You (ILY Omte)
Losing and Memories
Two years passed, Rayyan's life seemed to be turned upside down now.It takes courage to get back up from the slump because of the loss of someone he loves again.
He was sitting in his room looking straight at the picture of a beautiful girl who filled the recesses of his heart for 2 years.
"Dear.. is enough you punish me.I admitted wrong.Return"the monologue looked sadly at the face of the woman who was being photographed with a flat expression.
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The sound of knocking made Ray immediately wipe away his tears.
"Look Miya" said Rayyan.
"Assalamu'alaikum"why mother when entering into the room Rayyan made Rayyan immediately stand up and approach the mother.
"Wa'alaikumsalam"He kissed the back of the middle-aged woman's hand which his beloved loved very much.
"Healthy Ray?"ask mom.
Rayyan smiled bitterly "Which part of Ray's body looks healthy mak, even Ray regretted being alive while Raina.. Ray doesn't know where he is"so sad Rayyan.
Mom sat on the sofa close to the prospective manatee, no matter when will turn into a daughter-in-law.Emak sure if Rain returns his feelings for this man will remain the same.
"Keep healthy.at least with us still breathing, we can make up for all Raina's pain because of our actions" said the sad mother turned her back on the man who began to shake.
"Ray always wished him back.. Back with us.. Rayyan guilty mak. hyks.. Ray is guilty"Rayyan cried again cupping her face with both palms.
The shadow of her lover is always present, making her guilt and longing deeper in the lover.
Mother even cried seeing the fragility of the man next to her.
Although Marinca's death a moment ago with a terrible situation can divert Rayyan's mind about the loss of the lover but after that back he was afraid if Raina never returned and even he was afraid if Raina back in a lifeless state.
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"Darling.. Come on. I want it.hhmmm..hhhmmm.."spoilt woo brown-eyed girl coiled in her lover's arms.
"Later..after I get home from the Office, not now baby" said the man.
With love the man stroked his lover's hair to delay buying the necklace his lover wanted.
"You don't love me" Rajuk the girl stood up and stomped her feet making the lover growl.
"Audrey" the lover's angry shout made the woman stiffen.
The man approached the lover and hugged him from behind. "I've said I'll buy it later after work.. You don't remember your feet hurting.Don't torture yourself baby" whispered the Eagle right in Audrey's ear.Then she kissed Audrey's shoulder.
"You can always scare me baby, I'm so scared...Don't get angry like that" said Audrey turned her body and buried her head in her lover's field.
"Hhmmm.be a obedient girl, I won't be angry anymore.. "
Audrey nodded "All right"
"Now I can work.."
"Please Mr. Eagle.. Don't forget to bring me Lily's flowers"
"Always dear. I love you" said the Eagle then hugged Audrey's body and kissed the lover's forehead.Although in a state of memory loss even love speech never came out of Raina's mouth.Elang smiled bitterly face reality.
Audrey or Raina is waving her hand to send the lover to the office.
Inside the car Eagle saw the sweet smile of his lover who was very spoiled for him.Very contrasted with the girl he used to know very tomboyish even economical smile.
Her memories go back to when she accompanied Raina in the hospital where she hid Raina and the doctor's speech that said Raina's brain refused to remember everything in the past left the Eagle out of words,but half his heart refused to see Raina who every moment sat pensively as if his soul was lost from his own body.
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After Operation Pen installation on Raina's thigh and the installation of nuts on Raina's knee which was crushed due to an accident, Raina had to undergo recovery at the famous Hospital where she hid Raina's whereabouts from her family.
A week passed, Raina never opened her eyes, even though the doctor said if there was no severe injury to her brain.
Eagles faithfully continue to keep Raina beside him, even like tonight.Elang is wiping Raina's hands painstakingly, even his lips tell about their baby candidates who used to be lost with engineered spices from his mouth.
As he wiped between Rain's fingers, it appeared twice that fingers were moving.Elang immediately sharpened his vision, he was afraid of being wrong.But again the fingers were moving.
"Aa..iirrr" the hoarse voice of the lying woman made the Eagle's attention diverted from his hands and looked at Rain's pale face.
"Aa..iiirrrr"the voice was heard again.Elang gurgled and immediately took the water to feed Raina.Elang directly pressed the button above the bench to call the doctor.
All the checks were done directly at that time.
"Miss's condition is fine sir, it's just that she's a little confused now.You can explain slowly to the lady.. There is nothing you need to worry about.Maybe it takes three to four months for the healing of the legs miss" said Polite doctor guard.
"Well, thank you" said the Eagle and the doctor politely declined from before the Eagle.
The eagle was afraid to enter the room, he was afraid Raina was afraid to see him.He was afraid if Raina hated him.
Several times he breathed a rough breath trying to brave himself to enter.
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He opened Raina's nursery, and saw the girl closing her eyes, making the eagle sit up to approach her.
"Who is that?? Eagle"call Raina who heard the footsteps entering her room.
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"That's right you're the Eagle" he called again.
Slowly the Eagle approached Raina.
"Yes it's me Eagle"he said.
The eagle immediately approached Raina who spread out her hands hugging the frail and pale body.
"I was scared when the doctor said my leg was badly hurt.. Actually what kind of accident made me like this Lang.. Does it have anything to do with you?"raina asked while hugging the Eagle.
"No. all purely because of an accident when you get on a motorcycle and drive your bike fast until a truck…."
"Stop.stop..it's too painful.I don't want to hear it"Raina's hysterics instantly covered her ears.
"OK.oke.I won't discuss this. Now you are calm" said the Eagles calmed and hugged Raina's body. "Rest.. Don't mind too much, focus on your recovery" continued the Eagle breaking their arms and fixing Raina's blanket.
The eagle felt his hands in check as he was about to leave, he turned to find Raina looking at him with teary eyes.
"What's wrong?"asked the Eagle to bring himself closer to Raina.
"Who's my name Lang?"asked weakly Raina stared intensely at the Eagle.
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"She didn't remember"in the Eagle.There was a sense of relief in her heart hearing Raina's words that didn't remember her own name.
"You don't remember your own name? But why do you remember me?"
Raina shook her head "The doctor said you were my lover Eagle and he also said you took care of me all this time"
"What is this that is forced by the confusion that Raina is experiencing"in the Eagle again.
"So answer me, my name is Lang?"ask Raina again.
"Audreys...Zivana Audrey Calista"sworn Eagle quickly with eyes staring in Raina.The name of the baby girl that Eagle once imagined for the child that Raina was carrying, until the shocking news of Raina's miscarriage made Eagle very hard hit.
"Thank you.. Thank you for being there for me when I was down" Raina said in tears.
"Ssttt. baby, don't cry.. "Elang gently rubbed Raina's tears.
"Please promise to be by my side always.. Don't ever leave me" Raina said sobbing.
"Yes.. I pledge.. I promise.I love you"the Eagle must be "May when you remember all, you won't hate me Rain"in the Eagle.
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Even until these two years Raina's memory that he always feared back did not occur and Eagle's relationship with Raina was getting closer, and closer,in fact the two decided to tie each other up with an engagement that would be held a few months to come.
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Sunlight again welcomed with its light that looked dashing in the eastern horizon.The curtain cracks in Rayyan's Apartment were filled with sunlight as if waking himself from his sleep.
Rayyan stretched her body, she turned to look at the photo on the nightstand and then kissed it.
"Morning Dear.. I hope your day is fun"the monologist talks to the human in front of him.
He came out with a picture of the lover in his kitchen and placed it on the dining table.
"Dear, I'll cook your favorite spicy sausage fried rice.. You like it, right? Wait here yes" he said then deftly he chopped onions and provided rice and sausages for cooking.
After a few minutes of struggling with the frying pan and the garage, sugar and***** the bad luck finally fried rice sausage favorite of Raina served on a white plate beautifully arranged.
"It's special for you Dear" he said with a fluffy smile. "We eat together" he continued, sitting in front of the photo on the dining table.
With a trembling hand Ray tried to put the fried rice into the mouth.He smiled after successfully inserting a mouthful of his rice.He remembered the behavior of Raina like a child when feeding her favorite fried rice into the mouth,rain's legs that he always kicked the sign he liked Ray's cooking also still vividly remembered in his head.
"Not good, dear.. You always praise my cooking" he said again.
Back he spooned the fried rice into his mouth now his tears began to melt, but he continued to smile while looking at his lover's face in the photo.Once again he spooned the fried rice into his mouth and…
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He dropped his spoon, the fragile man again wept for his lover who he did not know existed.
"Dear.. back dear huhuhu.. Didn't you promise me, we will open the restaurant together.You said the same I they will like my cooking.. But why did you leave instead.I came back, I need you huhuhuhu.."tangis Rayyan was so bitter.
Raina's loss really made her fall, her wound hole for losing her mother is now back gaping because of the loss of her lover.
The sweet memories of the two together are still clearly imagined in Rayyan's brain makes it increasingly difficult to accept the reality of losing the lover.
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"Rain are you this?? Oh my God you grant all my prayers .. My rain is back" said someone in front of Audrey.
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Audrey looked coldly at the person she was pushing until she fell on the floor and continued her steps to meet the lover.
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