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If only a miracle had come to me, I would have loved to know all the riddles that were going on in my life. Besides, what really happened on the day I had an accident. Was there someone who deliberately planned it, I asked.
“Yass, do you want to have lunch? Uhm...do you want me to ask OB to buy us food?”andrew's voice made my mind go.
“Can we stay here, I want to talk to you about something important”I look at his face. He looks confused.
After calling OB and telling him to buy us the food we wanted, Andrew sat down at me— on a sofa a size big enough for some people. “So, what do you want to tell me?”tanyakanya.
“I want to know what really happened when I had an accident?”he almost dropped the glass in his hand, apparently surprised by the question I asked. Is there something he's trying to cover from me or something else.
“Why suddenly ask that?”tanyakanya. I can feel the nervousness of his voice. She raised her face after a long time looking down, “Actually, I was not so happy when I had to recount the incident back, because I felt like I failed to be a husband to you.
Not long after that the OB came with the food we ordered. I had absolutely no desire to eat his food, but to know everything, I would inevitably have to do it in order to get information.
Andrew bribed me and I couldn't turn him down, I quickly chewed the food that had just entered my mouth. Apparently, Andrew was deliberately only ordering food with a small portion. He said he wanted to eat with me. Sillier.
I wet my esophagus, “So, when do you want to tell me?”unlike before, he now voluntarily told everything. I kept looking at his face, figuring out the validity of the information he said: honest or lying.
“Yass, if only that time I understood you better. Maybe, you won't have a difficult problem like this”close it while feeding the last spoon to me.
“Until now I still can't believe that you are my husband, because all this time I've always experienced the complexity of love: love in silence and some other problems. But why would I marry you? This really surprised me, well.I mean you are a very handsome man_I mean pretty handsome”I quickly shut my mouth before I pour out my heart.
Andrew smiled. Gosh, he looks so handsome as his lips curl upwards. “Thanks for praising me. You know, right now I'd love to kiss you”he's smiling again. What he just said, he wanted to kiss me. No, he won't be able to do that to me.
“You didn't lie to me, did you? You didn't tell me the lies, did you?”I looked back at his face.
He walked away from the couch and disappeared into his private room. What he does, trying to do something else. After waiting for a few minutes, he came back out of there with a pile in his hand and I had no idea what he was carrying.
I round my eyes when I look at the photo album containing pictures of my family and photos of myself with Andrew. I took one of our photos, photographed I look so happy my— was wearing a long-sleeved white T-shirt, pencil-style jeans, next to me was Andrew in a striped polo shirt and black material pants. “We_our relationship..”I looked at Andrew's face. He smiled at me.
“This is impossible. I can't possibly have a relationship with a guy like youI'm auctioning off. No, I can't possibly have a very romantic relationship with a handsome businessman like Andrew.
“How old are you?”my question while shaking his arm was impatient.
“Twenty-eight”answortless.
“And I'm still twenty-three”my words are flowing.
Andrew still looks at me. I took another photo of us, this time even more friendly. I believe the photo was taken when I was an intern at his office. I clearly saw the emblem of the company behind Andrew's shoulder. It was photographed that Andrew and I were looking at each other.
“There's no way I'm in a relationship with my own boss”I'm back to shaking.
“That's the truth, Yass. We fell in love with each other because of the internship. Almost many times I express my feelings to you, but many times also you reject me”
My head feels heavy. My brain is not strong enough to accept those memories and I don't know anything. Everything feels dark.
I opened my eyes. Aunty Chelo was right in front of me with her anxious face, then I relaxed the other side, Uncle Hans was busy reading the book in his hand. But, Mama and Papa are not there, neither is Andrew. Where are they all.
“You've come to your senses, Nak”I recognize that voice, Aunty Chelo maih just looked at me.
I smiled, “What happened to me, Aunty Chelo?”I asked while trying to sit up straight.
“Your husband brought you to the hospital and contacted us all”. I'm nagging.
“Aunty, can I ask you something?”my many.
He's snuggling. She quickly glanced at her husband— asking him to give time to both of us. After her husband closed the door, Aunty looked back at me, “What do you want to ask?”tannya
I asked Aunty everything I wanted to know. Sometimes he nodded and several times he was surprised by what I said.
“Aunty doesn't understand your question, but it looks like Aunty knows what you mean. Well, Aunty knows everything about you two, your relationship before marriage until your marriage”Aunty says it with a serious face mimic. It means Andrew is my husband. Then a few seconds later he laughed, “It felt like laughing when he knew your love story was not much different from Aunty and Uncle-mu”Aunty laughed again.
“Mama, Harsh wants his snack”whim. I held my laugh as Harsh stared at my collar. Her eyes were beautiful, anyone who looked at her would be fascinated.
“Ask Papa. Mama had to speak important things to Kak Yassi”I noticed Aunty who was giving an explanation to her son very slowly.
The door of the room opened and revealed Uncle Hans walking up to us. His left hand held his daughter's hand, when clearly the fifteen-year-old daughter was reluctant to be constantly guarded by her Papa.
“Honey, our daughter has been whining about leaving here. It seems he already has a”agI smiled when I realized what Uncle meant about his daughter who already has one.
Hachel let go of her Papa's hand and approached her Mama, “No, Mama, Hachel has no one. Any papa who was wrong caught what I told you”. Aunty Chelo nodded at her daughter while stroking her head slowly.
“Pa, take Harsh out. He said he wanted to snack something”
I silently watched Andrew sleeping near my arm. I stroked his head with my free hand. If Andrew were really my husband, I would be so happy. But why is my heart not convinced by this fact. My brain is still full of very difficult puzzles to solve.
“You're up, Yass?”ask in a low voice. “Do you want something to eat?”ask again.
I'm shaking. “What did the doctor say about my illness?”ask her.
“You seem surprised by the memory you just got. I know, it must be very painful, but this is what you want to get?”I felt Andrew grumbling. Was he angry because I asked him about the accident.
Andrew sighed, “Sorry. I don't mean to be mad at you, but I just don't want you to hurt yourself by remembering everything.
All my family are here—maideniku. As Andrew took care of my return, I felt my head ache again. I tried to endure the pain, I thought Mama was watching me and I didn't want to worry her. So, I just closed my eyes to ease the pain and after a while I was like looking at my own memories.
“Good morning, Pak”sapaku. I put on a smile on my lips.
“Good morning. How are the company's financial statements?”the blurry-faced man flashed a smile.
“Father did not read the email I sent?”my question is smiling.
“Ah, I have not checked it”ia laughed a little and directly looked at her computer, her hand fiddling with the keyboard. “Good, I'll check it”papnya.
Then another memory appeared.
“Hai is beautiful, My dear”that man smiled at me.
“What?”I'm a little upset.
“Which wedding dress do you want?”ask her gently.
I laugh. Choosing one dress from several dresses is not my desire, but this is the work I do before the wedding.
“Choose for me”my answer.
The man laughed, his hands rattling my hair. My hair is a toy for him. My lips frowned and Ah, she purposely kissed me.
“Honey, are you okay?”I recognize that voice, Mama.
I blinked. I'm still in the hospital room. Earlier I saw a shadow of myself in the office with a blurry-faced man. I shook my head slowly. Was it a sign that Andrew was my husband.
“Iya, Ma”aportku.
Mama went back to her work putting my clothes on and I just watched her from the side. Before long, Andrew appeared behind the door with Papa. They had a serious conversation. Maybe they were talking about something important. Anyhow, I'll find out who the man in that memory is
To be continue……
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