You are One Only!
30.First love

"assalamu'alaikum" said shinta as he opened the door of the house and headed for the stairs

"waalaikumsalam" replied laila also jannah who still watches tv

"where are you going shin?" jannah asked as she watched the shinta climb the stairs

"room" Shinta answered briefly and headed straight for her room

"shinta why?" ask laila

"maybe" replied jannah

while in the room, Shinta was lying on her padded mattress with an empty look toward the sky of the room, she clearly remembered her conversation with reyhan time in the park earlier

~Flashback

"don't like me, I'm not a good woman" said Shinta, looking up at the sky

"you are a good woman" said Reyhan

"no, I'm not a good woman" said Shinta still staring at the sky

"don't you say that?" ask reyhan

"everyone who speaks has a reason" Shinta replied

"what's the reason?" ask reyhan

"i can't tell you" replied Shinta

"whatever the reason, I'll still like you" said Reyhan as he stared at the deep shinta

"i told you not to like me" said Shinta

"tell me what the reason is so I can't like you" Reyhan said

"is a woman who still can't forget the past good?" ask shinta

"not everyone can forget the past" Reyhan replied

"i'm a woman who has been betrayed by someone, and that person should be the first love for a girl" said Shinta with her eyes that began to look glass

*I beg you not to cry*inner reyhan when you see shinta's eyes

"you mean?" ask reyhan

"you won't understand" Shinta said as she stood up

"where are you going?" ask reyhan

"go home" replied shinta

"i'm taking it" said Reyhan as he stood up

"no need, I can do it myself" replied shinta

"don't worry me, it's late at night, so I'm the one who nganter you" said reyhan and shinta still silent on the spot

"ayo" said Reyhan as he pulled Shinta's hand out of the park and headed for his car, on the way

"what did you mean?" ask reyhan while driving

"i don't want to talk about it" said Shinta, who sat in the car seat next to the steering wheel, turning her gaze out the window, and as the car reached the front gate of Shinta's house

"where's your phone?" reyhan asked before shinta got out of the car, and she gave him her phone because she was lazy if she had to ask 'for what'

"alright, think of me as your own brother, if you're ready to say it, call me whenever it is, I'll definitely come and listen to all your stories" said Reyhan while typing his phone number on Shinta's phone

"why are you doing this?" shinta asked while looking at reyhan

"you know that forgetting something is not easy, as well as me, I also do not easily forget my feelings" replied Reyhan and returned Shinta's phone

"thank you for driving me, assalamu'alaikum" said Shinta as he exited the car, he does not want to discuss it for now

"waalaikumsalam" replied reyhan

*whatever the reason, I still like you*inner reyhan

~Flashback end's

"hiks, sorry" said Shinta who was crying while covering her face with both hands, actually she wanted to cry from earlier, but she did not want if her weak side was known to others

"i know you're sincere, I'm confused about how I feel, and without you knowing, I'm comfortable every time I'm close to you, but I'm not ready to start now, I'm afraid" shinta said in the middle of her cry

"hiks hyks, sorry"

"akhh, what's wrong with me? why am I being a gini crybaby anyway" said shinta in between his sobbing while changing position to sit

where reyhan is

"ndra, where are you now?" ask Reyhan who drives while calling rendra,

"in the apartment" replied rendra

"go there" said reyhan and tit!, phone turned off

back to shinta

after being satisfied crying

tok tok!

"shin, it's us" said Jannah who was at the door with laila

"oh you guys, just go in" said Shinta who just finished cleaning the crying marks in her eyes earlier

"no" replied shinta

"what was dong?" ask laila

"no papa, just males by the way" replied shinta

"really you're not craving?" ask jannah to make sure

"sape me if it continues to be the same you guys" replied shinta

"what about reyhan?" ask laila

"no matter what, don't talk about it" replied shinta

"trus what are you talking about?" ask laila

"bahas elo" replied shinta

"kok me?" ask laila wonder

"the two of you sit here, we have a chat" said Shinta telling laila also jannah to go up to the bed

"what are you talking about?" jannah asked as they sat on the bed

"la, you want to be honest with yourself should I ask?" ask shinta

"what do you mean?" ask laila confused

"gue knows that there's something you're hiding from us" said Shinta and Laila remained silent

"but if you can't say now yes no papa, then only later" said shinta

"later, yes, I am not ready" said Laila with glass eyes

"don't cry, you have to remember that there are both of us who are always on your side" said Shinta trying to calm down

"yes, we are always with you" said Jannah chimed

"hugs threesome yuk" shinta asked and they hugged the three

"sleep together" said Laila

"when did I ever say I can't?" shinta said while joking

"hahaha" the laughter of the three of them

they slept together until morning came

at half-hour 8 in the morning

"why bring food?" ask Jannah when she sees the shinta carrying food in the box

"there is" replied shinta

"guys, I'm going to the boutique today" said Laila

"just go so as not to get bored, and you can use my car in the garage" said shinta

"are you two leaving for one more car?" ask laila

"yes, the goal is the same" replied Jannah

"ooh" said laila

"already yes, we leave" said Shinta who was ready with his innate

"assalamualaikum" pamit shinta also jannah sambi out of the house

"waalaikumsalam" laila answered

*mending I busied myself, rather than to the same inget he kept* inner laila while heading to the room to change clothes

skippers

when Shinta and Jannah arrive at the hospital, there happens to be a reyhan there and they automatically cross paths when reyhan wants to go to the elevator and shinta who wants to enter the pharmacy room, but no one greeted each other which of course makes jannah wonder

"shin, how come you didn't miss the director?" jannah asked whispering as Reyhan was already away

"is there really him? I didn't see it" replied shinta pura not knowing

"hmm" said jannah shaking her head

while in the place where Reyhan is, right in his own room

*first love of a daughter?* inner reyhan asked while sitting in a chair and thinking about what Shinta said yesterday

SERIATE

do you know who the first love is for a girl?

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