YOU CHEATED ON ME TO REPLY
BECAUSE DAMIAN'S LETTER

Divya opened the envelope, took the fold of paper inside and read it. His heart was pounding very fast, every word he read and understood.

Arrive arrive...

" No!!!!!!!" Shouted Divya covering both ears.

" Dear why are you?" Alex panicked.

" No hicks.. This is impossible, I don't want to be the cause of Damian's death. I don't want to.. Hix.. Mas... Damian didn't die because of me, did he? Hiks.." Isak Divya hugged Alex tightly.

" Dear calm down! Who said that? Damian's departure was due to God's fate dear. Don't ever think you're the cause, you don't know what." Alex pats Divya's back.

" Mad.. Da... Damian purposely obliterated himself because of me Mas, in... He said he couldn't live without me. Mas, in.. He hicks.. I'm scared." Divya kept sobbing.

" Dear please calm down! There's Mas here." Said Alex.

Alex continues to hug Divya until Divya feels calmer. Divya rubbed her tears she took off her embrace and looked at Alex.

" I have to read this!" Divya gave her letter to Alex.

Alex read it immediately.

To my beloved Divya

*I'm sure when you read this letter I'm gone. I'm sorry for my mistakes all along. I hope you will forgive me for my peace. Divi last night I tried to accept punishment by separating from you, I tried to forget you and I tried to get rid of my feelings for you but in the end I failed.

The more I try all of that makes my feelings for you even bigger. It makes me more miserable every day. I can't bear the weight of this life Divi, I'm fragile, I'm weak. My chest feels tight, I feel like my life has no meaning at all. I don't even have the spirit to live any longer. I'm nothing without you Divi*.

I don't know what else to do to forget you, I gave up on myself. I thought about leaving this love and suffering forever. I want to be free of this burden now. I'm going to end this in my own way. In order not to leave any shame to my family, I took the best way to put an end to all this. I made my departure look like it was an accident. I wouldn't leave a wound on my parents if they knew that I was leaving on my own. I hope you didn't tell anyone else about this.

Again, forgive me! I'm sorry for having betrayed you, betrayed you and abandoned you this way. I bring love, hurt and suffering with my departure. Now there is happiness for you. I love you so much, baby...

I'm writing this because I want you to know how much my love for you means to me. Don't regret my departure. Stay happy because time doesn't stop here. I always pray that you will be happy with your son and your new husband.

*I Love U forever Divya Mahardika...

Sweet greetings from Damian*

Alex squeezed the paper out of shape.

" Now Mas knows why I'm crying, I can't accept my father's and mother's hatred if they know Damian's departure because I'm Mas. I don't know what to do, I accidentally became Damian's killer. He left because I'm Mas, I'm guilty of this." Divya.

" Calm down, baby! Don't blame yourself! Mas told me Damian's departure was God's destiny. And don't worry! They won't know that if we keep quiet, let this be our secret. Not necessarily what Damian wrote the truth, dear. We don't know what's really going on. Damian could have written all that just to mess with your heart. Or even Damian didn't write it. So relax! Don't think like that! I don't want you to be stressed because it will affect the health of our children. Pity if depressed because you have a lot of thoughts. You understand what I mean." Alex stroked Divya's head.

" And the matter of the letter, it's Damian Mas's handwriting. I know him very well." Connect Divya.

" Yes we left this matter here, it all ends here. You can't bring this matter home. Let's just say you never received anything from Damian or his mother. We have to do everything for your sake and for the good of our dear child. Do you understand?" Alex looked at Divya.

" Yes, I understand. Thank you for calming me down and making me not worry so much." Divya.

" Yes, baby, now we're home." Said Alex.

" Yes, yes." Alex Sahut.

Alex drove his car back to his house. Arriving at the house Divya immediately went into his room followed Alex from behind.

" I'm gonna take a shower first." Divya.

" Yes dear." Alex got into bed. He lay on the bed straightening his muscles.

In the bathroom, Divya turns on the faucet. He sat bending his knees under the flowing water of the faucet. Her tears just dripped remembering the letter from Damian.

" Hix... Why is it that after you left a wound in my heart, you also left a sense of guilt in Damian's life? Did you do this to me on purpose? Don't you want me to live happily with my husband? If only you hadn't betrayed our marriage, we might still be together. If only you could accept the fact that we wouldn't be together, you wouldn't be doing all this. Is all this my fault? Am I wrong if I don't forgive you? Am I wrong to be happy with someone else? Tell Damian! Whose fault is this? Hix... " Divya hit her own chest which felt tight.

" Why are you doing this to me, Damian? Did you deliberately repay your pain by hurting me like this? It hurts so much more than what you've been doing to me all this time. Oh my.... I beg you to take this guilt off Damian. I don't want to be depressed by this feeling, I don't want to be stressed and can't control myself. I don't want anything to happen to me and my future son." Monologue Divya wiped her tears.

" Yes I can't think about this! Let go, and I must remain strong for the sake of the fetus in my womb. I have to be strong, I have to stay strong for her." Divya said to encourage herself.

Divya immediately took a proper shower, finished the shower she came out of the room. Alex, who saw him, approached him immediately.

" Dear why take a long shower? Did something happen to you?" Alex asked standing in front of Divya.

Divya looked up at Alex.

" More me....

Arrive arrive...

Brugh...

" Supa." Shouts Alex.

TBC....