka mas, surely what he said will not be messing around!" allen said with his heart.
"Then how do you feel, son, are you still able to stand the test of your hard marriage, son?" ask Maya.
"Bun, I don't even think about my feelings at all!. I'm used to the rigors of my life, what I think is the fate of this child if he finds out I'm just a—" Allen replied stalled as Maya placed her index finger on his daughter's lips.
Maya knows what Allen is going to say, so before Allen continues his words Maya stops her daughter's speech.
"Enough kid, you don't have to go on anymore. Mother knows what you want to say." cut Maya.
Hearing the statement from her daughter's lips made Maya's heart ache, she felt guilty for not being able to give happiness to her only daughter.
Even Allen was willing to sacrifice his youth in order to marry someone he did not love. Maya is saddened and her heart breaks with every word that comes from her daughter's lips.
"You don't have to be so pessimistic, son. Leave everything to the above, life and death someone has been determined." Maya said stopped.
"But would you accept the presence of this child, and not hate it?" asked Allen sadly.
" 'Astaghfirulloh hall adzim'.. Why do you think like that, son?" Maya hesitated while rubbing her chest, after hearing Allen's question.
Maya also advised her daughter, so that she could be airy chest and sincerely accept the presence of the baby.
"Of course you'll take it, she's innocent, son. This is your fault as a parent, don't concern your problem with the 'Pamali' child know. Mother begs you to take care of your children, consider it as sustenance. Even sustenance is not a matter of property and money, children also include very large sustenance. Who knows, after the presence of this child, your husband will marry you officially.!" maya's Advice to Allen.
Allen cried a mouthful after his mother advised him, thinking about how selfish he was. Allen also realized that if every word his mother said was true, including considering the presence of children as a very large and priceless sustenance, he now began to think positively.
Allen felt relieved after telling all his complaints to the mother, for Allen the mother was a solace in his heart.
It was only to the mother that Allen dared to express his complaints, although at first the mother urged him to tell everything. Because from the beginning Allen insisted on keeping his own problems.
Allen's mother hugged her daughter warmly, apologizing to Allen for her and her husband, which made Allen willing to live life in a marriage that stifled his chest.
He also asked Allen to keep the trust that Allah entrusted to him, who knew if his son was born later Arka changed his mind to marry Allen officially.
Because the do'a of a sincere mother will be granted by Alloh ta'ala.
Allen felt pity and pity for his mother, he did not want if his mother became sad and cried because she thought of him.
He did not want his parents to feel guilty, and felt guilty for him. Because Allen was willing to undergo marriage not on the basis of love, but Allen did not care at all.
According to him 'Personation with love' after all the husband also does not love him, even Arka married him also for the sake of sheer desire.
Arka also defended herself because she was carrying the seeds of her love, but Allen believed the power of God no one could stand against her.
She convinced herself that one day her husband would love her, even though Allen did not want to be too hopeful.
He had his marriage with Arka like flowing water, and followed him wherever he went. Only sincere do'a, which is always offered in every prostration.
"Mother is not selfish. It's all been Allen's life's destiny, bun. Allen sincerely accepted all of this, thank you also for the support you always give me!" sahut Allen, while putting a little smile on his mother.
"Thank you too, son. For your sacrifice to our family, mother always pray that happiness always be with you!" mother said sincerely.
"Amen.. Thank you, too, for being by my side and praying for me. May your blessing be the 'start of my happiness'!" reply Allen sincerely.
"Amien.." said mother and father together.
Allen gasped in shock as his father also guaranteed his prayers, out of nowhere the middle-aged man stood in the doorway. Allen also did not know, he was confused whether his father had listened to his chat with his mother, since earlier.
To dismiss his curiosity Allen asked directly his question in the heart, but before that he approached the father and hugged him warmly. He gave up longing for the man who gave him his first love, before anyone else.
"Dad, how are you. Allen misses dad, huh,? " greet Allen kindly.
"Good dad, I miss you too!. Oh yes, what about your situation. Is everything okay?" ask Heri curiously.
Allen nodded his head quickly, and replied to his father's question with a smile. Hoping if the father is not suspicious about what he and the mother said from earlier.
"Yes yeah, everything's fine." Allen replied quickly.
"You don't have to lie to your old father, son!" heri said loudly.
Allen was silent for a moment, before finally answering his father's question.
"What do you mean, you don't believe I'm okay?" ask Allen.
Heri quickly shook her head slowly, then said, "Dad heard everything you said to your group earlier. Is that all true, son?" lick Allen's father.
But all his hopes were impossible, because apparently the father had heard everything Allen said to his mother.
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