WOUNDS OF FLOWERS (DUE TO PREGNANCY OUTSIDE MARRIAGE)
Chapters. XLII Hate but love

The day was late enough, but Flowers could not close their eyes. Mind raging. Flowers feel tired of their soul and body. Too many problems plaguing his mind. Flowers to think, when can he be happy? Is there happiness for him?

The face of the Princess is very similar to Nathan's. He was so good in his sleep. Remembering the words of the Princess when she was talking to Niko earlier, the Princess wanted papa but only Nathan, papa Nathan said. He does not want other men to be his father.

Heart Flower throbbed pain hearing that. Want Bunga presents happiness as the desire of his beloved baby, but can he?

Honestly, his heart was still pounding every time he saw Nathan. He admitted, in hatred, that love was still intact. Every beat still carries Nathan's name. After what he made, in fact the name of the man is still intact enthroned in his sanitary recesses. Stupid memamg. Flowers admit that he is stupid. But how else, this feeling, not under his control. He cannot control his own feelings.

But, could it be that he anchored his heart again to the figure of the man who had scratched the wound to such an extent that even now it was still gaping wide?

His heart ached when he remembered his struggle all this time. By ourselves. Lonesome. There was no one he could make a back. Only the owner of life where hope is anchored.

...***...

"Mbak .. " call Niko Iirih.

"Hmmm .." muttered Flowers while looking at Niko who looked wrong. "Why are you, Ko?" tanya Bunga was astonished. Niko doesn't usually seem confused.

"Emmm .. that .. anu, I .. I ... "

"I what the hell, Ko? So suddenly it's that!" cut the Flower frowning him.

Niko took a deep breath and exhaled it violently. Then his hand reached into the contents of the bag that he often held everywhere and pulled something out of there.

"What's this?" bunga asked astonished when he saw a thick beautiful carved paper.

"That's .. ah. mbak open it yourself! That's .. it's mom's care. I don't really want to be chitty, but I'm afraid I'm confident in the same trust that mom isn't even sidelined. I'm ... I'm really sorry, ma'am," said Niko as she rubbed her coarse hair.

The flower then opens the ribbon knot in front of it. Flowers know what they are, but they don't know what they are, what they mean, and what their purpose is.

"This ... "

Niko sighed heavily, "mama maksa betohin brother Edgar sama Rinda, her son temen mama. Edgar's sister refused, but .. mama went on hunger strike until she entered the hospital. Forced brother Edgar to recede and it was their wedding invitation. It's up to me to come or not. Niko just wants to be happy. Once again, sorry my mom is the same brother Edgar yes mbak," said Niko was not feeling well. Flowers commented a smile, really, he felt nothing. No anger, especially sadness.

"No papa, Ko. Hopefully, your sister's wedding will last and be happy, yes" said Bunga with a smile. Niko was stunned to see it.

'Truly beautiful, ' praised Niko inwardly.

...***...

"Assalamu'alaikum" Nathan said as he knocked on the door of the Flower's rented house.

Realizing that the voice was the voice of the father, the Princess rushed to run and tried to open the door.

"Mama, open the lock, Ma. Papa's coming, Ma," cried the Princess. The flower that was washing clothes immediately rinsed his hands and wiped them with a napkin that he hung in the kitchen. After drying, he rushed to help the Princess open the door.

"Wa'alaikum salam, Papa," said the Princess as she exclaimed in excitement. He even rushed into Nathan's arms. Nathan wasn't ready until reflexes retreated backwards. It was fortunate that he could control the balance of his body, otherwise he had already toppled backwards.

"Daughter, be careful, son!" hardik Bunga was surprised to see his daughter's over-enthusiastic behavior.

"It's okay, really, Nga," Nathan said, trying to calm down. "Oh yeah, the princess is papa, papa bring what come guess what?" nathan said, crouching at the door. He did not dare to enter before he was invited. Moreover, the day is quite late even though it is still at half 8 pm.

"Take dong!" nathan said while smiling.

"Emmm ... donut?" the canal.

Nathan shook his head, "not."

"Cruck fried chicken?" terka Princess again but again Nathan shook his head with a smile.

"Well papa, what the hell? Princess does not know. Come on pa, don't guess anymore" said the Princess as she poked her lips.

"Yes, if so kiss papa's cheek first papa tau tau," he said while thrusting the cheek. Without saying much, the Princess kissed Nathan's right, left, and forehead cheerfully.

After that, Nathan immediately gave a paper bag that turned out to be a pizza and burger. Also there is another bag that turns out to contain ice cream large size makes the Princess squealed gleefully.

"Yeay, thank you papa," he exclaimed in excitement. "Mama .. mama .. papa buyin Princess pizza same krabby patty her Spongebob, ma. Yeay, finally the Princess can eat krabby patty. There's ice cream too ma, big," she exclaimed really happy.

Flowers smiled faintly while staring at the princess. He was sad because all this time he had not been able to make his daughter happy.

"Don't jump around, Put! It will continue to fall blue-blue again" Bunga said as he saw his daughter was busy jumping.

"So the blue-blue on the Princess' thigh was due to a fall, Nga?" nathan asked whose direction his gaze had turned to Flowers.

"I don't know either, Nath. But the Princess said that if I asked her that, sometimes because of a fall, sometimes she said hit something."

"It's often like that?"

"But anyway" replied Bunga briefly. He wasn't ready to talk to Nathan much.

"Son, yes! Here help papa bukain, we eat together yuk!" invite Nathan so that the Princess can be calmer and not jump up and down again.

The princess also said and immediately sat on the carpet of the rented living room which actually made Nathan confused, how he opened the food if he was still crouching outside the door.

"Why is that there? Come here pa, we eat together!" exclaiming the Princess made Nathan look up at the Flower.

The flower sighed, then allowed Nathan to enter. Nathan smiled broadly as he was allowed to enter. Then he opened the food one by one. The princess devoured it with sparkling eyes.

"Papa, papa bought this krabby patty at the krusty krabb huh? Then you meet Spongebob dong yes pa?" the Princess innocently asked Nathan and Bunga unable to hold back their laughter.

...***...

"Well, can I talk to you for a second?" nathan asked Bunga who was holding the sleeping Princess to lie in their room. The flower just nodded without saying a single word.

"What do you want to say? Hurry on! It was late, I did not feel good with the neighbors," said Bunga flat to make Nathan smile understandably.

"No, marry me! Let me take responsibility for you two. Let me make amends for all my mistakes and our lost time due to my past foolishness, you will!" nathan asked firmly and solemnly.

...***...

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