Will be Beautiful Later
Chapter 56

“Lho, how about?”

Shena shook her head while continuing to hold her breath. Shena accidentally got rid of the plate filled with fried chicken that was on the dining table when she and Dio were about to eat pizza.

“You look like another enemy of fried chicken huh? Why suddenly push his fried chicken to me?”

“Nothing, want to be relieved just in front of me,”

Shena thought she would lose her nausea due to the chicken gorneg in front of her eyes, it was not even when she had pushed it near Dio. Finally, he decided to take Dio to eat in the room.

“Eat in room yuk,”

“Hah? Where's tumben? Usually also want to eat at the dinner table,”

“No, in the room only now,”

“What's the reason?”

“Pengen aja in the room, on the balcony, Dio,”

Finally Dio nodded. Although his wife's request seemed strange but he followed. Right now if you don't meet Shena's request it feels unbearable and unsettled.

Finally they brought their pizza parts to the room. After entering the room, then Shena could sigh in relief. He finally saw no more fried chicken. He's not nauseous anymore. Luckily Dio did not force a meal at the dinner table even though shena knew Dio was ready to start eating. But Dio wants to move.

They went to the balcony room. There's been puzza and ice mixed. Really a perfect blend for dio who since noon has wanted the food and drink.

“We why suddenly moved to the balcony, Shen?”

“Nothing, why?”

“Aneh that's it. Suddenly you're moving on,”

“Pengen on the balcony, good ‘kan breeze night on the balcony while eating pizza and ice,”

“Hopefully you don't nausea ya,”

“Malah at the dinner table I'm nauseous, Dio. Because of the clay fried chicken and the aroma of fried chicken. It's weird, but I usually like fried chicken. How is it the opposite now, huh? Really weird my appetite during pregnancy,”

Shena could only speak in her heart. He has not been able to be honest with his own condition because the content has not been conveyed to Dio.

“It's good that the ice is still there, Shen,”

“Yes, our sustenance because it really means we are the rest,”

Dio chuckled looking at the corner of Shena's lips there was a stain from the pizza sauce. He cleaned using his back.

“Great spirit to eat,”

“Iya dong, delicious abisnya,”

“You like?”

“Like, even really like,”

“Udah hungry huh?”

“Iya,”

“Tomorrow we staycation yuk,”

Shena immediately coughed at the words of her husband who suddenly invited her to staycation.

“Be careful dong, Shen

Dio rubbed his wife's back with his back because Shena was still coughing after hearing his words.

“You should be careful, cough up the meal ‘kan very sick,”

”I'm just surprised that suddenly you're convinced I'm stayingcation. What order is it?”

“We have never gone both of us who really want us both. At that time it had gone both names the honeymoon but ‘kan kayak was not a honeymoon and it was told by our parents. Yes ‘kan? So now I want to invite you to staycation together now and this is really the will of both of us,”

“If I go together whenever you always want me, I don't consider coercion,”

“Yes but different story is the same me, Shen. I ‘kan feel forced to continue if elrgis ama lo, whether it's a honeymoon or who went his usual vacation destination aja,”

“Ya is up to you. Where are you taking me?” Shena asked her husband. Shena likes to be invited to vacation by her husband and she is curious to be invited where.

“Ya...according to you where?”

“No idea, I'm confused,”

“Which hotel is it?”

”Iya up to you,”

“Hotel west Java area only?”

Shena nodded her head. He was invited wherever he was happy. While both with husband.

After enjoying the delicious pizza and ice mix, they still sit on the balcony waiting for food in the stomach down first.

“Shen, get ready tomorrow not tonight, we leave in the afternoon how?”

“Iya can let you relax, so hurry if we leave in the morning,”

“Well it was him,”

“Eh but we haven't told Mama Papa, how to dong?”

Dio smiled at his wife's words. Why look anxious yet dpaat permission from krnagtua but sudha has a plan?

They are married, but their parents are happy if they want to spend time together.

“Ya keep why?”

“We have not asked for permission, may not yes about,”

Dio laughed at Shena's words and Dio's laughter left Shena confused. “Kok laughing the hell you?”

“Yes you're weird, which is why I laugh. Surely I can. Time not got? We ‘kan want to go staycation at this hotel, our status udha husband and wife yes forbidden? No way, so you calm down. Surely our lrangtua may. You think we're still that kid? If maish High School wants to staycation both at the hotel, it is definitely not possible. While not married, the couple in a closed place is not allowed. But if udha marriage is permissible. Be alone in a closed place cake, open cake, yes like it. ‘Can already get married,”

“Iya anyway, really yes you,”

“You're weird. Are you not allowed to be with your parents? No way,”

Dio chuckled while shaking his head. He felt strange because his wife was worried about not getting permission, where maybe their parents did not give permission. Unless they are not married, it is absolutely forbidden. After marriage there is no reason to forbid.

Dio will book rooms through an online application but gets a ban from Shena. “Besok aja, we have not spoken with Mama Papa time already booking anyway?”

“Yes it's okay,”

“Ntar if there is any obstacle, dear money because we do not go,”

“Pay there ‘can be sure, Shen,”

“Oalah ya,”

“Why did you suddenly think I would staycation, Dio?” Shena asked her husband who was busy with cell phones.

“Ne do not know why suddenly thought only by chance tomorrow ‘kan ngampus,”

“You don't work? Later Papa no one helps, how dong?”

“Papa knows people only two nights aja kok,”

“Oh we're two nights there? Didn't last long, was it?”

“Emang long? I don't think so,”

“Yes is up to you, means two nights huh? Tomorrow do not forget to talk to Mama Papa,”

Dio nodded his head. After that he put his phone on a table facing the balcony chair.

“Sleep yuk,”

“I'm not sleepy yet, after all just eat, time yes already sleeping?

“Main game yuk, want to?” Shena asked her husband who immediately frowned.

“What game do you want to play, Shen?”

“Law ladder,”

Dio's laughter broke out instantly. The truth is, adults still play snake ladder. Shena still has a pretty noticeable childish side to it.

“You sure you're sure I'm playing snake ladder? We ‘kan is an adult,”

“Yes playing snake ladder only for small children? ‘Can not, Dio,”

“Jeez, you're like a boy. Though you udha bis abikin boy,”

“Heh shht! What the hell are you talking about?”

Dio immediately poked his lips. It is considered wrong to have spoken like that. And immediately got a warning from his wife who hissed while glaring sharply.

“But what I was talking about just now is true ‘ right? Why the hell are you even my negur?”

“Yes wrong, you shouldn't say so tau,”

“Lho, where's the fault?”

“Ya should not talk like gutu, not nice, not polite,”

“Nobody else has heard it but you are the same as me. Anyway yes, what money I say ‘kan is true, one hundred percent fact. You are like a boy already abikim abikim boy,”

“Can't do it anymore, it's already in my womb now, Dio,” barin Shena while touching her stomach for a while.

“You don't like it when I'm a kid?”

“Who said? Yes, just love it,”

“Ya let's play snake ladder,”

“Ya okay-okay I want you to come,”

“Totally?”

“Yes, now if you don't want to, I feel guilty, I don't have the heart to refuse,”

“Why? At that time a feeling of mediocrity aja reject my request, you berga-tega aja,”

“Iya I don't know why either. But not good, huh? From my bodo observation kayak at that time, do not want to know how you feel, my heart to refuse requests lo,”

“Iya I'm glad you're a gini for sure, thank you. Now we start the game on my mobile phone,” said Shena while taking her phone in the room, then she returned to the balcony again.

“Shen, change phone yes?”

“Hah, not this old phone, from sebslum marriage also my phone already, when you do not realize anyway? Geez so cute, so do not care about it as much as I did so I just mobile phone I was you never know?”

“Iya emang I used to bodo very same lo, do not care the same lo, very cute, but I know the phone you used,”

“Well, why did I change my phone?”

“Shena, that just wasn't a question,”

Dio grabbed his wife's hand and held it tightly. Shena was confused by the meaning of her husband's words. “Keep what dong if not a question?”

“I again nawarin you change phone want yes? That's what I mean you know, not me you change your phone or not,”

“Oh by the way makes me confused, I thought you called my phone change huh? Turns out it was me changing phones. No need ah, I am ahandohone race I am still worthy, I bought it not long ago too, before marriage with you,”

“Iya the model is also still a new one, just change it just like me, would ya? Tomorrow we buy,”

“No need, Dio. Ngapain, spend some money. This is my mobile phone is very good. Don't replace duku. It's a shame that it was replaced. This was bought by my Papa,”

“Yes do not throw away, saved only but I buy new,”

“No need to do it sometime. I used this enough first,”

Dio sighed softly. He was disappointed because his wife refused even though he wanted to have the same mobile phone with hers.

“Ah even though he refused, I want to keep buying new ah. If I have bought it for sure in vain will not be able to refuse again,” Dio's inner with a smile.

“Not buy any mobile phone I didn't ask for, Dio. If I don't ask for a sign I don't need to be so don't buy it,”

“If you wait you ask won't ask for it. Until the elephant leafan will not ask,”

“Ya ‘kan I have money from you while still asking? Hehehe,”

“Eh is okay, there is no ban. Sometimes ‘kan someone wants to be bought by her husband even though he holds the money. Especially if for example money less—“

“No, you always give me more than enough money even if you jdues also hahaha,”

“Yes do it if you are not you I buy a mobile phone. Though mumpung I'm good not stingy you know,”

“You are really good at the original, it used to be an adjustment just like me, and you are not stingy when I know it,”

While beemain snake stairs they chat until they do not realize that the audition time shows at half eleven pm.

“Eh at this hour, Shen. Sleep yuk, you can not lack of sleep, will hurt again,”

“Well whereas I haven't—“

“Not what? Sleep ayok, do not sleep too night is not good for you,”

“Make you too,”

“If I'm used to sleeping at night, it's okay even though I wake up tomorrow anyway,“

“You said I'm really good at getting sick, ntar this is when you yourself also like to sleep at night,”

“I'm sick is okay, if you want to,”

“Ih no one can be sick tau!”

Dio reached out his hand to hold his wife's hand. Shena instantly accepted the size of her husband's hand.

One hand Dik used to bring their used glass to drink mixed ice and Shena brought the rest of the pizza that was not exhausted by them.

“That's pizza dioanasin tomorrow, Shen. I want breakfast,”

“Emang not okay to eat pizza early in the morning?”

“Yes it's okay, why?”

“Hmm is okay hehehe,”

“But tomorrow I want to make black sticky rice porridge with green beans, you do not want ya?”

“Eh seriously? Yes, I want it, I want it. Really?”

Shena nodded her head. He had intended to make green porridge and black sticky rice for breakfast tomorrow.

“No breakfast with pizza?”

”So, while getting into the stomach I will eat all hahaha,”

“Hopefully the pizza is still good tomorrow, dear if it is not good so forced to waste,”

“Yes if you are not good anymore should be thrown away, Shen. Don't be too fond, you love me enough?”

“Lah?”

Dio laughed looking at Shena's confused face. Seldom did Shena hear her husband talk like that.

They brush their teeth and wash their face. After that Shena used her night skincare, while her husband had landed directly on the bed.

“Shen, same toothbrush wash your face just now, who has never been together what?”

“No idea, what is it? If you have eaten so much with Alhamdulillah you never snack again in quar, have eaten my cooking continues,”

“There has never been together, Shen,”, Dio said as he lay on his side staring at his wife who was still sitting in front of the dresser mirror.

“Iya what is it?”

“Mandi,”

“Heh?”

Shena spontaneously turned to her husband who had just said that they had never bathed together.

“Hahahaha just dong muka. Until you see it, your eyes are also very round, atu-ati rolling his eyes,”

It's natural that his reaction is like that. Because Dio could think like that when he was sleeping.

Shena suddenly wanted to deliberately linger in front of the mirror. Because there's a race atakut tonight Dio asked while he was avoiding it. Because her pregnancy is still quite young. Shena forgot to ask the doctor if it is allowed if it is still early like this.

“Shen, still old?”

“Hmm? Why why?”

Shena grew suspicious when asked like that by Dio. Usually there is something that Dio wants if Sio is already in an impatient mode like this.

“Emang why?”

“Yes it's okay,”

“You slept first aja,”

“Hah? How the hell is that? I want to be with you know,”

“Ya udah—hmm—wait aja,”

“Yes wait until when? Lo long time, make liquid what is it on the face kayak terhayatin terribly,”

“Hahaha not lived emang should slowly terseap perfect biat,”

“Ya has been like an advertising star aja lo,”

“Hahaha you why so fussy deh,”

Shena was getting less calm. He was increasingly convinced that Dio ‘mau’ so he waited until he finished using skincare even though he could sleep first, usually if twoah sleepy as well as that. No waiting waiting.

“You're already sleepy ‘kan for sure? Mending went to bed first, Shena told her husband.

“Ntar aja ah,”

“Lho, why?”

“Yes is okay, with us,”

“Waduh how is this?”

Shena folded her lips inward, her heartbeat getting out of control. “Suh, the problem can or not? I'm afraid, I really have no intention of rejecting Dio only if it harms my fetus how? Anyway if I can, I think very scared, because the age of her maish very small,” inner Shena.

“Shen, why dream? Wh why? Ati-ati kesambet. Even the same glass,”

“Ih don't talk about dong,”

“Handering, Shen. Why try to stay still with glass? Think what lo? Hmm?”

“Nggak—think nothing. Just tired,”

Shena used that excuse alone, let Dio understand. Before Dik asked, He had intercepted at the beginning on the grounds that He was tired.

“Ya already if tired of hunting is using skin care that. Long time lo,”

“He is patient

Shena could not stay any longer in front of the dressing table that Dio was suspicious of. Who can not long use skuncare, why tonight so intentional so long? Dio will think the no-no later.

Shena finished her activities and then left the chair. And he walked towards the sleep tenpat where his silence was lying and a smile greeted him. He lay down hesitating, being very nervous.

“Why the hell?”

Dio found his wife's strange gestures, so he asked. Because he was confused his wife was hesitant to sleep or not.

“Come for sleep,”

Dio pulled the hand of his wife who was still sitting looking at him. Shena raised an eyebrow and Dio nodded his head.

“Come forage sleep,”

“Sleep?”

“He's sleeping, time for yoga? Or do you want yoga?”

“No-no, I want—I want to sleep because I'm so sleepy,”

“Well yes let's hunt down,”

Shena lay on her back while biting her lips and desperately neutralized her nervousness. Especially when Dio hugged her tightly and kissed her nape.

“She's going to bed,”

“Ya why? Can't I hug you?”

“Ya—by just—“

“Absolute I asked for more? Yes, if so, why? Can't be yes,”

Dio lay face down and raised his head and was right over his wife's head so that their faces were both facing now. One of Dio's hands still hugged his wife's stomach and the other he used to carry his own body.

“I want it, Shen,”

Shena instantly turned her head away from Dio's reach as Dio was about to land his kiss. Because of Shena's treatment, Dio was confused.

“Usually you never gini,” Dio said.

“I ‘kan uday, I'm tired,”

“Hmm..you rejected ya?”

“I'm tired,”

Dio looked disappointed but he smiled. Although in fact he was confused because his wife refused when his bias in any way Shena did not matter He touched. Tonight he can see differently. Touched just a little, Shena was uncomfortable. And when He asked blatantly, Shena refused on the grounds of being tired.

“Maybe this Shena is really tired again. Yes, yes, I have to understand,”

Barin Dio while creating distance from his wife. It is impossible to force even if you want to. So far Shena has not refused if He wants, just this time and He must understand because Shena has conveyed the cause He refused tonight.

“Dio, I'm sorry yes,”

“It's okay, relax. I understand,” said Dio as he stared at his wife who was lying right on his left.

“You angry?”

“Neither, when I was angry,”

“I'm sorry yes,”

“Yes, I was going to use security tonight, Shen. Yes just in case I udha ever say ‘kan lo if I am not ready. But I just remembered I didn't. So there are also positives to reject me. You see all this time we if you never use safety,” said Dio who even hurt Shena.

It turns out that Dio already had the intention if he wanted to have a relationship with her to use security, because it was so much not ready for Dio to have children.

“Aduh, really tight yes it feels. You wear that too, Dio. Our son is there. How do you keep doing so that you can accept? Even to talk to you, I'm confused. I'm afraid you're really upset. I have a shadow of your reaction will be how,” inner Shena while lying on her back to Dio and gripping the blanket that covers her body. Shena subconsciously dropped her tears.

“I know it hurts to be rejected. And I'm not ready for the kid I'm dealing with that pain,”

Shena rubbed her stomach gently, greeted her child and calmed her child. “Nak, Mama doesn't know when she's ready to talk. But Mama knows sooner or later Papa you have to know,”

“Shen, have you slept?”

Shena hurriedly shrunk her tears. She also took a deep breath and answered her husband.

“Oh has not slept,” muttered Dio concluded after negating the voice his wife replied.

“You yourself why haven't you slept?”

“Not yet drowsiness that it feels like. How are you?”

“Iya equals,”

“Sleep, Shen. You can't sleep nights,”

“You also dong, ‘kan we are both humans who need enough rest,”

“Iya anyway, but if I ‘kan guys, my endurance must be stronger than you, besides I'm used to sleeping at night,”

“I am also ordinary, if not sleepy I must sleep at night,”

“Come sleep now. One two three we should sleep yes,”

Dio immediately grabbed his wife not tightly after that he closed his eyes. He rubbed the stomach of Shena who was lying on her back.

“No idea why I am now a hobby to the stomach lo, Shen,”

“Yes where do I know,”

“Usually not you know, why lately so like to wipe your stomach huh? So strange,”

“Yes maybe your hands itch times,”

“Ya itchy period is used for stomach swab anyway, if the itching is scratched,” said Dio who invited kekehan Shena.

“That may be your heart's submission. Even though you do not know if you have a cake now, but your heart tells you to do it so even though you do not know, you can still make our children comfortable, you can still make our children comfortable,” inner Shena while reaching for her husband's hand on her stomach then she rubbed the back of her husband's hand gently.

“Sleep yes,”

“Iya we have to sleep, tomorrow want to staycation yes even afternoon anyway departing,”

Not long after that, Dio fell asleep, followed by Shena. Their position is still the same. Shena turned her back to Dio who was grabbing her from behind not so tightly.

******

Dio got up first from his wife because he wanted to pee. It just so happens that soon the Adhan so He all took the water of ablution and He woke up Shena who this morning the tumben did not wake up first.

“Shen, wake up early,”

Shena blinked her eyes slowly while stretching her body. After he opened his eyes, he was shocked to see that Dio had already wet his face.

“Lho you woke up first?”

“Iya was really good,”

“Continue? Nagging?”

“Ya bedwetting times. No, I don't have a bedwetting story anymore. Let's get up, get the wudhu there,

“Okay, wait a minute yes,”

Dio nodded his head. After Shena entered the bathroom, it was Dio who took the initiative to make their bed. Dio wanted to cut back on the little work that his wife usually does.

When he arranged the pillow, Dio suddenly attacked Shena vomiting from the bathroom. Sio hurriedly approached Shena in the bathroom.

“Jeez, Shen. You why?”

“Huwekk,”

Dio hurriedly came out of the bathroom and took the aromaterpai oil, then he went back to the bathroom to smear the oil on the nape of his wife.

“Duh, why are you so nauseous? It's still early morning,”

Shena was still constantly vomiting but this time it was gone. The nausea has not disappeared.

“Duh, Shen. You get wind again huh?”

“Ne-know,”

“Ke doctor deh,”

“Ngak,”

“Lo do not do that, the time suddenly colds again anyway, even though ‘kan already healed,”

“You don't know every time you haven't woken up I'm nauseous like gini, Dio. It's not a real wind,” Inner Shena.

“Shen, to home sak—“

“Dio can't force it anyway?!”

Shena was tired from her nausea and Dio took her to see a doctor. Actually he was not sick, so upset when invited to the hospital or examined by a doctor.

“Kok lo so angry anyway? I don't want to do anything! Can ‘kan nolak use a good way?!”

Shena immediately cried as Dio snapped at her, right beside her. Even Dio stopped massaging his nape after that Dio came out of the bathroom.

Shena cried sobbing with both hands resting on the sink. His nausea was gone, replaced with sadness from being yelled at by Dio just now.

Shena was too sensitive this morning, but Dio could not deal with it properly, instead being responded to with emotion. Shena knew her husband's good intentions but because she was tired from nausea, she didn't feel sick so she didn't like it when her husband took her to the hospital.

Unfortunately Dio could not understand it and now instead moved away from it. Shena now blames herself for making Dio hurt and chooses to leave.

Shena cleaned her mouth with running water after it came out of the bathroom. Her husband was no longer in the room.

Shena exhaled a rough breath, practicing sitting on the edge of the bed. He took the oil that Dio put on the nightstand next to the bed then he rubbed it on his stomach, chest, back neck, and even forehead.

After that Shena lay on the bed. After vomiting, surely he will feel weak for a while after a short break usually improves and can move as usual.

Not long after, Dio came to the room with warm water. He put it on the nightstand.

“Let's drink first let's enjoy your stomach,” Dio said in a flat tone.

“Let's go,” said Shena.

“Don't be later, don't be hard if you know. I just want to be all right,”

Not wanting to raise the debate, Shena sat down and her husband immediately extended the drinking water that he had just brought.

Shena was happy because even though Dio was upset, Dio was still attentive to him. Dio didn't really leave him alone. Now Dio sat next to him watching him drink.

“Where? Not yet?” Dio asked Shena after his wife had a drink.

“Udah mengingan, thank you, sorry I made you angry just now. Sorry to have snapped you,”

Dio simply kept silent not responding to his wife's apology. But Shena kept smiling. She understood her husband was still hurt because he suddenly rejected Dil's good intentions in a rude manner.

“Udah adzan tuh, pray now yuk,” take Dio to his wife.

“You first huh? I still want a bed, I'm so limp,“

Dio nodded no objection, He immediately took ablution again after urinating. After that, he performed his own prayer.

Shena lay on her left for more than ten minutes then she took the water and immediately prayed alone, while her husband had gone down to the ground floor. After the prayer, Shena followed her husband.

He wants to make green bean porridge and black sticky rice. The ingredients he prepared last night. But it was already preceded by her mother-in-law.

“Mama, let me make it, Ma,”

“Nothing, Honey. Let Mama aja. You're coming down? Dio said you catch a cold again huh?”

“Iya, Mother. But it's better, Ma,”

“Yes already let Mama aja, you also do not be tired first,”

“I'm not tired, Ma. I was first Mama. So Mama made the porridge. I'm sorry, Ma,”

“Do not apologize dong, Darling. You are not wrong. We ‘kan want to eat together so yes not amsalah Mama who cook, kasian you are busy continue,”

“Business is not alone, always helped by Mama and Aunt. Oh yes Dio where ya, Ma?”

“Morning walk with Papa,”

*******

“So I snatched him because I was upset, Pa. Maybe he was mad at me when I suggested he go to the hospital let him check. Why does he often catch wind. Uh he snapped at me,”

Dio told his Papa who is currently his friend for the morning walk around the house.

“Yes be patient don't be angry. Shena's mood is bad again maybe, so the innards are upset even if you say it has a good purpose,”

“I'm upset, Pa. She's hard to tell,”

Sakti smiles and embraces the shoulder of her son who just told her about the incident just before Dio walks in the morning with her.

“Do not do that, Son. You must understand that women ‘kan sometimes emang mood is easily ugly, innate want to be angry, especially before the coming month. Maybe Shena wants a monthly guest. Do not face with emotions, but you must be a calm party, should not overflow. Keep him company if you get angry,”

“Well he's just mad at me, Pa,”

“But if you are angry more sinister than angry Shena, you realize not?”

Dio fell silent and inwardly confirmed his papa's words. Come to think of it too. If he is angry, many say scary. His voice is very loud when it has vented anger. Maybe because he is male and including rarely angry. Once angry, everything comes out.

While Shena was female, enraged by Shena, Shena's voice wouldn't be as loud as she was when she was angry. And the gaze of Shena's eyes was also not creepy, it even invited a sense of unbearability in Dio, he said, so Dio came again to the room carrying drinking water when his intention was not to care about Shena because he felt that his care was not appreciated by Shena.

“Udah yes, don't get angry again, save your wife. If he is upset again, you have to deal with him carefully, ask why he is upset, why what, do not you get angry again. The woman should be treated gently. Because galactic women are usually yes because of something,”