You Are My Prisoner Of Love
# Y A M P L~ Loving You Is My Habit

Sad indeed. When so hoping after that incident, you will understand how sincere I am to you and the relationship between us will be better. However, it was all just my wishful thinking. You chose the path to end this, no matter my heart that was hurt by it~ Addan.

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Kana walked gontai towards the Addan room. On the way, the words of the Sacred Granny continued to linger in his mind. Those words had become so common in his mind that he did not hear the greetings of the nurses he passed by.

Lani who was sitting in the waiting chair, stood up immediately when she saw Kana who was walking straight towards her.

“Where have you been? Why have you been in the toilet for so long?Is b***you hard as a rock and hard to remove, so it takes a lot of time to toilet?”Lani said a little jokingly.

Kana was just silent, she raised her head to look at Lani for a moment, then lowered her head again. Lani frowns when she sees Kana's puffy eyes, she guesses that something has happened to her best friend.

Lani holds both shoulders Kana.“You why? Is there something going on? Tell me”Ask a worried Lani.

Kana remained silent, her body seemed to tremble as if she was holding back a cry accompanied by growling in the heart.

Lani who could not bear to see the silence of Cana, he forced Kana to lift her bowed head by holding her chin.

“Hm. You've been crying?”Lani is shocked after seeing Kana's teary eyes.

“I'm fine Lan”Jawab Kana is lying, punctuated by a forced smile.

"But.Your eyes are swollen loh Na! You got a problem? or... Is there someone who annoys and hurts you?Don't shut up dong...answer me, tell me who dares to hurt you?"Tanya Lani crouched while gripping Cana's shoulder tightly, she was so worried about her best friend.

"Nothing"Reply to Kana briefly, then release the tight grip of Lani's hand from both her shoulders slowly.

Whenever asked or replied to Lani's words, Kana always shifted her gaze, so that Lani could not catch the sadness implied in her eyes.

And that made Lani suspicious, her forehead was wrinkled. He caught something behind the words of Cana, that the current state of his friend and sister-in-law is not okay.

Lani is convinced that Kana has a problem, and she tries to hide it from him.

“Kana...”N't finished Lani finish her sentence, but it's been cut by Kana.

“I entered ya Lan, want to see the condition of Mas Addan. We will continue later. Ok?”Cut it, then go into the nursery of Addan, leaving Lani who was silent at the spot.

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“...Mas?”Call Kana with a stifled voice. He who had been moody and sad, immediately cheerful after seeing Addan who has now been sitting leaning on the head of the patient's bed.

With teary eyes, Kana walked over to Addan.

“Kana...”Sahut Addan with a facial expression that is no less happy after seeing his heart lover.

"Thank God you're sober."Said Kana in a slightly trembling voice, then clasped Addan's hand.

He was not able to stem his tears anymore, because it was so happy to see the husband who smiled warmly looking at him. Until finally his tears were spilled and flowing on his cheeks smoothly.

"Hiks hyks...I'm sorry.because I'm you.so it's Mas."Say Kana and cry as you please.

"Mas' job is to protect and protect you both. So you don't have to feel guilty for what happened."

"Ecchem..."Deheman loudly Ghani made them turn their eyes to the source of the sound.

Before Cana entered Addan's ward, Addan was not alone, he was accompanied by Soka and Ghani.

“Mistress/Sister Ipar”Sapa Soka and Ghani simultaneously.

“Hai Kak Soka, hi Ghani. You guys from here? How did I not see Kak Soka's car in front of the building?”Kana.

"Hi Brother!"Reply Ghani.

"...Just a few minutes ago we were here, ma'am. And my car's parked in the parking lot, on the second floor, ma'am."Soka and Kana answered, nodding their heads.

Jiahs...My car.hihihihihi, inner Soka while smiling proudly and giggling indistinctly.

"Your car? when do you have a car that good, so confident...After this I'll cut your salary!"Said Addan with his cynicism.

And when Soka's delusion instantly collapsed, the one who had been smiling sweetly now turned sour and certainly nagged in the heart.

"Sir.that's our car."Further.

Addan, who is so eager to be alone with his wife, codes Soka and Ghani to get out of his ward immediately. The two of them were given a hard code and a warning look.

Without thinking long they obey the will of Addan.

“Alright! We'll excuse you first.Bos and Mrs.”.Pamit Soka while Ghani just smiled looking at Kana and Addan.

“Loh! How to get out, Is it done?”Kana asked confusedly when Soka and Ghani were already on the doorstep.

“Already. Now it's time we had a chat together.”Said Addan, then gently pulled out Cana's hand, to get closer to her.

Addan rubbed his stomach slowly and kissed her.

“What is our son doing okay, Dek?”Addan asked as he looked up at Kana who was standing next to him.

Kana just fell silent, I don't know what she was currently thinking until, Addan's voice that was quite loud surprised her.

”Kana?”Addan with a slightly raised tone.

“Eh, ii.iya Mas?”Kana was shocked.

“I asked, is our son okay?”Ask

Addan again, repeated the question.

“...Hmm thank you my son..eh, our son is fine Mas!"Kana replied stammeredly, while looking into the eyes of Addan who was also looking at her seriously.

Addan gasped when he saw the puffy eyes.

“Dek...your eyes are swollen, when you were crying just for a moment. Did you cry before here too?”He asked worriedly as he gently stroked the wife's cheek.

DEG!

Cana's heart skipped a beat as Addan touched his cheek, he felt the warmth from Addan's hand creeping to his heart.

Kana, do not let you betray yourself and also your promise to the Holy Grandmother, inwardly.

Kana slowly brushed aside the hand of Addan who was perched on her cheek.

“Ah! No..mataku..dust entry was Mas! Yes, dust, I keep rubbing. Ja.had been like this, my eyes are swollen made."Reply lying.

Addan pulled Kana back slowly until Kana sat down on her bed.

"ah! Ms...?"Kana who was shocked, his hand also spontaneously landed on the chest of Addan who was fielded.

Addan held both of Kana's cheeks. "Is the dust still in your eyes? Here, let Mas blow. Next time you get dust in, don't rub his eyes, okay?"Said Addan in a soft tone of voice, then brought his lips closer to Kana's eyes.

DAG DIG DUG!

Kana's heart raced, her cheeks getting red.

Not yet had time to blow Kana's eyes, Addan was shocked by the sound of the open ward door.

Kriet's...

Doctor Sammy walks in with Lano and Lani.

Crickets.krik.

For a moment they looked at each other watching the scene that made anyone who saw it must have misunderstood.

"Ekhemmm..."Deheman's hard from Doctor Sammy.

Kana who felt embarrassed, spontaneously pushed Addan's chest a bit rough.

"Ouch! Shhh..."Addan grimaced in pain from feeling the pain in his chest due to Kana's encouragement.

"ah! Mas...Excuse me...I'm sorry, it hurts, huh, Mom?"Said Kana worried, with guilt he stroked softly Addan's chest.

"It doesn't hurt anymore."Addan said to calm Cana, then gripped the tiny hand of Cana who perched on her chest.

A mischievous smile rose from the lips of the two twin brothers.

"Gee...Are we interrupting?"Lano said and smiled seductively.

"Doctor, we'd better get back. Looks like someone's trying to grow...Hihihii."Lani said and laughed.

"What is growing?"Ask Lano who pretends not to know.

"I mean the relationship is growing! Just hold hands, do not let the breeding stage...This is Hospital Dan. It will be done at home."Syndir Lani and the two twin brothers laughed giggling.

"You two..."Furious Addan and stared intently at his two brothers.

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Three days later...

Today is the day that Addan is allowed to go home, he does not want to be hospitalized for too long because he does not like the smell of drugs that are so attached to the hospital.

In order for his return to be approved by the Hospital, he also reasoned that the wound in the chest, in the hand, on his back was almost dry. Even to the point of forcing Doctor Sammy who is the head of the Hospital to agree to his request.

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Now Kana and Addan sit facing each other on a soft mattress in Addan's room.

"You were going to say something important, right? Let's say...I listen to."

I don't know if this is right or wrong. But this is the only way I can do it, her mind.

“Mas..”.

“Ya?”Addan and smiling sweetly.

"I hope you won't be angry and hate me"

"...?"Addan looked at Kana confused.

Kana took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly.

“I think...it's hard for me to accept. What..what's better..”

Silent....The happy smile that Addan showed just now instantly faded, his face that had been beaming instantly turned cold and shrouded in a dark aura.

"...Better what? Better we split up like that?"He said while holding the roar on the chest, his jaw hardened.

"Yes.iya...We'll hurt each other if we stay together."

"Did I hurt you during this age of marriage, both physically and mentally? Answer it honestly."Ask Addan in a flat tone.

"...No. gabe...You have always been kind and considerate of me. You never hurt me as long as I'm your wife."She said with her head bowed, she was afraid to look at the face of her husband who she thought was creepy at this time.

"Lantas, where are my flaws and faults?"Ask again, this time her tone was a bit high.

Kana was a little surprised to hear the tone of voice Addan.“Uh! Thurs...You are not.. there is to..reduction or error during our marriage.”He stammered while squeezing the skirt he was wearing.

"...So then?"

“...I've tried but still can't... open my heart to you.”.Said Kana with her head bowed, she could not look at the husband who looked hurt.

Addan links his hands together firmly.“Is it so hard for you to hurt my heart again, Kana? Yesterday you gave me hope, now, you. ”Ucap Addan with the cold.

“Means Mas?”

“Yesterday, you said you wanted to live with me. Is that just a fake?”

"Kam...you heard what I said yesterday? Aren't you still awake?"

"I was conscious before you came in, I heard everything you said.

Kana closed her eyes for a moment, then looked at Addan seriously."Huffh..forget it! forget what I said. Now I realize that we can spend weeks, months, even years, but it's still meaningless that in all that time we don't love and understand each other."

Pardon...I'm sorry Mas.I didn't mean to hurt you, Inner Cana.

"But to me the times we pass are very meaningful. Did you forget that I love you?"Said Addan in a slightly snapping tone.

Kana was immediately aghast at the shock of hearing the scream from her husband.

"Forget me, fall in love and turn your attention to other women.Stop loving me, I.I don't deserve you."Said Kana with a trembling voice.

"What's? You asked your own husband to fall in love with another woman?"Said Addan and looked at Kana sharply while clenching her hands tightly.

"...Iiyaa..."He spoke slowly with a fearful expression and a head that was still bowed.

Addan shook his head, he could not understand the mindset of his wife.

Is all my struggle to make you melt and want to accept me for three months we build a household, just in vain?, inner Addan.

While twitching his temple "You can't force me to stop loving you, because loving you is my habit."Firmly Addan.

"But, that..."

I still will not give up, I will continue to fight for you until anytime, Inner Addan.

"Do you think I can't make you love me? In a month's time..within a month I'll make sure you fall in love with me."Say it with confidence.

Kana covered her mouth with both hands and shook her head, her husband really does not give up easily.

How'this? Mas...Why don't you just give up on me?

Seriate...